myself
daxle who I am
what I am
the result of my past
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nothing I'm blurred into obscurity. I BLAME THE WORLD!...And myself. 991214
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emsie I have recently chosen myself. I have chosen to not give a damn if I have a boyfriend, not care about making out with anybody. I feel liberated and very happy now that I have made this decision. I don't want to be tied down, I want to be free, and do what I want when I want. Guys give you such a different perspective on life when you stop caring about getting into their pants, and start caring about what they say. 000103
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Free Myself is what separates me from you. Ourselves are the root of conflict in the world. 000406
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daxle my brother had written on his hand that he should think about how others feel
my former friend wrote me an email saying I only think about my own suffering
I find that when I'm in a bad mood I only look for things I have written, and skip over other people's entries
I proved today in bioethics lecture that what people think is morality is actually selfishness
I thought just now that the answer to most arguements lies between the two sides
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gregg in love
happy and free
listening to enya
reaching for the sun
shining all over you
wearing my favorite shoes
expanding to zero and infinity
watching the angel
barely in this dimension
touching my shoulder
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tin her 000620
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Glory Box is the biggest mystery that I have ever encountered in my short, sparkler-bright life. 001124
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333 self-injury 010324
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13lueee i hate it when other people are talking about their problems and you happen so say one thing thats bothering you they think your trying to turn it around and talk about you... maybe sometimes your problems are boring and mine are more important have you ever thought of that? ...i never realized how hypacritical i sound... 010324
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vampers thats what i am...i am not you...i never will be....take me off your god damn pedastle 010324
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redspark i am who i am, i can change that, no one else, i wont let others take effect on me, i have no rolemodel's any more because i realize that they only give me and image or thoguht that i have to live up to and if i dont end up living up to it i will be diapointed inmyself so whats the point in trying to be like some one when you can creat an indevidual personality and make people want to be like you. im 14, '5"3 108 lbs, im happy with myself, not all the time, but that the moment thats all that matters. 010505
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mike i am not you 010621
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freakizh moving home-- 010723
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teresa if I loved myself more, would you hate me any less? If I acted like you thought I should, would I be able to look at myself and know who I am? Better off for losing myself in your perception of me. There was a time when that might have worked-you professed to think so highly of me. But now, I think its best to be the way I am because you think I am so worthless. If I believe you then we are back to where we started. 011021
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aeon flux self affirmation...
i LIKE myself.
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Dafremen Ha! You would flip if you only knew.

I'm so grateful for my existence, I'm so in love with life and everything around me.

(Even all of the poor misguided little sh*tbags who think that they stand even a fart's chance in a wind tunnel of f*cking it up for me. I repeat...Ha!)

Damn it's a glorious thing to BE. Thank you all for sharing it with me.

Be good to yourselves by taking care of each other and be good to each other by taking care of yourselves.

Enjoy the show, I'll do the same.
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Sonya Who am I? A girl who struggles to accept the things she has witnessed or learned. A girl who offers love but is somewhat bitter and vengeful. A girl who is overlooked and suppressed just for being a girl. A girl who has the same rights as you. A girl with a mind and the ability to express her thoughts. A girl who enjoys cooking a spicy curry, strolling on an uncrowded beach, and staring out into the night sky. A girl who is trying to master skills, while fumbling constantly. A girl who is fatigued beyond her years, and a girl whose eyes are filled with tears. 011022
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Dafremen I think you could make someone a fine "silly sunshine girl" someday, and I think that it would make them very happy if you were. I bet you wouldn't mind much either. 011023
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Sonya Me "a fine silly sunshine girl"? And I thought I was insanely optimistic. I have a better chance at succeeding at being the grey rainy day girl instead. The rain is better anyway...well sometimes. 011027
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Dafremen Heheh so you WOULDN'T mind much is what you're saying? 011027
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Sonya No I wouldn't mind much. It would feel nice to matter to someone in such a way. Although being a 'silly sunshine girl' seems a little extreme for me. I am very much indeed more of the rain cloud type. 011027
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forsquirrels Nicque16372: morning, jeff!
Auto response fom for squirrels: i'm at the mall
Nicque16372: lol
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ClairE ::running down street::
Wait up, Me and I! I promise I won't always get between the two of you anymore!
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Syrope lol claire its weird, i feel like im crowding my other two beings a lot. 020325
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schroedinger who are we to claim to know ourselves?
how could we judge our character from our own points of view?
My self-image consists not of how others see me,
but of how I see them
and how I see the world

