dead coldtea the absence of a plane for the dead pilot 990330 ... Vincent m artman B is dead. Our Grandfather is gone. Opiate Warchild and Passion Bye stain. Goodnight AntiChrist 991109 ... me? continue theme male/female rank brooks corps dead enlightened 991110 ... lokkust everyone eventually 991124 ... |sCaRReD*disTrOyeD| You don't need to be buried and gone to be dead. Depression makes you dead. You are so full of hate and resentment that you don't care anymore, and therefore you are dead. Someone can be dead to you, even if they are not buried and gone. They can be dead in your mind and your heart. They no longer exist to you. They are gone... dead. 991128 ... zietz oh oh oh how I miss the Dead Milkmen (R.I.P.) 991216 ... MollyGoLightly Dead Dead Dead. I will kill the next person with a persecution complex. 000322 ... Dead ghost (thats scared) I'm dead the clown ripped my enternal soul out!!! of my body & now i can walk though walls YIPPY!!! I CAN SEEEEEEE YOOUUU!!!! "k? isn't that special?? (R.I.P.) "k? (*_*) ~dead person!! (ME) "k???????????? E-MAIL me please i'm dead and lonely so please E-MAIL ME!!! 000610 ... grendel i can, with the proper preparation and environment, step out of my own body and into someone else's... of course when i get back, it usually leaves me hungry horny and throuroughly exhausted the cost of the ritual ingredients required and the fact that it's only lasted an hour on my best day keep me from doing it more often 000610 ... typhoid not very. a room once white now slighly orange no one oils the squeaky door hinge but it fills every so quickly 000704 ... no one abortion 000819 ... birdmad letter office and i will go to meet the furnace when the return stamp is read 000819 ... wes falling back throgh broken time an unreal city mind maby from my forest view ill find the path that leads to you above the blue moon is crying becase immortality means never dying 000922 ... 13lueee i'm starting to feel dead inside...I AM a living dead girl 010324 ... green_tenedril inside dead inside dead indeed following after the candles floating down with the current 010404 ... Tim!!! DEAD one day i will be. not now though. you will be first when cancer eats your heart out. then i will be ready to die. 010411 ... person TIM!!! is a sick MA'AN! 010411 ... velvet spasm Howling the pack in formation appears diamonds and clubs, light misted fog, the dead waving us back in formation, the pack in formation bowling they bat as a group and the leader is seen - so early... the pack on their backs, the fighters through misty the waving - the pack in formation far reaching waves on sight, shone right I lay as if in surround... all enmeshing, hovering... the milder I gaze all the animals laying trail beyond the bough winds mild the reflecting electricity eyes... tears, the life that was ours grows sharper and stronger away and beyond short wheeling - fresh spring gripped with blanched bones - moaned magnesium, proverbs and sobs... howling the pack in formation appears diamonds and clubs, light misted fog, the dead waving us back in formation, the pack in formation... 010105 010418 ... marjorie we have a slight case of dead here. not to worry though... it's commonplace. we'll simply pretend as though it never happened. we'll say the fish are sleeping, too. we'll say they often sleep upside down while being eaten by the other fish. we'll say that person lying there is taking a nap. how can we explain their eyes being open... well, we don't have to. that's just the way some people are. and we shouldn't judge people. no. that would be narrow minded. 010601 ... User24 Stop sue if the following symptons occur: headaches, rashes, vomiting, pinkeye, coma, death, voting conservative... 010609 ... User24 sue = use as I'm sure you're aware 010609 ... babygirl dead or alive. some days i'm not sure i can tell the difference. 011109 ... tonya am i daed yet, or merely farky? 011109 ... bzzmel if only 011206 ... TK The way I feel inside 020117 ... snatch if were not dead yet, we still grow towards death... look too long into the Abyss, soon the Abyss will look into you... 020207 ... syncratick i almost was on christmas day. 020217 ... *~K it's not death if you refuse it. 020825 ... myplasticmind i am dead. so why am i here? *sighs* life is too confusing 020827 ... Kimmers I think people who are obsessed with dead stuff do not understand death. Which I dont claim to, either. 021129 ... chock chock chili only 90% 030113 ... yessum the dead man was just over yonder , but we carried on like nothing peculiar was going on 030219 ... jolly barny antwan dad fuck me win i have 12 yers old and i love it 030220 ... phil the dead only know peace and forgiveness 030418 ... strom thurmond HOORAY FOR MY RACIST DINOSAUR ASS 030626 ... the game When there's no more room in Hell...the dead shall walk the earth... 