inside Tess you can go inside and then you can go inside again. maybe three or four times. but it's not a place to understand, but maybe only to gain a bit of consciousness about it or whatever. 000101 ... ciren inside is warm is wet inside feels like soft honey against my imagination but in reality inside is brutal and dry and hurts. inside is dark, cavernous, full of mystery and deep secrets best kept from the light of awareness. inside is comfortable, familiar but best to tread lightly over burial group. inside is secret, inside is mine to call my own. 000112 ... somebody within yet not limited to geography, rather a state of existence in every sense of the word 000417 ... psycho babe Inside... Bottled up inside, are the words I never said. The feelings that I hide, and the lines you never read. You can see is in my eyes, read it on my face, Trapped inside are lies, of the past I cant replace. With memories that linger-wont seem to go away, Why cant I be happier? Todays a brand new day. Yesterdays are over, even though the hurtings not, Nothing lasts forever, I must cherish what I got. Dont take my love for granted, for soon it will be gone, All you ever wanted of the love you thought you'd won. The hurt I'm feeling now, wont disappear over night, But someday, somehow, everything will turn out all right. No more wishing for the past, it wasn't meant to be, It didn't seem to last, So I have to set him free.... 001103 ... marjorie you're never out of place when you're inside yourself. 001104 ... kx21 Can you exist with only 'INSIDE' and without any 'OUTSIDE'? 001104 ... psychobabe wooooo, mind blowing 001122 ... SCOTT ok, inside is a fantasy that we make real. an unreality that can be touched, tasted, seen and smelt. but how do we feel about inside? when someone wounds our fragile egos, how do we react? to each his own. some say "existance precedes essence" or "essence supercedes existance" bullshit! essence and existance are fantasies produced by the mind. i think therefore i am? please, we do not think, literally, the thought is thinking itself. what does this mean? if we take existance to be real, a fact, as it were, we must realize that sociology and and family defines who and what we are. we may be the complete opposites of our progenators, yet that is simply a denial of truth. we are what they have influenced us to be, inside and out. rebellion is simply a way to deny the truth, the truth that we despise. simply put, our rebellion is influenced by our progenators. also, women are from earth, men are from earth, deal w/it 001129 ... J Lennon (dead man) My father was of the sky My mother was of the earth And I am of the universe And yopu know what it's worth I'm lonely Want to die If I ain't dead already Girl you know the reason why 001129 ... moll insid 010124 ... carrot ^ 010329 ... frame_shift_mutation inside is not where its at, 010428 ... Alexander Beetle it's too dark to read heh 010503 ... sickgirl further inside push harder further inside you can do it better 010716 ... fallenhero inside, i fell like crap, outside, i odn't look half bad. 010717 ... absent but still present inside was the same as outside for once. how could it be anything else with such beauty assaulting me? and the only thing it brought to mind was you... 010717 ... rollins man and woman forever ruptured forever severed clutching clawing each other's flesh fucking in shallow graves rolling in blood-soaked dirt he looks into her eyes he reaches inside her deep inside her he rips her uterus out and shakes it in her face he screams: Whose idea was this? 010827 ... Lil J Inside we are but peicees of science. 011230 ... ClairE It's where I want to be. 011230 ... sphinxradio today i feel as though you've let me in. 020109 ... Syrope but then i realize this "in" is really only another shell 020612 ... Mahayana so many ways that we've found to be inside of each other & with each new technique i am longing for more discoveries :i love how you reside within me, filling in all the empty spaces with your #2 pencil: 020613 ... Kitten I remember Rape. Waking with you inside me, on me. Pushing me wrists down through the floor. Wet, strange, soft like fruit. Your smell, you must have just been in the shower. Drugged, I couldn't move or say anything. No, I don't, can't take this. I just turned my head into the carpet. In and out of consciousness, each time waking in a different place, still with you inside me. I still can't bear the feeling of wet 'down there'. The sound of the word, RAPE, comes back to bite me. 020729 ... Kitten I remember Rape. Waking with you inside me, on me. Pushing my wrists down through the floor. Wet, strange, soft like fruit. Your smell, you must have just been in the shower. Drugged, I couldn't move or say