help amy * I need somebody * not just anybody * I need someone * * 980907 ... katherine ..one thing there is plenty of when you don't need, but when you do need some help, there's no one around..crazy. 990227 ... deb someone tell me how stupid i am for thinking i'm stupid ... 000108 ... Q There's only one thing deb does that is stupid, just one. She thinks she's stupid. 000108 ... jennifer that and something about a banshee 000108 ... kittenqueen they are never here when i need them. 000127 ... deb i opened up my front door and who stood there but the guy i've not seen in several months- he smiled, now a blonde, and i let him in the door but halfway through his staying here i wsighed that he could leave for i felt bad for not liking him like he wanted me to though i shouldn't... it was a really long week and my head was spinning now with silver by my eye and everythign got screwed up especially my mind help make it go away 000210 ... Rainer Help me I can't any longer 001010 ... tazfab Help isn’t what I want now. I’ve decided it’s all right to stop if I want to. I’m tired. 001127 ... micro help me love help me come and take me into your arms tell me lfe is joy tell me life is love tell me you are love we are love we are help me now 010313 ... nocturnal hey y'all! otay, I'd much appreciate it if any of you happen to know any sites similar to blather. just somethin writing-related really. it's for a project....due tomorrow. pretty please, if you know of any, just lemme know here. I'll be checking the whole night, so keep 'em coming. thanks a bunch and I will reward who ever helps me somehow...? 010430 ... nocturnal oh, I forgot to mention that, first of all, you are all the coolest people in the world, my absolute favourites. yes, that is just a bit of flattery since I'm asking something of you, but it's none the less true. seriously, I just love you people. and secondly, I forgot to mention that it's for my final exam so it's oh so very important. 010430 ... nocturnal well okay then. I tried. damn. I'm all on my own on this one I guess. 010430 ... Baron Karza They who help themselves, help themselves. It's not a matter of who the prayer is to, it is just important that the prayers are said. I pray for peace and prosperity for you, that we all find acceptance in the Universe and our children love each other. 010501 ... Dafremen ok nocturnal...I tell you and the rest of blather about the coolest writing site I've found so far. It's called www.diaryland.com and they give you a 100% advertising free online diary. It's awesome. My wife did a diary at guerita.diaryland.com and I did the website for a band that a friend of mine is in using diaryland for their news page and their show schedules page so that he could update it dynamically. inphobia.diaryland.com You can write ANYTHING you want there, you get a URL with YOUR handle on the front...for instance nocturnal.diaryland.com or whatever. I'm not sure if that's what you needed, you weren't very specific. Peace and look forward to pissing you off and frustrating you some more.. : ) Daffy - - 010501 ... nocturnal well, as far as the pissing me off thing goes, you really haven't been doing a very good job lately. any negativity I had for you has been fading recently. you better get workin. and thanks a million for the suggestion. it's not exactly what I'm looking for, though. what I meant was something similar to blather, where people post poetry, argue, whatever. well, you know what people do here. anyway, that's the kind of thing I'm looking for. thanks again, though. it's much appreciated. 010501 ... Dafremen I've got ONE such site...but it's not quite as FREE spirited as blather is...there are moderators and sh*t...but the folx are intelligent and they do go on and on about this that and the other. go to www.sysopt.com click on the forums tab click on the Sysopt Community tab Hope that helps. P.S. I don't really AIM to piss people off or annoy them, I think of that as just side effects. Sort of like the icing on the cake. Course if you believe that, then you've got to read between my lines better do0d. P.P.S. Good luck on your projects man...if I can help, I will. That's what folx like me and unhinged do best...help people. 010501 ... nocturnal I know you don't mean to piss people off. I was just sayin...... and thanks for both the good luck and for the suggestion. this is much more like what I need. might even use it. thanks again. 