For all of our hopes, dreams, aspirations,
and celf-centered, egotistical views
we are nothing
we are participants in a collective consciousness
a joint awareness of our surroundings
and as participants in this system,
we can never break free

so liberate your mind
become individual, become something other
than the product of everyone else's wasted ambitions
decide your own reality
and command your own choice
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HeatherBrock myself and I on a race to nowhere-find me and think of the thoughts I have of you
feel me and just know that I am not who I really am
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Boymansonbowie Seeing as i don't even know myself, i find it very interesting that so many other people think they know me. If they only knew. 020604
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*nat* I do most things in life for myself, and one other perfect person at the moment, although the chances are that if i do something for him, it will make me happy to be giving something back to him, although i can never fully repay him for the drastic changes his presence has(and hpoefully will) make to my life so far.everyone else can go to hell 020822
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nick how charitable of you. 020822
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*nat* are you followin me? i think i hav a stalker 020823
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hey hey 021030
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ferret i wish i knew him 030615
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bewilderbeast for all my mirrors and reflections, i will never see myself as i trully am, as others see me. 030829
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peekatmeslowly oh baby oh bay. make me some gravy.. maybe? maybe not.. 030924
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Mesdup i find that being a pessimist will either always give me what i expect... or better! it's a great way to live.

however, i have a sense of "everything is gonna be alright" which usually gets me through the "give me a gun" days.

all in all i like myself.
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Bianca I feel like a defective model, like I came off the assembly line flat-out fucked and my parents should have taken me back for repairs before the warranty ran out. 031114
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charlie my self.
is there a self that really belongs to me? i don't feel like i completely posess my own body or mind...
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Dimorph Do we really need a compound word to address ourselves? 040207
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JadedEdge egdEdedaJ 040223
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Kekee I love myself. It's such a nice sounding word. 040408
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zoe the only thing i can never escape from. the fear and the horror. sometimes i want to die. and i feel as though i lose something admitting that even to myself. i feel pathetic, but maybe that's because i am. 040429
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JustOnMonday i hate everything about myself and i don't know what to do about it, other than fake it. so here i am, fucking happy and hating it. 040606
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Pooge I could not live without myself. The center of my universe is myself. There is nothing wrong with loving myself, even though I am a lazy loser. Someday, the rest of the world will come to love me as much as I love myself, but probably not until after I'm long dead... figures. 040718
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love & hate I love myself I want you to love me
When I feel down I want you above me
I search myself I want you to find me
I forget myself I want you to remind me

I don't want anybody else
When I think about you I touch myself
Ooh I don't want anybody else
Oh no, oh no, oh no

You're the one who makes me come running
You're the sun who makes me shine
When you're around I'm always laughing
I want to make you mine

I close my eyes And see you before me
Think I would die If you were to ignore me
A fool could see Just how much I adore you
I get down on my knees I do anything for you

I don't want anybody else
When I think about you I touch myself
Ooh I don't want anybody else
Oh no, oh no, oh no

I want you I don't want anybody else
And when I think about you I touch myself
Ooh, ooh, oo, oo ahh

I don't want anybody else When I think about you
I touch myself Ooh I don't want anybody else
Oh no, oh no, oh no
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hsg on a leash.
focusing on breath.
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Maple Tree couldn't care less about me. i annoy me. i tire myself and i make myself crazy. but am i not?

is there anyone that even hears me?
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notme meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 061216
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nom that wasn't me) 061216
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empty i hate myself, but im all ive got
i thought i had others, but,
they never seem to be around
when i need them
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Christ without the cross Do they know that you NEED THEM.

IF not you should let them know.
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no reason i like feeling happy for other people's happiness but apparently i need to concentrate on my own 070417
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no reason what besides myself is making myself so crazy
i go crazy when i need to be by myself and i can't
i go crazy
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no reason i don't really feel like i can be fully myself with anyone anymore 100522
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Lemon_Soda Your problem is that you don't feel you can be yourself at all. 100522
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no reason as irritating as i find it to be "diagnosed" by people who don't know me, that could be correct in a sense. 100522
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no reason my self
my own self
mine and mine alone
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no reason i wish i could be less so sometimes 110829
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no reason wow i'm really contradictory on this page 110829
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