she jonesin even more jillian 991026 ... jennifer when someboby loved me, everything was beautiful. Every hour we spent together lives within my heart. And when she was sad, I was there to dry her tears. And when she was happy, so was I, when she loved me. Through the summer and the fall we had each other, that was all. Just she and I together, like it was meant to be. And when she was lonely, I was there to comfort her, and I knew that she loved me. So the years went by. I stayed the same, but she begun to drift away. I was left alone. Still, I waited for the day, when she'd say, "I will always love you". Lonely and forgotten, never thought she'd look my way. And she smiled at me, and held me just like she used to, like she loved me, when she loved me. When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful. Every hour we spent together lives within my heart... when she loved me 991219 ... king kai she is my friend - but - do i tell her i love her - do i save the friendship we have - because i love her - or do i dare tell her what is burning uncontrollably inside - because i love her 991230 ... mad madame mim Dans le silence Qui suit la dispute J’essaye de faire le point Mais ma raison est devenue aveugle Je n’ai plus le droit de discuter Quelque part Il fallait que je lui dise Elle m’a dit “Va te faire voir” et me voici Dans le trou béant Les vérités simples déchirent le foyer Marié à cette blessure Je sais que tout est de ma faute Qui peut le dire Il semble qu'on ait une maison à vendre Désormais elle ne saura jamais Ce que n'importe qui pourrait luit dire Désormais, elle ne saura jamais ce que chacun peut voir Désormais elle ne me croira Plus jamais, entièrement Maintenant je traîne Les deux pieds sur le sol Je ne peux supporter Je ne peux supporter Désormais elle ne saura jamais Ce que n'importe qui pourrait luit dire Désormais, elle ne saura jamais ce que chacun peut voir Désormais elle ne me croira Plus jamais, entièrement Désormais elle ne saura jamais Et ne pourra même pas imaginer Combien elle compte pour moi 000101 ... exene cervenka wanted the sky to be red gloss enamel, the color of the Crusades the color of so many washed up saints, a tube of blood as thick as paint 000127 ... exene cervenka she wanted the sky to be red gloss enamel, the color of the Crusades the color of so many washed up saints, a tube of blood as thick as paint 000127 ... lokkust She was having bugs for lunch. Her. 000226 ... girl betrayed me and lied to everyone else. 000326 ... deb she is completely unaware of that which everyone but her seems to see should she trust or should she think and analyze the world into bits of garbage until her life seems to be no better than mostly backwash in a glass of moldy tea wait and see wait and see so she falls asleep and dreams of that which she perhaps only wishes into being 000326 ... Tink because she deserves as much attention as he does. 000408 ... MollyGoLightly La ragazza. Questa bella ragazza, e quella bella ragazza. 000408 ... abba I love toy story 000426 ... WoNDERGIRL she. is me. waiting for us 000520 ... bisa_lover told me once about an ocean, it made me excited to know what she knew by what she had just said. I loved her. I still do. Now I have forged a great devide to which no man can conquer, not even the one who was/is responsible for its existence. The feeling with in me that she created can not be replicated, 000718 ... grendel ...probably knows but is too nice to tell to me to go play in traffic ...doesn't know that, hisstorically, i am met with disaster any time i confess any degree of affection towards a friend but have been frighteningly successful at making lewd propositions to total strangers... go figure 000903 ... claw ...gave me something I hadn't felt for so long. Even if it was for a brief moment. I try to remember what it feels like....but it all fades away so quickly, like the moment had never happened. 001105 ... SCOTT she is the black angel of death and i can't forget her breath 001109 ... Barrett ...machine gun in her hands she is good and she is bad no one understands... 001109 ... marissa ella es mi mejor amiga. 001111 ... missthing is evil embodied. is katie. 010126 ... grayface she sees through me like so much water in a glass break me and let me bleed across the warm pavement 010201 ... KKF she is beautiful, wonderful, lady-like, impressive, adorable, cute, sweet, near- perfect, she is my sweetheart. 010323 ... lost she is unforgiving cold fat ugly mean a bitch she is my mother. 