keeps psyki he keeps a screeching weasel bumper sticker under his pillow, for good luck. he thinks that his heart might stop beating at any moment. his face is pale, his breathing is raspy. his face is fuzzy, he hasn't shaved in weeks. he thinks about death often. he wonders what it would be like. he closes his eyes and dreams about drowning. 000225 ... endless desire he keeps bringing in food. scales make me smile. i could live forever like this. 030913 ... you could die forever like that. slowly. 030913 ... endless desire say your name or don't say anything. 030913 what's it to you? who go blather from