010501 ... green_tenedril in the last hour, there have been 5 gunshots in my neighborhood, very near to my building... i can't sleep. at 12:11, the first shot,i called 911, but the police don't seem to do shit in this neighborhood. there keep being more and more shootings. there are so many little kids who live around here. i hate violence. it makes me feel like vomiting. earlier today there was a hostage situation two blocks from me, (all the news choppers were overhead) and now all this. i don't know what to do. i hate this. i'm not afraid for me, but for the others. help. 010507 ... Dafremen 4:05 In my neighborhood When shots go out noone bothers A "POP" and a reply "POP and no reply Dinosaurs on a quilt I wore with a girl. Such a classic girl. - Jane's Addiction 010508 ... nocturnal otay, this is for all you computer people out there. this box keeps popping up when I'm online that says "this program has performed an illegal operation and will be shut down. If the problem persists, contact the program vendor." but it's just been sitting there for quite a while now as I ignore it and go along my merry way. so is this just like a faulty light on your dashboard that means nothing about a malfunction in your car, or is it a real problem? it's been happening for about 3 or 4 days now and my dad can't seem to find any problem. if anyone has any ideas I'd love to hear them. thanks! 010520 ... Kontrol Do not adjust your set. I have taken Kontrol of all the computers. 010520 ... nocturnal haha. 010520 ... yoink that crap happens to me too i just don't understand thank you, bill_gates for such a wonderful product, windslows 010520 ... Dafremen Hey nocturnal, I'm a software engineer and have been a computer geek for decades. Why don't you email me with the details of what programs are open and what programs you are using when this happens ok? We'll see if we can't track it down. 010522 ... Dieselgurl I need you 011112 ... piercedjenny have you ever noticed that the hardest thing to do is to tell someone you need their help? I'd rather suffer in silence than admit I need help, which almost puts me beyond redemption. 011112 ... Wicket someone please help me... I'm drowning... 011126 ... bandaids go to: my_story 011221 ... ellen cherry charles rescue me from my confusion 020108 ... SuicidalAngel I'm about to make some bad decisions in hopes it will eventually bring me happiness. 020108 ... anonymously will you work with me? can we try? 020201 ... blown cherry please, help me. I'm too far down to get back up. 020217 ... Please help TK *throws blown Cherry A roap* Ok I need some help to, or should I say my cat does, I don't quite know how to put this so I'll be blunt My cat cant seem to use the bathroom, az it is my guy is out getting some peptoe to pour down fidos neck and we HoPe that will help, but if it doesent do yall have any solutions? 020217 ... g h o s t one of my theme songs, god bless the beatles 020305 ... blown cherry Thanx TK, I needed that :) Beatles are doubleplusgood 020305 ... blown cherry Feelings today however are doubleplusungood Fuck. Somebody please get me out of this place, because I can't stand feeling like this. My body is weary, I would love to sleep, but my mind is filled with bitterness and burning, and nothing can remove me from my cage. 020403 ... Phil write about everyone you know, and why you hate them, then mail everyone their copy. If you get out of the cage, just go around lying to people, until you get hooked on some fad. 020403 ... phil dear blown cherry, see above 020403 ... blown cherry thanx 4 the advice phil :) 020403 ... EECP Can you hear me? Would it matter? I still miss you. This is the same. I wish it was over. I love you...... 020415 ... andeye perhaps he can hear u but dont know u (yeah That Know) or may be he just dont know u. it must matter; can god be so cruel? the feeling? the shadow knows. whats the same as what? i guess he wishes it were over too. i hope u may know soon. 020416 ... unhinged i don't believe in anything anymore 020416 ... mr bad advice nihilist? it's a way of life. i'd give you a pamphlet, but there isn't one. you wouldn't read it anyway. keep the faith. 020419 ... the smallest cherry yet somebody throw me a harness or something, because my grip is slipping on this rope. 020529 ... theaudience do something, somebody! help this poor guy! do something now! or not... 020530 ... squint im scared out of my mind 020724 ... phil today 020729 ... Liz is there anyone? I need help... please... 020909 ... ? help with what? 020909 ... Freak I can't breath. I can't remember how to just breath. 020909 ... Chilly D ... 030110 ... Flexus Caritas please help me. i'll tell me problem to strangers for any help. just reply......................please................. 