i andrew@benicetobears.com sometimes i think it's a word, sometimes i think it's a letter, but invariably it just ends up being me. 980819 ... sage like this. 980821 ... eric i am yellow too... 980903 ... jeff i ... personal pronoun ... an act of referring to one as self. 980905 ... sarah i am one with nothing 981021 ... Pacia take up entirely too much of my focus. 981107 ... Dallis am. Am I now? Such selfishness. Just cant stop talking about yourself can you. No, I cant. You know you Want to. I know. 981118 ... a want to 981120 ... Adi I blathe therefore I am... 981121 ... oh yeah need a break from reality. 990121 ... Danny everything...not much at all really, but everything 990209 ... adam imply nothing, assume nothing, trust nothing, rely on nothing but am scared of everything. 990212 ... Demi Monde i am the world. when i die, the world will no longer exist, because i will no longer be there to experience it. of course, this is an entirely subjective POV: the same is true also of you. 990301 ... Owen Ty Kahle does not see does not wonder does not wish does not care does not accept does not love 990305 ... kyo can't see how I was ever underground since I always wanted everybody to notice me 990328 ... daxle the most boring word in the english language sometimes I'm embarrased when I realize how much I use it 990414 ... ceorl used to think i knew who i was, but found it takes some knowing 990418 ... allie am? 990501 ... mareberry a small word which sums up our entire existence in one breath... it is who we are. we shall never escape the chains of the word, the life, the soul. 990505 ... leese should really go to sleep 990514 ... jake enk. am the point from which all of you exist. that is how i see things backwards. 990603 ... suzan don't want to begin to admit what you mean to me, without some sort of reassurance that you feel the same way i do. 990604 ... tarin is the product of a brain filter that by nature works against itself. 990605 ... bfnh only to be typed in lower case, those who do otherwise are @$$holios 990617 ... bfnh ok, maybe not total assholios 990628 ... benji am a process. I am becoming Benjamin Bradley. 990723 ... flowers too like boys... grammatically speaking 990729 ... BUTTerfield8 I totally agree with bfnh 990729 ... Legion ...is a fundamental misconception. ... to begin with the notion oneself, an oxymoron, as the primary concept of identity, is to begin with the most fundamental fallacy, conceptually embedded in the language one learns to speak from birth. for there is not *one* self, there are many selves, each saying *i*, each oblivious to the others. ... is this one that says *i will get up early in the morning* the same one that won't get up? is the one that says *i will stop smoking right after this pack* the same one the buys the next pack? the one that says *i love you* the same one that kills with a word or a look? are they not difffent ones altogether, each claiming *i*, each wearing the same face and bearing the same name? ... our language perpetuates the misconception. *i will...* is already a lie. to have will is to be able to do, but how can one do anything if in one moment *i* wants to do it, and in the next moment *i* doesn't want to because it's too difficult or has become meaningless. will is a function of unity. ... And he asked him, What is thy name? And he answered saying, My name is Legion: for we are many. 990731 ... adam suck 990831 ... jonn think this is insane. A healthy insanity, however that fosters more creativity than its creators know. They knew it would catch on, but onto what? What makes this insane. i forget, i do... 991004 ... Pete first person, singular used to justify everything 991022 ... i i 991103 ... Colleen there is no "i" in the word team... but there is the way I spell it. 991111 ... Alexander Beetle I am paranoid of being caught doing something illegal that I didn't know was wrong 991116 ... why me i quite egocentrical don't you think? i 991122 ... valis no, no "i" in team. but there is a "me". 991207 ... Starbuck I think, therefor I am. 991207 ... nameless why does I spelled with capitals? thats because I write about I and I is the center of MY world. they only added "am" to the I maybe because a simple I was too simple, people often mistaking to mix simple with boring and therefor "am" added to the I. I=me am=being 991217 ... setsuna meiou I oft wonder who I am in some strange life was I the same and shunned as I am now or was I an empress and revered by countless subjects or maybe this is just my first trip around and I am new and I have to learn for myself and maybe next time I won't fuck up as bad 000101 ... bee the word turns people off. i don't care. when you use it, subconsciencely, i know i wanna smack ya. 000104 ... candace is so small yet it means so much. sort of. when i write it there's a window so small inside and if your eyes can focus hard enough you'll see my magic there. 