010323 ... Chrity go to: i_have_words 010408 ... like rain. is the only thing left to believe in. 010423 ... Shugarhi She refuses to write her name In any color but purple. "It brings out my eyes," she says. In her head, She sees pictures From tomorrow's magazines. Her favorite tangerines Are really nectarines, But she refuses to believe The truth in this. She can never be wrong. Don't you see? In her world, Time has no meaning. She sits and stares at the corner Until you hand her A purple crayon Or nectarine. 010515 ... melvinwang a sullen riot penetrating through my mind 010515 ... melvinwang oops, her mind 010515 ... nocturnal waiting for the sign to smash the silence with a brick of self control.... 010515 ... focus we could be playing on the rope swing under the bridge. . we could climb the maple tree in my front yard. we could drive around with no where to go, but be just as happy about it. if she were here, we could talk about how nice the honeysuckle smells at 1:43am. But she's not...but one day.... 010515 ... marissa she, she screams in silence 010603 ... BrittStar i remember her, i smile, happiness was she, she was alive, so full of vigor, so full of hope, the world her playground, laughter, her voice, her life lay before her, untouched, unplanned, supposed to be good, things looked bright, a perfect person, but she left, gone for good, fled the scene, sadness overtook all, no one remembers but me, i remember with tears, and sometimes a smile, i remember the smiles, her laughter, the happiness, the little girl who no one can see. 010606 ... Mana bells and footfalls and soldiers and dolls brothers and lovers she and I were now she seems to be sand under his shoes theres nothing I can do 010609 ... firefly effect will grow strong 010805 ... Translucent She tries to make everone happy, with no regard to herself. I wish she would not worry about everthing, and just be happy. She is happy when we are together, but another she (Mother) gets in the way. I would just like to be with her (not Mom) indefinitely, just holding her, watching a movie, but not paying attention to it because I am staring at her beautiful face, watching, listening. Her breating is soothing. I would like nothing more than to be with her. 010820 ... unhinged she is going to expect a lot out of me...i can tell already. 010820 ... bijou waiting for the time to smash the silence with the brick of self control 010820 ... someone love, lost, denial 011002 ... sandy she wants you to know that in the beginning she chose you, not women in general, and she wants you to know that in the end, she chose women in honor of you. 011111 ... TK ...neverspecifiedweatherornottotypeonlyonHERpagewithoutspacesorALLblatherpagesIenterwithoutspaces Ihopetobehereonceshereturns ButifnotImsureshewillbeunderstandingknowingthatmyfamilyisnotsoaccommodatingtomyblatherobsession. 011222 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge ...*sings* Dancing Barefoot She is benediction She is addicted to he [She is the root connection] and [She is connecting with me] Here I go and I don't know why [I spin so ceaselessly] Could it be he's taking over me I'm dancing barefoot Headed for a spin [Some strange music drags me in] It makes me come up like some heroine She is sublimation [She is the essence of thee] She is concentrating on He who is chosen by she Here I go when I don't know why [I spin so ceaselessly] Could it be he's taking over me I'm dancing barefoot [Headed for a spin] Some strange strange music drags me in It makes me come up like some heroine [She is recreation] [She intoxicated by thee] [She has the slow sensation] that He is levitating with she [Here I go when I don't know why] I spin so ceaselessly 'Til I lose my sense of gravity [I'm dancing barefoot] [Heading for a spin] Some strange music drives me on Makes me come up like some heroine [oh God I feel for you] [Oh God I feel for you] [Oh God I feel for you] [Oh God I feel for you] [[she doesnt want to see, thee, to be, what her heart knows]] 011222 ... lexian "wai__ting for a sign to smash the silence with a brick of self control." 020106 ... ClairE Slit eyes like a cat maybe sometimes curly hair she was once four years old it could even be stars. i want to stab her through the heart. 020107 ... Tim the Sometimes Misty Enchanter Homo erotic balderdash all. Perhaps mixed with sentimental FOOLISHNESS. Otherwise romantic poppy cock. Also here we celebrate the quirks and particularities of she things. Some lament over unrequited passion, others damn the race as demonic. One chromosome difference. Splitting hairs are we? or much much less then even that? 020123 ... andy is my roommate's girlfriend. loves me. loves me not. wants to marry him. wants me. destroys me. 020721 ... oak barrel she is someone special she won't tell me her name she is someone i love she is confusing me 020810 ... Perspective_Of_Soul Like an untouchable entity of pure enchantment, she exists there unknowing. Perhaps it is the connection that seperates us. 020815 ... jane my favorite green_day song 020815 ... kx21 TOEs strung arorund SHE: SHE1, SHE2, SHE3, SHE4, SHE5, SHE6, SHE7, SHE8, SHE9 & SHE10... 