silently me? silently thinking about last night was it a mistake? was i right? at first i felt nothing but flesh and blood numbness blindness and the quell of a flood of emotion not mine but as i think back around i was only suprised at what i had found. 991206 ... amy sweetness personified 991216 ... the moody bruise breathe deep, the gathering gloom 011230 ... Aaron i havn't known true silence for a long time.. i hear voices all the time.. and i drives me to the brink of madness... terriorises me in the night.. something that i can't stop.. it's worse than any terror that i have ever imagined... if only i could sit in silence again.. silently sleep.. or spend a day in the quiet and clean the house.. but the voices keep talking.... and i haven't known true silence for a long time.. i'd silently sit and think.. i'd silently live.. then i would have something to say.. but i hear voices... and silently is something that i don't know... 011230 ... Reverend Lough loudly 021217 ... phil silently bobbing 021218 ... Strideo silently, we played pictionary . 021231 ... birdmad the cat hiding out beneath the christmas tree, except for the faint swishing of her tail in the artificial branches 021231 ... blown cherry roaring. Trying to breathe out some of the foulness of the dark that is consuming my body from the inside to the out. 030112 ... luscious violenty can't imagine what it might be like when you touch me i disappear into places you keep asking me about i'm hear i'm lying i'm there hiding to keep from hurting to keep from loving too soon silently i love you violently i fear losing you sucks to be this fucking scared of something so good and easy sorry 030112 ... sagesse saying yeah it's good seeing you when all I wanted to say silently was we used to make love and we almost made a baby and I've been so silent in my love and so violent in my goodbyes ton silence, ta tendresse mon amour, ta regret 030127 what's it to you? who go blather from