picking
startfires
always
leaving
me
with
nothing
to
say
warm
to
the
touch
appalling
is
the
pull
that
smiling
greywhiteblue
eyes
have
on
my
shifting
desires
always
changing
sometimes
shaking
violently
and
erupting
bleeding
and
vomiting
my
words
contradict
me
my
thoughts
wander
...
feeding
on
moments
that
most
take
lightly
they
mean
everything
to
me
falling
over
themselves
backwards
white
flesh
writhing
under
the
sky
shifting
and
reversing
until
i
hate
with
such
a
vengence
what
i
have
once
chosen
001206
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from