relationship elimeny I didn't think I asked for much But I guess I was wrong You know, I just need to be touched right now. And I always thought that any girl who wanted to get laid would have no problem But I'm having problems. I want what I had before... That feeling of fulfillness. I was taking care of someone, And they were Allowing me to, Sometimes even taking care of me. I felt so complete. I saw colours... not just these greys. These greys are killing me... Sapping away at my life, drowning all that remained of colour. I never really felt alone... There was always Someone And now, I thank my lucky stars if there's an Anyone Because the way things are now, I have No one 991230 ... Q Part of the hard work of keeping a warm relationship of any sort blazing is constantly finding new paths to walk down and explore and filling in the ruts that form in old paths you found so interesting and lively before. 000103 ... camille sometimes i wonder if the only relationship that we are ever sure of ... is the relationship between moon and stars and who we are... you're not alone 000103 ... Zero The true meaning of the word relationship. A woman talking up a freakin' blue streak, and the man simply smiling and nodding. 000219 ... silent bob zero, you're fulla shit. ive talked a lot WITH my girlfriend. we talk equally. and nod equally. 000601 ... psychobabe there are so many relationships. the one between a guy and a chick. or the one with friends. Sometimes things get majorly fucked up, and it hurts when that happens. I wasnt hurt by a man for any reason, i'm hurt that he's leaveing. He left before, and feelings were not said. I'm not sure i can say those feelings... I dont want him to leave, he didnt do anything wrong. He is going away once again from me, and i dont want anything to end. relationships can be so great, where you just want to hold on to them forever, but forever seems to short. In my mind it screams with sadness and anger, which i dont want some people to see. I dont want people to feel sorry for me, or for anyone in fact. Like i said before, i write in here to express my feelings, not to have someone say oh-poor girl. I write cuz i feel, where as people look at me and others as stereotypical. "tis not to with hate, but more with love" (romeo and juliette) relationships arent about hate, but more with the love for something in some different way. 010411 ... elisabeth the hardest thing to keep going. The thing that needs the most work, trust, and time. 010411 ... psychobabe this one will last. 010516 ... kx21 Relevant to Everything:- physics, chemistry, biology, .... 010517 ... unhinged i'm waiting 010612 ... kinkazoid me and my cousin have a very close relationship, she understands everything and we seem to always feel the same way about alot of things, like shaving our pubic hair off... my boyfriend and i also have a very understanding relationship, its weird cuz the things we talk about i would never imagin talking about with a boy, like personal things i like it that way but he doesnt understand how much i miss him when i dont see him, i dont think he really cares, tomorrows our anniversery and im actually thinking about ending the relationship i dont really want to cuz i love him so much, but like i said it seems he doesnt care about me as much as i do for him...im gonna cry i gotta go 010612 ... me* i've always been in bad relationships...the kind where there is never a stable foundation, very little common ground. now i have a "perfect" relation ship. lot's of common interests. stable foundation. no arguing. and love. and you know...i don't like it. it's too good for me. i don't like it so simple, so easy. i likve the argues. the bad times. the mad glares. i love it. i can't wreck this relation ship i have now. my girlfriend is too nice, to caring of me. i've cheated, and she knows...but she stuck by me. when i had no job, and i need money, she gave money to me. she asks for very little...and she knows i love her. and i do. with all my life. but it's too good for me. it scares me. 010802 ... bandaids go to: my_story 011221 ... ClairE It's the kind of word that makes me want to vomit. Used all euphemistically and meaning stripped away. In order to mean things literally, you have to know what they mean first. Honesty requires a good knowledge of the language. 011221 ... Annie111 Dude, fuck you. You are not worth all my love, because in the end, it would just be horrible and come to no good. There is someone waiting in the wings right now ready to love me, I'm not fucking waiting for you. Until tomorrow. 011221 ... tisha sometimes i feel like you don't love me the way i love you, care for me the way i care for you. i'd steal a star for you... why can't you do it for me? 020713 ... good people 5 months tomorrow. 020714 ... Padme You're asking me to be rational, and that is something I know I cannot do. (stealing your line) 020716 ... lsmft Thesis + Antithesis = Synthesis 021101 ... Syrope i dont even like him. i never gave the implication that i like him. so why does he want to discuss our "relationship" everytime we're together...we don't HAVE a relationship, ok? i'm only in one situation i would even consider a relationship (in any sense of the word)...and he and i have a special agreement its just not worth it 021102 ... ~gez~ its going well at the moment i alwyas have a feeling i have so much more love its just me being paranoid i wish i was not 021102 ... blown cherry I'm not going to last 030119 ... . pain 030119 ... chris I want to make every day of my relationship with my partner fun any ideas, so far I am just looking at the things about her that make me smile. but I want to do things bigf or small that are fun and don't cost money I would love some sugestions please 030412 ... niska people-watching is fun. or, go to the park, lie on a blanket, and read to her. or you could both volunteer someplace together... if you live near the water, you can go swimming, or just investigate the shore. also, you could both just get on the subway (or whatever transit) and get totally lost, then try to find your way back. you'll go on an adventure, see new things, and learn a lot about each other. just some suggestions... 030412 ... god i'm sorry about that whole thing at the mall. i don't know what came over me. 030412 ... angel I've has so many bad relationships that now that i am in a good one i am just pushing him away from me. I dont know what i am doing. And i dont know how to stop i really do love him, but sometimes i wonder if i should. I mean he lets me down all the time and it is just something i dont know if i can handle anymore. I wish just once he would show me if he really does care or if he even loves me or not........ AAAAAAAHHHHHHH I wish i could just get up and leave but i know that is not what i really want.... so what am i to do? 030708 ... Lindsey you tell me you love me, but you don't want a girlfriend who lives 2000 miles away, so you can't commit. you say you want to make love to me, but you can't commit. and then you call me long distance twice in one day, and email me to say good morning before you leave for work. i haven't slept in two weeks that you haven't said "sweet dreams" first. if that's not commitment, i don't know what is. 030714 ... Lindsey you tell me you love me, but you don't want a girlfriend who lives 2000 miles away, so you can't commit. you say you want to make love to me, but you can't commit. and then you call me long distance twice in one day, and email me to say good morning before you leave for work. i haven't slept in two weeks that you haven't said "sweet dreams" first. if that's not commitment, i don't know what is. 030714 ... splat Don't worry. That's not commitment if he's really commited to it not being. 030715 ... Glory Box it's like a kitten got into the knitting. it'll take years to sort all the thread straight. 030813 ... Dimorph Two components that are related, have a relationship. 040206 ... Sunshine Relationships are amazing 080928 ... unhinged still waiting 080928 what's it to you? who go blather from