i'm deb i'm just confused and i don't want to be wrong but how can that be wrong? and i'm tired of the game and i'm scared and i just want him to hold me and let me cry because it's pent up inside and it's going to burst eventually and i don't want it to be in front of him because when it bursts, i freak out and i don't know i just want to lay there on the couch, grazing my nails across his back, playing with his hair, listening to that little sigh as he wakes up again ... i don't want to hear him telling me he's not ready and i'm not ready because i think perhaps we are and we're just scared... ::sighs:: but maybe i'm just wrong 000110 ... Tink he/she/it is good. i'm better. 000408 ... Free Free 000408 ... Barrett touching myself. 000919 ... Agent008 you included the apostrophe!!! 010118 ... ((opiate_womb)) im a creep... im a weirdo.. what the hell am i doing here...? i dont belong here..... i dont belong here... 010627 ... bzzmel i'm fucked 011207 ... ClairE sexy. and fucked. and not fucked. How does life DO it in SO many ways? 011210 ... TK ...just so happy not to be alone on blather tonight! *Waves hi to every one present in blather* 011222 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge ...what i am [& that is a mystery 2U] [[& sometimes, even 2 [4,6,8,] myself]] 011222 ... Toxic_Kisses Sick and misorable and PMSing and grumpy! 020104 ... yummychuckle craving glitter pens. also I'm two letters one letter only only only 020104 ... erin. such a big sentence to be crammed into so few strokes of the pen. but then, without being, there is no thought at all. 020305 ... Arwyn tired, scared, and need a hug desperately 020525 ... Reverend Lough I_AM 021219 ... p2 why is "i am" a complete sentence/response but "i'm" is not? 021219 ... yo mama 030705 ... Jane Doe I am. what are you? 040104 ... dudeinanigloo wasting my evening doing fucking social studies homework... 040309 ... iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl in deep shit. gotta go do my homework now or no happy shiny coins will i get. 040310 ... dudeinanigloo You get money for good marks? Lucky! All I get is a god damn trip to Dairy Queen. 040429 ... uiiii sexy 040518 ... dudeinanigloo Now I'm wasting my evening doing fucking Social Studies studying for finals - go figure!! 040531 ... kookaburra what grade are you in? (just for reference) and weve got to be twins. i was on blather while studying for finals too. 040531 ... x when rto everyone your dead then youre safe and then retract somewhere warm and take away your thoughts awake asleep make it buriwa sns then not carug us easy fir abd rgw ioutside goies on 040531 ... jio jio 100215 what's it to you? who go blather from