breathing jennifer I remember I was sitting at one of the marathon plays next to you I couldn't focus on the show I could only listen to you breathe slow steady every four beats or so a short gasp just like my father I listened and couldn't pay attention to the show you asked if I liked it all I could say was yes 000527 ... birdmad "but i am barely breathing and i cant find the air i don't know who i'm kidding imagining you care" 1997 duncan sheik (pardon...was having a pop moment) 000903 ... Shae I lay at night listening to you breathe and i wonder what you would say if you knew what the simple sound did to my soul The slow intake of humid air and release in a sharp gasp I'd like to listen forever it let's me know you're there 010104 ... unhinged when you where i around i forgot how to breathe...i never had enough oxygen when we where together. i miss the way you smell. 010106 ... the repeater florescent light everything is beautiful. Even, the red beads tying the black braids of the homeless woman sprawled out under the lonely dark sky's damp avenue - oozed in the thin trickles of red that was her life. Disease,war, wonderment, amazement, childhood expressions of innocence, nature, every singing snowfall, every thunderstorm, every raindrop creating its path in raw circles of swirling confusion down the lush spike of an evergreen tree, every nine year old rocking, sobbing, rocking, feeling so much pain, yet numb, repeating until he can't speak anymore, repeating, repeating, "I wish I was dead", repeating; every fucking tear that falls off his face is beautiful. And every tear that falls off of mine is too. 010224 ... Rayne Something I wish I could stop doing. To stop me from feeling and thinking. This is something that is keeping me in pain, keeping me alive. Help me find a way 010417 ... girl sometimes when i sleep i'll stop breathing. its only for a few seconds until im suddenly awakened by myself, gasping for air, looking like i was waking out of a nightmare and maybe i am. something inside me in the seconds before i awake knows i cant breathe. it doesnt seem to care. it is only when instincts and reflexes kick in that i breathe again. 010808 ... sabbie and before i had you, years ago i found it so difficult to breathe 011217 ... ilovepatsajak breathe into my hands, i'll cup them like a glass to drink from 011217 ... ClairE At the moment, Creeper Lagoon is asking, "Can't I just breathe?" The sound of breathing is a base rhythm. I like to hear you breathe when you hover over me ragged and urgent and then again when you fall asleep and I touch your hair. 011217 ... ever dumbening i in her she in me stealing sharing one breath one continuous breath alchemy 011217 ... sabbie ILPS- thats really beautiful. thank you for that image. its been added to my blather_mental_gallery 011218 ... ilovepatsajak well then you should listen to the song. it is glass vase cello case by tattle tale. 011218 ... pralines&cream inhale 020118 ... pralines&cream (hold you breath) 020118 ... pralines&cream (hold your breath) 020118 ... User24 quick, heavy, light, sexy, scary, scared, lack of so many different types of breathing. We'll encounter all of them oe day in our lives. 020228 ... birdmad in fumes the day trudges on as if it were on tank treads slow, inexorable, and of late very heavy 020228 ... AlmostAutumn the walls are breathing its cracking the sealing the pieces fall to the floor so im picking them up and putting them in boxes saving them for a rainy day so i can fill the holes you left when you left and lefte me here 020509 ... blown cherry missing you already I told him how I'd been having trouble all night, just not quite getting the air I needed, straining to get the full intake. But as soon as our heads touched the scary midget that had been sitting on my chest all evening got up and ran back to his island. All of a sudden I was at perfect ease, completely comfortable, and content with the world, for once. I could breathe, long deep breaths, full of the oxygen he supplies. But now I have to keep breathing without him. I promise to try, but no guarantees, sorry. 020511 ... squint late at morning early in the night combining the time slipping into the cracks of time zones dividing us, we spoke softly into phones on beds under sheets with intimate whispers sighs and smiles illuminating our rooms, encouraging the blinking clock to slow down and let us breathe together slowly, imagining all the if-onlys that are playing in the back of my head constantly, prying for a taste of you. time and space can melt away in your breath and all the obstacles are blown away by your whisper so that we are pale and alone against the sky together with nothing to stop your lips from grazing mine anymore. 