been jennifer used to be past tense was but still a has-been is better than a never-was 000102 ... miniver Kickin' the gong around. 000521 ... silentbob have i ever been this somber before? like everything i have is being taken from me. I laugh and then i remember everything and stop. frown. sigh. Why do things have to keep changing like this? 000703 ... Chrity go to: i_have_words 010408 ... never is always b-e-e-n sounds like bean. Legume. Legume is French for vegitable. Vegit-able. Having the ability to and/or being, vegit. I can't spell. Non sequitur; It follows not. I vegit. You vegit. He or she vegits. Vegit rhymes with mallet. Malletable; richly deserving of mallet-blows to the face until the described looks like Brad Pitt after being raped in the Ozarks... yeah 030605 ... endless desire it's never been satisfying to scream out loud. it's always been satisfying to scream out loud. how do you scream on blather? how do you hear the explosion of my lungs and the utter hopelessness of it all? how do you feel my chest shatter and then rest in defeat? that's the thing. you don't. and that's why i feel so_alone. 031121 what's it to you? who go blather from