020816 ... kx21 TOE strung arorund SHE: SHE1, SHE2, SHE3, SHE4, SHE5, SHE6, SHE7, SHE8, SHE9 & SHE10... 020816 ... Liz oh, can you see her she is hiding behind a curtain of tears oh, and can you feel how she is suffering from fears oh, did you know that she lives withdrawn from all she could be waiting for the dawn and oh, she knows the pain deep inside yeah, she knows she should not hide but oh, she feels how she gets cold every day a little more until she get's old 020821 ... lukas she came to me for two days and gone for i don't know how long. I left my head somewere and I cannot faind it. 021202 ... lukas she came to me for two days and gone for i don't know how long. I left my head somewere and I cannot faind it. 021202 ... Hannah she was my classical impression 030127 ... angelwhispers She'll never know of the thousand tears I've shed or the screams that ring in the depths of my mind. She'll never know of the blindness I felt or the love that I always tried to find. She'll never know of the infinite cracks on my heart or the pain that seeps through each little hole. She'll never know of the fire of her touch or the blaze it set upon my soul. She'll never know of the passion I breathed of her or the soft scent that my lungs inhaled. She'll never know of the sharpness of her love or the depths of which my etenity is impaled. 030329 ... god what it's all about 030611 ... endless desire it's what she (i) call myself when i speak about the deepest parts of me. i say, "she did this and that" when really it is me. it amuses me that i fit in so well with all the other people who are too scared to look at who they truly are. i am so scared of who i am that i call it "she" when i should call it (me). i am me. thanks eyedream. 030617 ... Vapid Quail screams in silence. that's why no one pays attention. 030722 ... miriku she spins liquid is everything 030903 ... someone she left today forever never to be with me again but she loved someone else and i didnt tell her that i did now she will never know and i will stay in the mud until i tell her they say if you love someone you should tell them but what if you know that if you do they will get scared and leave you forever then you just shutup and watch them leave 030922 ... someone sad isnt it 030922 ... misstree demonstrates stunning mastery of words painful more than said. as in, reading that caused me physical pain. damn. ouch. 030922 ... misstree said = sad. *sigh* 030922 ... TK w/o spellcheck she had kryptonite eyes and a dimond smile, don't let all her flash distract you from her true intentions 031018 ... oldephebe she stood between the fractured knight..in the screaming seams of a dream .. covered in mist and shirtless..and tore down this tower of rectitude that i/he'd become.. ..still can't get her poetry or the erotic magic her every gesture was frieghted with.. ... 031018 ... oldephebe charasmatic shimmer.. her aura was a narcotic.. bronzed and taut..tall and erotically athletic..like a dancer inhabiting so eloquently her space..i have to stop now before i get pornographic.. the things she could do with her hips and pelvic muscles..the sistah had serious game..i was so whipped.. ... 031027 ... marked . 031210 ... me erotic 040131 ... me sex fuck she skin touch love truth lie shame relief release lust freedom slave away lost return deceive believe hide die life live pour desperation desperate sin begin end mend blend mix lovemaking sweat hot cold shiver fire burn learn forget forgot forgive continue 040131 ... mungo put up with a twat for too long. So long in fact, that the twat realised what he had, and changed! 040402 ... nemo my favorite word ever 040402 ... smurfus rex ain't no sunshine when she's gone and she's always gone too long everytime she goes away. 040402 ... dreaded reality she makes me shiver, i don't want to be without her. she make me happy, i'm scared to tell her how i feel. she is so beautiful, i get lost in her eyes. she has to know that i'm a fool, cause i'm in love. she is so close to me, but yet she can feels so far away. she deserves the best, from me i hope to give. she makes me shiver. 