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bane for seventeen years i visited my great aunt. i smiled through the pain that was each visit while the odor of age permeated my being. she wasn't mean or rude or an unsavory individual but despite my maturation she continued to treat and talk to me as you would a child. seventeen years. that winter my mom confessed my great aunt had always thought i was retarded...we don't visit anymore. 000124
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silentbob a mistake is something that can be forgiven
i ahve gone and fucked with reality
ihave polluted the way things are
what justification do i have for such treason?
it felt right
like fluid it flowed to the part of my brain that makes all my decisions
it danced before me
the flames of my heart making it seem
wild and untamed
with advice from friends
pushing me further
reinforcing the violation of
what i used to stand for
but now reitterating something i
stood for in the meant time:
dont deny emotions
honor your heart
feel unashamed of feelings
and always do what your heart tells you is right.
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Meara Some people make a lot of mistakes, but it doesn't seem to matter. Other people make a lot of mistakes, and they spend the rest of their lives paying for them and feeling guilty for them. They spend years living in the past. I am one of those people. Maybe that is my own fault, I don't know. I'll get back to you when I find out... 001201
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La Simcoecita These lips are bruised by lingering kisses,
pounding like hammers,
slashing like knives,
marking like needles,
staving off sleep like halogen propaganda;

But it's slowly starting to seep out,
like codeine,
honey.
If you play, I play.
Where am I
(the kitty in a tied sack,)
tonight?

I hear noises,
I see tangled string,
I feel thumbs against my eyelids,
I am coming undone.

But other universes shall redeem me
(and hidden love that grinds its own chocolate)
In chaos.
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jop something that ultimately you're glad you did. think about it and you'll see why a mistake has changed you for the better. 010820
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mary the biggest mistake of my life was to fall in love, a much bigger one was to fall back out! 011024
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futility There are no mistakes, only choices that we could have made differently. Now is all there is. All we can do is learn. 011024
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melvinwang i'm supposed to be getting hurt sometime. i know i could be making a big mistake, but i'm stupid like that 011024
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Sonya I'm now living with a mistake.
You are lving with it as well.
Perhaps in time it might be forgotten, but forgiven?
Only time will tell.
We were never perfect, and we sometimes pretend to be.
I just wish that it wasn't at the cost of the heart that belongs to me.
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Effingham Fish That's what I love/hate about blather: you make a mistake, it's there forever, making sure you never forget it. 011030
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anti-social butterfly i often think i was a mistake. my dad thinks so too. damn me for being born and complicating my parents' affair. damn me for making this affair known to the world and his ex-wife. i hate being a mistake. shouldn't have ever been here. 011030
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Annie111 Around this time every night, unless I'm with him, I feel like I've made a huge mistake by choosing him.

monogamy_is_dead
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Mahayana: Zakah: mutter+fader= me
me=title of blathe
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kx21 a Mother_nature... 020102
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Grievance i feel times like this are::for manyface|t|s
bacsidave1 yeah the Navy has a hospital there
Grievance hello
bacsidave1 we have company
Grievance am i interupting?
bacsidave1 we are just talking
Grievance words have the power to move people, move mountains, change the world.
bacsidave1 frequently
Grievance *nods*
bacsidave1 agree
Grievance was i interupting anything private or better left unshared?
Grievance as angel doust not communicate this way.
bacsidave1 well, you will have to ask the other mate here
Grievance i think her wings only take her towards heaven.
Grievance one way commute.
Grievance *sits back in chair*
Grievance well, that sure inspired silence.
bacsidave1 what can I say
bacsidave1 that is what zen is all about inspired silence
Grievance no, it's being silent to yourself so you can hear the noise of the --universe::;
Grievance imho
Grievance even buddahs share the knowledge they've gained.
Grievance ((::it's either silence, death, or life i inspire:sigh:
Grievance I gished.
bacsidave1 silence
Grievance *harsh words*
Grievance strings make silence, but i gished mine.
bacsidave1 thought
Grievance below
Grievance company is usually greeted and then either rejected or accepted. silence is a statement drifting towards nothing, left only at the imagination of the one in silence. the one in silence gives the sil
Grievance ence direction
Grievance there is a silence between people as well.
Grievance and when we communicate, we give that silence between us direction.
Grievance wolves stalk legimate prey for as long as it is plausible.
Grievance a place dedicated to communcation is a hypocrit of itself if it doesn't fulfill it's intended purpose.
Grievance thank you for making this time and place such a self wrought hatred.
Grievance upon itself.
Grievance Fair Journey
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Freak Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once. 020507
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Jacer I've made one. A fairly decent one, and I nearly made a second before I came to my senses. Never let anything punish you into a second mistake, and try not to get pressured into the first. They'll just have to be mad at me, because I won't do it! 020701
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*silent screams ..my biggest mistake - my sweetest pain...u seen what's inside - yet chose to deny 021207
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downhearted... I can see where I made my mistakes, and I can say i'm better now.
the rest isn't worth typing, even if you read this your heart has grown cold towards me.
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*silent screams i find depression comforting, it's like being dead, only on the inside. There's no fears, nothing holding you at bay, nothing to worry about, it's almost like your completely free. Free from the cares that push other people into doing what they feel they have to. Free from the fear of something bad happening. How long will i remain in this carefree, too much on my mind, everythings wrong, can't stop the pain, giant hole that i so carefully dug myself.... 030131
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Nihility I wish I could say I have no regrets.
I've made a lot of mistakes...and though I'm sure they're important to no one but me...that doesn't change a thing.
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taen falling in love...is that ever a mistake? 030920
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Exhuman I woke up happy this morning, I won't make that mistake again.. 031120
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Nico Rivas I said to myself "Dont make that mistake again in the future", But I found now in the same position, doing the same thing, all is irrelevant in the past now, just thinking again on fixing my errors. 040117
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shit! It's you I needed but you're not there anymore. Here I've gone and picked up a guy to soothe my need of affection. Even with the lights closed, I couldn't imagine it was you because I felt nothing inside. I tried to stop because it felt so wrong but how can you stop a guy on a mission ? It was a brutal and loosy fuck, I was scared and wanted him out of my house so bad. Now not only do I still crave your affection but I have a bitter feeling when I look at myself in the mirror. 040326
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onegrrl too close a brush with
such brutal beautiful honesty
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june am i confused, bewildered, lost in another fantasy land? 040630
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lou_la_belle don't let this be one 041111
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gnome i just called him.. a mistake.. maybe
do i care right now?
no
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gnome i just called him.. a mistake.. maybe
do i care right now?
no
041112
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suicidalchinadoll maybe it was a mistake.
yep..it was.
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Fearless Leader would you acept my apoligy,
apoligising for an earlier aim,
if you knew that i was only apoigising to further my current aim,
and that my aim hasn't really changed much scince then.