anything. No, I don't, can't take this. I just turned my head into the carpet. In and out of consciousness, each time waking in a different place, still with you inside me. I still can't bear the feeling of wet 'down there'. The sound of the word, RAPE, comes back to bite me. 020729 ... eleanor go to unfair its my fault the boy is dead aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 021007 ... *silent screams I crave security, and long for comfort. You give me these, yet won't listen to the silent screams of everything i am inside. My physical being is urs for the taking, yet u haven't dared walked thru the graveyard of truth. Our outsides fit together perfectly, and so it seems that thatz all u care about. Love isn't only of whatz there, as to whatz not. You wouldn't reconize my insides even if they were stobe lights flashing in your face. Why do we lack this connection?...a connection that i need in order to have anyhing worthwhile 021206 ... gurpreet hey lets go inside to that place we call outside. 030213 ... Ambience -burns with the wanting, the needing of all I can never have. -I am selfish, because I want you all to myself. -colored black, with all the wasted emotions Ive bled. -my head runs 1000 words per minute, lost in the confusion of 1,000,000 emotions. -my heart lies one hope, please dont destroy it. 030609 ... freak i watch from the inside...im watching that life everyday...its hopeless....and suddenly i realise that its me 030716 ... freak i watch from the inside...im watching that life everyday...its hopeless....and suddenly i realise that its me. 030716 ... minder I'm inside of you deep inside of you running through your veins sliding down your spine feels like scuba diving like travelling by night night swimming in thick water under a starless sky it's dark inside here and your blood is cold still it's pumping never been so near to you before I float in your subconscious and penetrate your dreams your thoughts are suffocating me I fight the neurotraffic on the freeway to your brain poisoned you before and now I'm trying to ease the pain your heartbeat sweeps me off my feet and makes me tumble down the street inside of you, and looking out trapped in the maze breathing you eating you being you 030823 ... thestoryteller The question is which is inside, for if I where out there than this would most definitely be inside, however if I were out there than inside would be right here. So the word inside is one of those special words that can only be illuminated by the thought of where am I. Am I in or out? I choose to be in! Than there are different levels of in. I can be in a building, but not in a specific room. I could be in a room but not in the closet. I could be in the closet but not in the box. I could be in the box, but not in the drawer. . So being inside can be complicated, however generally speaking inside means being in a home. There is nothing like being inside your home! Don't you think? 031203 ... MeKoy inside i fell black as night but yet i cant find a reason why insisde is where i cry eveynight inside is were the blood comes from within me every night. 031226 ... CrAzYpInKmOnKeY σ☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻██████╚╚§Äħ§ 040229 ... reverie destruction from within I let you in and only to find you were elsewhere at heart with elsewhom and other words and other names other face that may replace my own I'll never let you inside again 040408 ... Megan You don't really want to know what is inside of me do you? You couldn't handle it. 040420 ... lizzy deep inside i wonder if i will ever understand... ever accept... why me? how many times in my life will i have to ask when does a girl get over something like this why me? of all people? i am so very deserving... of what has been denied me... why me? why not another woman... who doesn't ~want~ what i am denied..... why me? why deny me the one thing i have dreamed of all my life? why me? gods, why me? 040515 ... refracted please don't break This it would be so easy everything is fragile and new... i wish, i wish, i wish but i can't tell what's inside! shadows? i'm crying for the all the things you Think you could be oh god let the sun find you always chin up, be brave don't wander in murky paths somewhere deep inside your mind please, i want to keep you in the light. know that you can stay here, laughing... understand, im not trying to get inside i just want to help you out... 050504 ... peyton i lied. everything in here is what I really am and what i can't stop running away from broken broken broken 050830 ... treia I wish you were there 110510 ... Raina No matter how hard I try No matter how loyal I've proven to be It still hurts that you won't let me in 140531 what's it to you? who go blather from