040419 ... sleeve her 040514 ... laced had bruises on her arms but swore he never beat her, just for a change i took her to dinner and a moie. kept saying we can't let him know, she didn't want to be around him when he was angry 040627 ... laced was a wreck. half-sitting on the street one leg folded under. black lines all through her make-up where she'd been crying, half her face blue and purple and black. so i took her in 040627 ... laced killed herself. but only for five seconds, only a little death. she'd drowned, imagined drowning, wanted to feel it, holding her breath under bath water. i asked how it felt, she said i wouldnt like it, just lost air, always losing air, knowing its coming, just like life 040627 ... SUZIE G why did she open this gate why do i keep reliving my past mistakes how do my thoughts spin out of control at this alarming rate? 041018 ... DjStar the gate is closed but its not locked. you invited her in, curiosity killed the cat. how many lives do you have left before you lose the one that actually matters? 041018 ... buz zay screams in silence 041019 ... suzie G SHE She she that word is so general how can I know which specific she i should be with? why do you hope so desperately for me to stay in this relationship that you didn't want me to be in in the first place? if it ain't broke, don't fix it right? well maybe it is broken and we just won't admit it. 041020 ... ninecat She wondered, What will become of such a misdeed? "Positive," he said. 041209 ... sirflaccid She's a slim brunette with long legs. She appreciates good music yet her seceret passion is Brittany Spears. (no one is allowed to know that) When asked about her kinky side ahe told me, she liked to give her boyfriend oral while he was on the phone with his mother. There is something unexplainable about her. This girl really freaks me out. But I really do enjoy her company. 050104 ... sirflaccid I forgot to mention she's 19 050104 ... Freak that IS kinda freaky 050105 ... tr maybe she looks better than me but take a look into my heart. that's where beauty is to be found. 050201 ... anne-girl i am she, say... not the ineffable beautiful gorgeous unattainable she {that one has a boyfriend, /she/ is taken}, but the one who you mistook for a he i am she, the computer geek, who turns her back on you with a triumphal "better than /you/" on that test she who stares silently at you through squarish glasses, averting her eyes, looking angry she who is berated for falling asleep in class and for sitting on the desks she who mysteriously hangs around the tutoring centre outside of her hours she rants about windows and tells you to use linux, and when you do tells you you shouldn't use a GUI she insults DOS's infinite inferiority, yet happily lets you show her its commands, and how it works on one of the windows boxen at school she hides under short wild hair, in a military jacket and paint-stained jeans she dreams of you, and attacks herself for being useless you don't know of what she feels, but it is not love, remember that she is one you have power over, whether you know it or not she can be hurt by you, if you wish it she derives hope from you joking she's a hacker [she's not] or the occasional word you bequeath her please do not discover this she does not control her feelings well she fears that you're intellectually superior, because that's all she has in two weeks, you will not see her again, and you will not notice but she will 050515 ... somebody wishes you will come back to her one day 050603 ... tom-ass she was elusive. she was today. she was tomarrow. she was the faintest scent of a cactus flower, the flitting shadow of an elf owl. we did not know what to make of her. in our minds we tried to pin her to a corkboard like a butterfly, but the pin merely went through and away she flew. 050620 ... cake She'd like to put you in her zoo, Right between the canaries and the cockatoos. She'll pull out your feathers For her brand new hat, And when she's done that She'll feed you to her cat. So watch out. She ain't no good for you. 051030 ... olileauk is the one i care about.....but she doesnt feel the same. 051219 ... he tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow 061107 ... pete she makes me want to dress nicer, and would probably be tickled purple to hear it 070627 ... TransientX She makes me want to strum away on my guitar. She inspires me. She lets me down. She uplifts me. She kills me softly. I don't know how, but I'm attracted to her like moth to fire. Time doesn't heal the wounds, or at least hasn't yet. 080511 ... deb she was so very blind, that girl of long ago... doubting everything, assuming the worst, never thinking it could be her that he spoke of 20/20, as they say, hindsight 100120 what's it to you? who go blather from