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........................................................................................................................................................................................ ........................................................................................................................................................................................ ........................................................................................................................................................................................ ........................................................................................................................................................................................ 051112 ... nr i try to pay attention to mine and make reasonable decisions based on them, but things just go to shit anyway. people think they want things, and i try to be slow and careful despite what they say, but when i decide i'm ready to meet them where they think they are, and get attached, they change their minds and retreat. i'm able to take responsibility when needed but i don't know what to do about this anymore. 201213 what's it to you? who go blather from