030714 ... fred hydrochloric am i daed yet? 030714 ... freak i may aswell be dead...all my mind has gone...self harm 030826 ... freak i may aswell be dead...all my mind has gone...self-harm 030826 ... Freak AHHH someones using my name! 030826 ... a girl with nothing to say soemthing i could be right now if it werent for thoes lovely people at the hospital i could be dead and over something stupid like a kinfe slitting my wrists it would have been a long painfull death 031017 ... misstree will surely find herself in hell actually, only about 14% of slit wrists with suicidal intent actually succeed. jumping from a height of greater than 25 stories (i think, but you might want to do some research) is much more effective. 031017 ... stork daddy i don't think i even have enough control to end my life. now there's learned helplessness. but the best way to get rid of yourself is to go to the zoo, jump over the fence and bite a rhino on the neck. hard. 031017 ... cupcake once your dead you cant change your mind and i change my mind all the time is the thing that scares me so much about killing myself, tho if i just die cause of something else its the same way. two people already this year went to the hospital for trying to kill themselves. maybe it's just two that i know about, but while they were gone people were all talking behind their back and being mean, and when they came back most people were just weird around them, yeah like its contagius or something. 031017 ... oldephebe yes the lack of empathy and compassion among all strata and age groups of this culture..cuts across all bastions of ethnic, educated, economic..enclaves..this saddens me profoundly..even the lack of empathy sometimes in myself..to look within yourself and be unable to summon sympathy or compassion for not just a stranger but for someone you've known..and then to just stare bleakly..blankly ahead..shrug blithely and get on with your day..and you say shouldn't I be troubled by this? maybe some of us are inately callous and think everyone orbiting us like satellites should just subscribe to the society of ME..and then maybe others of us are just innured..and blithely bored..as a matter of course..we are destitute and divorced from ourselves internally..divorced from ourselves and the world shimmering opaquely outside of us..at least that's how i feel and apprehend it all..at times like this safe in my anonymity i ache for you..any of you who feel as i do at times..that maybe there is this thing in you/me that god or whatever has left out..that since the end of your innocence you've felt this unbearable sense of incongruity within and without..and the things that stir and shake the hearts of others just kind of make a din like shards of tin falling upon the pavement..every now and then you feel hopeful and even alive and you say hey maybe this Life thing will work out and I'll be okay..yeah sure..positive thinking and consecrating my life my every aching exhalation to these words..this wisdom..sure give it a name..the bible, vincent peale, buhddist precepts, a surrogate mothers nurture, the epiphanies in the firebrand of your fevered congugals and expeditions into the edge of consciousness or normal apprehension..weirdness speaks..the warm perfumed breath of a lover..and the narcotic of an illicit infactuation..the exploration of carnal appetites..the feast, the excavation of anothers glory..take me to the summit of my passion and i will bequeath to you my life my self esteem my everything sacred..it and i am yours for your predation and excavation..yeah i done that dance with desperation..and i still haven't learned my lesson..i got no wisdom or religious encouragement or any - thing right now..just a guy who can maybe relate to your shape of heart and the ceaseless tides of despair..sorrow...ennui whatever..so yeah i can definately dig it when someone says my heart has a funny shape and this tortured ache..and it never really goes away..maybe that is the lesson of being human..and dealing..and not caving in totally..and changing your mind..so when the good times come you appreciate them so much..does any of this make any sense to anyone..? 031017 ... death_angel Dead. Sometimes i think id rather be dead. Like going to sleep coz you get so worried and nervous. Id be too scared of the pain though i cant even pinprick myself with a needle (dont think im crazy i was wondering if i could break my own skin, I cant) I think death is a way out after your life. I think that once im old ill look forward to death, itll be like an adventure! 031020 ... queen of darkness death is forever, for all eternity ... 