eventually
someone
we
all
die
.
every
single
second
that
creeps
by
is
one
you'll
never
get
back
.
tick
, tock.
021223
...
phil
nothing
eventually
happens
030114
...
phil
at
some
point
030124
...
shadowfalls
eventually
all
my
promises
fall
to
the
floor
.
they
leave
me
exposed
.
there
inside
your
arms
i
find
myself
again
.
without
pretensions.
just
imperfections
.
you
are
falling
into
me
.
030309
...
lo
eventually
things
will
get
better
. eventually
they
will
get
worse
again
.better
worse
better
worse
etc
.i
wonder
if
eventually
i
won't
be
able
to
believe
this
any
longer
.
i
wonder
if
eventually
i
won't
be
able
to
deal
with
it
any
longer
.
030522
...
A
It's
10
PM
.
Do
you
know
where
your
deodorant
is
?
031130
...
mshorey
Everything's
eventual
. Eventually
I
will
forget
about
her
, eventually
I
will
move
on
and
discover
new
hope
, eventually
events
will
bring
me
ever
so
close
to
evening's
with
her
...again.
040912
...
lost in my head
Eventually
we'll
all
be
back
to
where
we
started
with
nothing
and
no
one
. Eventually
we'll
have
everything
. Eventually
I'll
be
president
.
Right
...Eventually
means
nothing
to
me
.
I
need
now
or
later
or
at
least
a
guess
at
when
. Eventually
could
mean
when
I
turn
into
that
hot
chick
that
all
the
homeless
men
seem
to
think
that
I
am
(in
other
words
,
that
means
never
).
050329
...
z
see
:
the_reassurance_of_the_inevitable
050329
...
Sintina
I
will
be
okay
.
Like
really
okay
.
I
will
forgive
myself
.
I
will
speak
three
languages
.
I
will
have
a
Masters
degree
or
two
.
The
business
of
helping
people
will
take
me
far
and
wide
.
Far
away
from
all
of
you
.
I
will
miss
you
all
again
.
Hell
,
I
already
do
.
My
mother
will
die
.
And
I
will
regret
every
moment
we
didn't
spend
quality
time
together
.
And
I
will
be
thankful
for
every
breath
she
gave
me
.
Every
smile
.
Every
tear
.
My
uncles
and
aunts
will
go
to
.
I
wonder
if
they'll
leave
me
anything
?
My
nephew
will
drive
,
all
by
himself
.
He'll
go
to
college
and
I
won't
feel
so
bad
for
not
spending
all
kinds
of
time
with
him
.
I'll
be
so
proud
of
him
!
Me
and
that
guy
will
talk
again
.
Me
and
that
other
guy
will
figure
things
out
again
and
again
.
It
will
end
.
All
this
craziness
will
end
.
And
I'll
be
okay
.
Really
okay
.
We'll
either
get
married
or
we'll
end
.
"
married
"
won't
sound
like
a
cuss
word
.
"
married
"
won't
make
my
skin
crawl
.
I'll
have
some
more
furniture
and
paint
on
ALL
the
walls
.
My
cats
will
sleep
in
bed
with
me
every
night
.
I'll
make
a
difference
in
my
community
.
I'll
be
okay
.
Like
really
okay
.
Eventually.
051130
...
Dream with care
Someday
,
what
you've
dreamt
shall
manifest
in
some
way
.
070910
...
when darkness falls
maybe
it's
because
of
my
own
lack
of
self
-confidence
that
i
run
to
you
every
time
you
half
-heartedly
extend
your
hand
to
me
, wagging
my
tail
.
the
fact
that
i
'
liked
you
too
much'
has
always
been
my
weakness
.
you
exploit
your
desirability
to
the
max
.
your
indifference
after
all
these
years
catches
me
by
surprise
.
070911
...
unhinged
is
never
as
soon
as
we
want
it
to
be
120923
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from