020512 ... Sailor Jupiter 'Cause I am hanging on every word you're saying. Even if you don't wanna speak tonite, that's all right all right with me. 'Cause I want nothng more than to sit outside Heaven's door and listen to you're breathing. That's where I wanna be. -Lifehouse 020512 ... phil breath the life out of me so I can breath it in again 020512 ... vicious something i do when i'm not smoking 021121 ... Mahayana swathe my mouth with your lexis, take hold of gullet and constrict till no more is no more i am the one wrong i am the one wrong i am the one wrong i am the one wrong so fucking do away with me end this agony take it all away accumulate all my last respirements in miniature rusted boxes that way youll be sure ive breathed my last 021122 ... DavesHeroinGirl I keep hoping with each inhalation you pull me through the phone to you. 030201 ... ferret once i had a dream, you were in it though i don't know when. i woke up gasping for breath, strait from the empty socket that was my soul. You hurled a question at me, it was a question of life, it was too great for me to hangle, it made me stop breathing so i woke up, at the last moment remembering to breath, out by the bikeracks..... 030202 ... jane breathe out so i can breathe you in hold you in -- foo_fighters -- everlong 030202 ... Syrope it's sort of like breathing when you don't want to there are some things you just can't fake. 030202 ... breathless less 030212 ... sylphide breathing and looking away, when your name is on my lips, about to be pronounced. I'm breathing becuase there's no faith in your name. 030423 ... megan so simple, so ordinary, but when done with you, it becomes a being, powerful. enveloping me in a wondrous remedy, that i want to spend forever in. 030423 ... miss empathy Breathing out what you're breathing in, I feel that much closer to you. 030426 ... nomatter I'm talented at breaking, especially exhaling, so that my chest will rise and fall with yours. 031023 ... nomatter I'm talented at breathing, especially exhaling, so that my chest will rise and fall with yours. 031023 ... pipedream oh, i blathed on 'breathe' then. breathing fascinates me. i never got to hear your heartbeat, tucked under your chin. pity. 031023 ... Death of a Rose in anger 031023 ... hopeisnowhere constant pattern that you have. changes once were in that strange moment. the way that I have never known you before. they say i will never know you again. at least like that, i left you there in that bed in my head stuck in thailand. miss you sometimes. hope to orgasm like that again maybe I shouldn't do so many drugs. it was a morning. days after i turned 16 in a bedroom of a friend in the middle of the bad area of central islip and everyone was in the other room it never meant anything to you but i think about us from time to time i guess in that room, thats where we got what we wanted. and thats how we died.. angel. 040228 ... bobbi is what happens when there's nothing else that can be done 040330 ... puredream still breathing heavy. 040630 ... asphalt is overrated 041113 ... nathalie marcom she is not breathing her body is still like a calm lake on a summers morning she is cool like the winter in ontario her colour is pale like milk poured from a carton into a glass but the glass shatters she does not wake 050223 ... Mister Brightside ragged but not shallow, marked by the rasping sensation at the top of my throat 050224 ... dot breathing one breath with you over and over and over dreaming together cuddling til sleep can we get any closer 050706 ... emmi things that are harder to do at night 051120 ... In_Bloom You're driving with my head in your lap You pet me, your happy creature And I know you're smiling Against your belly my ear tunes in and paces my own breathing to yours I'll keep this happy memory 080811 ... In_Bloom It's my way To make every good thing count Cause I can't get back that Time So I'm going to honor what was love As I felt it, as I believed in it No matter what it was to you That's how I'll keep breathing 080821 ... hsg that is honorable. 080821 ... past is a bit less comfortable than it should be. at least nothing's broken. 080822 ... hsg labored 080823 ... ungreat I can't believe I still am. It's all I keep thinking. 120328 what's it to you? who go blather from