031020 ... Lemon_Soda I'm with you, OP. It amazes me...this is almost insubstancial by the way its running in my mind...how do you explain a concept based on emotions other people are feeling...stuff you can't even give existence to outside yourself...but it seems that everyone has these insecurities, these worrisome facets of reality that gnaw at them...things they think should be, but since noone else really KNOWS what their thinking it just can't be...and even then, they still worry what other people think, which is the ultimate irony because we're supposed to be worrying about how other people FEEL...I've got a good freind who went through some rough times a little while back and while I can't get into the details, my friend was horribly depressed over slipping love...I tried my best to console and I hope I helped but...there was an instance during conversation where the wieght of what my friend was thinking and feeling hit full tilt and they needed a few minutes...but because I was party to the topic at hand by mere presence I felt the wieght on their chest press down on mine...squeezing my own tears and wrenching my own heart, though I know I couldn't (logically) have any idea how much they were hurt...it felt terrible to feel it, but it felt great to lighten the load for them...its so hard for me to understand why most people just can't seem to connect with people on an emotional level...like there's something to hide from or that their troubles might somehow make your own worse...almost like people think other people's emotions are bothersome, an annoyance...its gotten so bad now that it's almost taboo to except help from someone you don't know emotionally...everyone is viewed suspect...I know this sounds corny but I get really depressed over the fact that I can't give and recieve hugs indiscriminantly in public...it hurts to know that if I try to just talk or cry or shout or get it out somehow that people won't even try to feel what I'm feeling but instead look at me like I'm crazy...it is horrible to get a scraped knee, or bang my head, or cut my hand and just be ignored or worse ridiculed...you can't fail, you can't feel, you can't forget...it doesn't stop...there are so many invisble walls around us its a wonder we can even hear eachother through them...most of the time we can't...here in blather we're passing notes...and as great as it is to finally communicate, we slip away from it, one at a time...I'm not any smarter or better or even more stable...I just want to really feel something... ...its taken me my entire life to explain everything I know...and I still know nothing. 031020 ... oldephebe Lemon - yeah i so get what you are saying//very well put 031020 ... Nathan Garrell I have always like the dead and never get tired of it. Necronomicon ex mortis is something that i go by and wortship. it is a guide to my life. no one can brak the lnk between me and the death that consumes everyone eventually. 031022 ... Schrodingers Cat ...thus, it cannot be determined whether precisely whether the cat is alive or dead, or in a super-position of states... 031110 ... lollirot i am the END but there will be an END you will see...lesbians and gays running around. NO BABIES! NO TALKING! NO NOTHING! 031123 ... didactic slag am i dead? i am breathing... you say i am living... but dead. inside i feal dead. since it happened, dead. every day... dead i wake up, but not. am i dead? 031211 ... marked . 031214 ... nemo the siloette of his body could be seen against pale tv glow, through the crack in the door - eyes still open and fixed towards a closet wall. his last words lingered throughout the room, repeating silently in our ears, reminding us of the friend we once had. billy what have you done 031225 ... DelilAH Along my route, I've passed a dead possum in the middle of the road for the past 3 days. His face is caught up in a grisly snarl, he was angry at his demise. His eyes were gone the first day. His tongue hung from his mouth, resembling what I could only compare to a flacid penis, his entrails strung out in a ghastly line from his body, like an unattached umbilical cord, only instead of the prospect of life, it insured death. The first day I passed him it possessed me to poke him with a stick, but when I came close enough to see his expression, I felt numbed with the beauty and terror of his final moments, and could not proceed. The 2nd day, possessed with the same thought, I came to him again, stick in hand, and was struck with pity for this beast, this empty vessel who so recently breathed the same air that I then enjoyed. The 3rd day, I was yet again possessed with the same thought, but as I looked at his disgusting and rapidly decaying body, I was sickened, and could no longer entertain the idea. To me he was death, and he was beauty, and he was fear, and he was the questionable. That 3rd day he showed me more of death than I had ever truely seen. That third day I began to drown even more in the wonder of the dead. 040105 ... bethany after i was dead i snuck into your room you couldnt see me but you could smell my rotting flesh as it falled to your bedroom floor in a trail behind me as i followed you through your house i'm here with you now i see you i breathe you you are my death wish 040211 ... cbbage yes we all are 040312 ... Substance is it true that the dead smell of Lilly of the Valley? I was told that when I was 9, I'm 19 now and still I don't know. 040330 ... chmmh xhxhg 040422 ... a_grilled_fish So it goes... It wasn't like they were going to write Beethoven's ninth symphony, anyway... 