000106 ... deb i fucked up today i think i tried to say hello but you just flashed me plastic smiles or pretended that you didn't see i was talking to chris my friend's gay friend and you looked at least a little jealous as though i shouldn't smile with him but he smiled back -toothily and real- should i be the mad one? i'm not- instead i stare at the pac-man treats head_down_eyes_up on the way to our dear VI 000110 ... tuiviq once dated a girl who was in love with I. She forgot that to be a couple, she would also need to love WE. That was impossible... I could not share with WE. She goes from one partner to the other, always lonely and wondering why? WAKE-UP b---! self centered people live alone in their mind! . 000121 ... bane why should i deserve to be capitalized? 000124 ... ime iii mememe I ME i me 000127 ... power through passion am here what more can i say? what more can i know? who knows? but it sure is fun 000311 ... a am done 000313 ... amy it's not you. you are wonderful. it is me, and my life. it is a little hard to figure out. i am happy to have... more time to see you in. i will know what i feel... it is already a warm line. 000317 ... Midnight Bliss am a whirlwind of emotion i am a hurricane of despair. i am forever burdened. i am the one with the short red hair. i am me, and i am exactly what i want to be. i am myself, and no one else... i am an individual with and individuals mind. i think for myself, taste by myself, feel for myself, i learn by myself. i am me, deal with it. you can't change me, no one can. 000319 ... girl cant trust anyone anymore, and its scares me. 000326 ... meggie blather sometimes. 000331 ... girl i am a girl. i have a story. (...and they lived happily ever after) 000409 ... awake am all that i have left...the rest has been thrown to the birds 000410 ... Tink I am Tink, I be mildly amused 000420 ... Uqbar or the curious habits of the modern word processor, programmed to automatically capitalize. 000504 ... WoNDERGIRL am waiting patiently for three more letters to come to me and make us (you eloquent smashing young man) 000520 ... silentbob the universe is unique as i see it. no one else sees it EXACTLY the way i see it. which can only mean one thing. without me in the world and the universe, the world and the universe as i see it would cease to be. MEANING I am the god of my own universe. and i must find people to believe in me so i can continue the struggle of life love and the pursuit of happiness. 000601 ... mungo i drive my killer car and pray that i live 000610 ... silentbob i have this ripping gut-wrenching heart throbbing sensation going all the way through me from the bottom of my stomach to the top of my throat, swirling through my head. i miss her so much sometimes that i think i am nothing without her. 000619 ... Mimi I wish I could be more like ME! 000621 ... maccie am pointy nose, i am skin and bones but it motherfuckin' makes me try... 000626 ... eruth be eye spy a revolution...or shall i say i despise the lies of historians wrapped in an slithery yet enchanting package...eye candy for the masses...most similar to that of razor bladed halloween "treat"...just believe the kids wont notice as their pleasant eyes twinkle to their own demise...why dont you just pick on somebody your own size...you jerks...i am sorry you recieved countless swirlees in the lower school bathroom...i am sorry your teeth were all funky looking and you had to sport braces for 7 years...so she dumped you senior year...get over it...she had bad breath disease anyway...eye spy 000710 ... Jeffrey am a platform for the historians . . . and you are an angry young man . . . spy this masser Be . . . i am selfish am concerned for the welfare of the candy eating masses but am not alone there is this voice in my head sayin eeeeeeeeeeweooiuuuyuowwwww get out more man who am i i scream you scream we all screeeammm man can you feel it coming down through the keys i am sending it at you it is your rage it is me it is I i AM HE WAS i am not I am but satisfied fully in the knowledge that he is me .. . . . . what i am is not what i am not is hungry my words have fulfilled me who is i who is 000710 ... kim have to go 000712 ... Mariah am selfish and lonely. am jealous, bothered, and shaky. need off this whirlwind ride of in betweens and ups and downs. just need a break. 000726 ... ladyg when you're not here, it is not we, but I 000815 ... wolfman i is the essence of individuality... saying i am i will i love all are proclomation of ones individuality. but never ever WANT to be an individual. individuals die. 000908 ... power through passion just a letter the strong silent type solitary and simple but packed with so much ten million bursting concepts a handful of brilliant precepts each fortified by a thousand case studies what is the purpose of this i? is i a means for itself or a platform of servitude? one i can give rise to a tsunami another i can gently wash through the deep blue waves of history but which i should be me today? fragments of identity some forced by others some created by nature some adopted by passing fancy i does it my way just like the man with the big band says 000927 ... lolita i once wanted to be everything to everyone scurrying right only to discover i should have drifted left sleeping in the gutter only to find i should have accepted the offer to bed feeding the strays only to find i shouldn't let them get attached making my ties stronger only to find i should have severed them long ago.... 001024 ... Rebecca I want to cry, I want to die, but what I want doesn't matter. I am not physically ill, but still... the pain <