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mad madame mim Ils me trouvent génial, mes mauvais tours les émerveillent.
Tous les ans, c'est le triomphe et la gloire !
Je leur fais des surprises quand la lune s'éveille,
Et ils crient avant de m'apercevoir !

Sans le moindre effort, je m'amuse à jouer au fantôme,
Et presque aussitôt, c'est la panique !
Un seul geste banal, si l'on sait faire "Bouh !",
Fait fuir sur-le-champ l'armée la plus stoïque !

Mais jour après jour, c'est la même déprime...
Je n'éprouve plus rien en commettant mes crimes !
Et moi, Jack, l'épouvantail,
J'avoue me lasser de la même bataille...

Dans mon vieux corps, il règne aujourd'hui
Une bien étrange mélancolie.
Pour moi, la vie n'est qu'un long sanglot,
Mon coeur éclate, la mort est mon lot...

Je suis l'esprit du mal, le génie infernal !
Les revenants ne vont pas en revenir...
Je suis marié à la peur, l'horreur et la terreur,
Pour le meilleur et surtout le pire !

Et comme je suis mort, je me sers de mon crâne
Pour réciter "Être ou ne pas être" !
Lorsque l'envie m'en prend, mes cris fracassants
Résonnent à plus de cent-vingt kilomètres !

Un jour... oui... pourrai-je me faire entendre,
Moi l'épouvantail qu'on dit privé d'entrailles ?
Je ne veux plus de ma couronne !
Comment pourraient-ils comprendre ?
S'ils savaient seulement comme j'aimerais la rendre !

Je traîne sans but mes vieux os fourbus,
Je me languis de l'inconnu...
Pouvoir et gloire sont bien dérisoires
Face au néant de mon désespoir !
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camille pardon me mad madame mim, i find your writing fascinating and translate to share your beauty..


Lament by mad madame mim


They find me brilliant,
my nasty tricks fill them with wonder.
Every year,
it is the triumph and glory!
I surprise them, when the moon wakes up,
And they shout before realizing!

Without the least effort,
I have fun playing phantom,
And almost at once, it is panic!
Only one banal gesture, if one can say " Bouh! ",
fleeing the most stoical army all at once!

But day after day, it is the same depressing...

I do not test anything any more by committing my crimes!
And me, Jack, the scarecrow,
I acknowledge to weary same battle...
In my old body, it reigns today a quite strange melancholy.

For me, the life is only one long sob,
My heart bursts, death is my batch...
I am the evil spirit, infernal engineering! The ghosts will not return from there...


I am married with the fear, the horror and the terror,
For best and especially worst!
And as I died,
I am useful myself of my cranium to recite " To be or not to be

mad madame mim
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silentbob ...but i'm just as capable of being loved as any one of those guys... 010124
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burden life so green
a ruse, obscene
let's keep it clean
come on, Eileen

east to west
this is a test
a heaving chest
would suit me best

go get bent
you're heaven-sent
like Bucky Dent
or hours spent

in presence dear
see here, see here
I smeared the queer
but fear that we're

so close so close so far away
my world is black (at least dark gray)
if I had any chance, I'd stay
but all was broken yesterday

scrambled eggs
a rich man begs
oh god, those legs
round holes, square pegs
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Aimee and the daffodils look lovely today.. 010729
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mulder as you wish 010729
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unhinged i still miss you today
i decided i didn't want to pick a part
i just miss all of you



remember when we were friends?
remember when we talked almost everyday?
told each other jokes
sang each other songs
maybe even a little phone_sex

whatever cheered us up
whatever made us happy

remember when we were friends?


you
all_i_need
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unhinged sometimes i have to leave the house
just_because
laying in bed alone
my photographic_memory takes over
and all i can see is you

or rather

just the memories of you
your_voice
your_smell
your_hands

and all the sad songs in the world
don't erase the pictures in my head
so i go to places that don't know you
hoping to find someone just like you
afraid
that you were my last shot


i mean christ
even the weather reminds me of you
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
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