have dallas In some sense, it means that you control some part of the total matter that the world is made of, but you can never really do that. 980901 ... emma it's also come to mean "need". 981103 ... adam and to hold and to hurt and to break and to destroy and to "love" and to lie and to leave. 990303 ... marjorie at your disposal, and part of your whole, you're bound- obligated. 991203 ... glowstick girl have not 000127 ... Drew Meaning! 000502 ... psycho child a bite of this big juicy cheeseburger. its nutricious and delicious., its from mcdonalds. die. 001111 ... Chrity go to: i_have_words 010408 ... raindog you ever been experienced? 010712 ... stu fun-teen years old 011010 ... Sarah I still recall the taste of my tears. echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears. my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore. scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore. come on tell me. make this all go away. you make this all go away. I'm down to just one thing. and I'm starting to scare myself. make this all go away. you make this all go way. I just want something. I just want something I can never have you always were the one to show me how back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now. this is slowly take me apart. grey would be the color if I had a heart. I just want something I can never have. in this place it seems like such a shame. though it all looks different now, I know it's still the same everywhere I look you're all I see. just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be. come on tell me. make this all go away. you make this all go away. I'm down to just one thing. and I'm starting to scare myself. make this all go away. you make this all go way. I just want something. I just want something I can never have I just want something I can never have think I know what you meant. that night on my bed. still picking at this scab I wish you were dead. you sweet and perry ellis. just stains on my sheets..... 020220 ... Death of a Rose Name it and I will give it. Beside I didn't buy it in the first place. Deviance is my name and parlour tricks are my game. ;) 031009 ... thecreator/bracecell 7 031126 ... pieterer don't have think want to have get have want more have more want all have all ---- want to die 031210 ... Truthseeker Have you ever wanted to jt take a dagger and ram it as far as you can into your heart because it hurts so much already? Have you ever wanted to simply jump into the ocean and sink to the bottom to lie there until the world blacks over just so you could get away? Have you ever looked out the window of your car, seen the road rushing under you so quickly and wished, wished so hard it hurt, that you could jst take the door handle, open it up and fall onto that road to leave all the pain behind? Have you ever seen the sun up in the sky and pondered how beautiful it would look if it were you burning in it's glare in space? She said no... Have you ever hurt so bad that you can't go to sleep at night without a wet pillow and a tight jaw? Has the world ever seemed so dark, so horrible that the thought of cutting your wrists seems a blessing, a gift, the only way out of where you're stuck now? Has a gun ever looked so inviting, a rope so friendly, a cliff such a release? I've thought about all of these things for so long... so very long... she said no... they all say no, but she said no... I would never commit suicide but I've come so close. So close... like right now... she said no... 040511 ... lol opinions? call one-800-opinionated!! Dial now! The first five callers will reach someone who agrees with you! The last 100 million callers will get disgust, anger, and annoyance in response! but there is hope! see: good_news 051117 ... olive i have one cat 090129 ... jio jio 100215 what's it to you? who go blather from