i'm sorry.
i'm sorry i tried.
but i still want to.
and i'm trying again right now.
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Fearless Leader on another note, what of the things that i do regret, the keep-you-up-at-night regrets?

those, not the failures, are the mistakes.
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Fearless Leader a matter of important legals:

at what age is a person responsible for their own actions?

when i was 14, i wasn't sure.

when i was 15, i was pretty sure it was 15.

and now that i'm 16, i know for certain that it's older than 15, and i'm pretty sure it's 16.

but i was pretty sure it was 15 when i was 15, and i know that was wrong, so why should i belive myself now, when i'm pretty sure it's 16?
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blown cherry Sometimes you don't know you're making a mistake until you've made it. 050421
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Sintina I wanna be good
I wanna be great
I wanna be everything
Except for your mistake
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Isaou You said I love you
by mistake
so you corrected yourself and I didn't say anything,
just kept going like nothing had happened.
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unhinged whether you meant to or not doesn't matter. all that matters is that you did. you shattered my trust; not just in you but anyone else i don't already know. i'm not going to forgive you. i don't care if you feel bad. you should feel bad you fuck. maybe the next time a girl tells you to stop, you will listen. but considering i've asked you to leave me alone and you can't even do that, you obviously don't know what the word stop means. i can't believe you, i can't trust you, i can't forgive you, i can't be your friend. i will not feel bad about what you did to me. i couldn't have been anymore clear about any of it. you better erase me this time. the ringer of my text messages makes me ill. maybe i should change it. 080621
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freezerkitty Was it one big mistake or a series of small ones?
Neither, the relationship was the mistake.
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Soma that's what I am doing right now. That's what I'm making. That's what I've made. That's what was made. That's what is me.I am trying so so hard, and somehow hardly even trying. Am I a spoiled child, or just a rotten apple? Hard to tell, my fault, your fault, their fault, her fault. I could blame anyone, but I keep blaming myself, and is that a mistake? I mean, the only one keeping him from being happy is me, think where he would be without me, and yet, here I am. if_i_could_walk_away_from_me, I would, and yet he isn't why hasn't he, or maybe it is only a matter of time. "These kind of thoughts aren't productive" she says. Guess it's just another mistake. 130204
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Soma that's what I am doing right now. That's what I'm making. That's what I've made. That's what was made. That's what is me.I am trying so so hard, and somehow hardly even trying. Am I a spoiled child, or just a rotten apple? Hard to tell, my fault, your fault, their fault, her fault. I could blame anyone, but I keep blaming myself, and is that a mistake? I mean, the only one keeping him from being happy is me, think where he would be without me, and yet, here I am. if_i_could_walk_away_from_me, I would, and yet he isn't why hasn't he, or maybe it is only a matter of time. "These kind of thoughts aren't productive" she says. Guess it's just another mistake. 130204
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