040510 ... jenny my friend is dead suicide.....it was a plastic bag over his head and he was found in a tent on a field by my college they said it was too messy for an open coffin so we didn't even get to say bye bye sometimes I wish I could be dead too but I think of my friend and all the pain he left behind, all the people who didn't deserve uch a blatant rejection We wanted him here but in the end he didn't want us enough 040602 ... witchesrequiem Last night I had a dream that we were riding around in a car with a dead body. It was decapitated. And someone finally realized this and threw it out the car.huh? 040602 ... x it's better this way 040602 ... illusionary_reality dead...gone with the wind. the wind shrieks, but you are unaffected. come back, we need you. but perhaps you don't want to. understandable. i wonder what is it like, in the place you are in? is it nice? i'm coming soon, so i'll see for myself. till then, i'll live for both of us. 040608 ... Connecting..the.dots.. it feels dead here like blather is on a respirator. 040611 ... cozmosis paralysis 040623 ... amanda And all that glitters isn't gold when inside it's dead... 040627 ... silly PROFESSIONAL STUNTMEN ! Do NOT ATTEMPT ! yy yy yy yy yy yy yy y y y y y y y y y y y y y y yy yy y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y yy y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y yy y y y{_¿÷U+-+±µ¬§ y-K y y ekjhbihoesbhouewb jk;rekprewbjtiwlbti4whbjwothbojaimetammereklhfdlsadhfw 040628 ... silly PROFESSIONAL STUNTMEN ! Do NOT ATTEMPT ! yy yy yy yy yy yy yy y y y y y y y y y y y y y y yy yy y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y yy y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y y yy y y y{_¿÷U+-+±µ¬§ y-K y y ekjhbihoesbhouewb jk;rekprewbjtiwlbti4whbjwothbojaimetammereklhfdlsadhfw 040628 ... macrohead sometimes the dead people whisper sweet nothings in my ear. I try to ingore them, now they ingore me. I almost miss them now. 040708 ... bork curiosity...thats what kills us. not muggers or all that crap about the ozone layer 040809 ... hat incredible how much life a word meaningless lifeless has 040901 ... CowsAndMoosesRule dead kill fat dead death egg brain brayne brane braine brein fuck shit eggs egg 041013 ... seeker I have spent too many nights pondering what it would be like to be dead but then I woke up and realized I already know because although I am alive to the world I am very much dead on the inside 041122 ... udayan I have this theory that death is a very beautiful place... for all eternity... but all animals, inccluding humans, have instincts which make them fear death, to avoid overcrowding... 050628 ... Frogs Death Warrant Fan CrazyFrog lies screaming on the table, all personality drained out, nothing but a bundle of pain and terror. His rubbery scrotum has shrunk to nil for leeches blanket his entire body: when several of these drop off, fresh ones take their place. This is all Violent Jim's doing and took months of preparation. Jamster is frantically searching for their frog and his fans are tense and mournful. No one will see him again. After ten hours of leeches draining his delicate, amphibian body, he is now ready to expire. I pick up a microphone and deliver a prepared hate speech about him. Four minutes after the final, stinging words were uttered he dies. I remove the leeches and place his body in a tub where it is gored, mangled and otherwide disrespected. I buther his body and send it down the toilet in pieces. It stinks, requires hygeine training but its the only way no one'll know. CRAZY FROG IS DEAD! CRAZYFROG IS DEAD! CRAZYFROGISDEAD! ALL HATERS REJOICE AT HIS ABSENCE. 050727 ... peyton no 050906 ... ***r@|\|$c3|\|d3|\|@|_*** habitants of the world, that compose necropolis' filled with stench aromas protruding with decay, uncompromisable, unenlightened bodies that wander endlessly among desposits. 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Find me. 070807 ... Shakespeare Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are. 090109 ... h|s|g dream_entouring_a_dream 101007 ... snook just another way to be. 101007 ... Cop Shoot Cop Everybody loves you when you're dead And everyone is suddenly your dearest friend Nobody talks no dirt about you But life - it just goes on above your head When you're dead Everybody misses you when you're gone They'll reminisce about you When they hear your favorite song They'll think that they said something wrong They'll wonder if there was something they should've said When you're gone And I'm never gonna tell a lie And I'm never gonna wear a tie And I'm never gonna say goodbye Goodbye Life is so much better when you're dead Conversation's easy when there's nothing to be said But it can get a little lonesome Maybe you should take along a friend Like I said And I'm never gonna tell a lie And I'm never gonna wear a tie And if I can't walk, maybe I can fly Don't ask the reason why But I'm never gonna say goodbye Goodbye 201006 what's it to you? who go blather from