030201 ... Chilly D I'll help you. What are you looking for? 030210 ... queen of darkness the only way you can help me is by saying goodbye and making it quick 030914 ... no reason ihatethisihatethisihatethisihatethis it keeps coming back i can't let go i don't want it i hate it diediedie but fuckfuckfuck it always comes back and no i can't do this anymore i can't i can't i can't i can't i just don't want to be i just can't 030925 ... Death of a Rose Outta the way people....nothing to see here....move along.....we received a 911 call from queen of darkness....we've got the strecher right here and we can call the medvacs in.....but we can't seem to find the victim.... 031011 ... WesLeAnn can someone explain this to me i am having problems 031027 ... tori i need superman! 031115 ... trajik007 someone please help me. email me if you know how. trajik007@hotmail.com. I spent the night a good friend's last night, and there was a really fine guy there. at about 2 in the morning, he came and hung out with us. we started making out and then he went to bed. I found out the next morning that he was married, and now i feel horrible. i feel dirty and sick. can anyone help? 031231 ... u24 you didn't know at the time, so it's OK. tell his wife. 040101 ... Moi We cant't help being that way. 040218 ... wonderful Just leave me alone U r not helping 040305 ... . this hurts too badly for me to take, please no, i still love you, please god i am not ready for heartbreak 040916 ... cry this is not a cry for help. so stop reading so much into everything, ok? sometimes i just like to write stuff that sounds a bit melodramatic. doesn't mean shit tho. except that maybe, just maybe, you need to calm down a bit. all lies are based on truth, ya know, and so was that little poem i wrote. and don't panic so much. life throws you instructions on what to do next. sometimes they are good. sometimes they are bad. the best advice i ever got was "just relax and play your shit" take that to life. and relax. and carry out whatever task life has told you to do next. i wonder if you'll read this. it wasn't a cry for help. 041230 ... misstree i thought i had it but it was gone before it was ever there god damn this is one of those times that i should be so thoroughly ignored. help me. ignore me and don't listen to me please. 050125 ... phil my poor friend he is feeling down no jokes anymore no laughter no grin only speaking silly sorrow asking what can be done about being sad when all the time something happens new too him 050312 ... defy is it greedy of me to end a romantic relationship with a girl to save an intense friendship with said girl? 050912 ... rage she said but im through changing myself to try and fix you 050913 ... superleni is it possible to save a friendship with a girl by ending a romantic relationship with her? 050913 ... bigpea Its about the most honourable thing that you can do , to end a relationship for a selfless reason. No one wants a a relationship to end badly but sometimes you can just kinda hang on to someone, even when you know the end is in sight. If you love and its pure then you have to give them the chance to feel that way about someone else that can love them back with the same depth of feeling. 051031 ... Dragonia Yesterday was full of tears, knowing death has just been here All was lost but not forgot, the pain controls my every thought A new day's battle has begun, all was lost and nothing's won I can't wait to see the day, when the tears all go away.... I miss you, I kissed you, when we layed you in your grave I need you to believe you, things were meant to be this way... Today came with shattered dreams, everything's not what it seems Don't think death won't come get you, cause it will life's misconstrued Though my battle's just begun, I'm dropping arms and going to run I can't wait to see the day, when these painful tears all go away.... I miss you, I kissed you, when we layed you in your grave I need you to believe you, things were meant to be this way... I miss you, I kissed you, when we layed you in your grave I need you to believe you, things were meant to be this way... I did nothing at all, it's all my fault your gone Your face on my wall, it tells it all, you will live on... I did nothing at all, it's all my fault your gone Your face on my wall, it tells it all, you will live on.. I miss you - and than I turned seven 060220 ... . me 070123 ... you stand up dotty don't be so nauty 070124 ... eyedream somebody please 070816 ... . please what ? can't be that bad. 070816 ... eyedream help me 070821 ... eyedream help me 070828 ... eyedream help me 070830 ... shhhhh ! do you want to borrow my felt tip pens? will that help, don't use all the red up, i need it for later in life. want to come to a dessert island with me? the moon is not wet yet! 070830 ... eyedream help me 070831 ... FUCK YOU HELP YOURSELF YOU FUCKED UP PIECE OF SHIT 070901 ... sameolme If you really need help, find somebody that you know and trust to talk to. Just typing the word "help" on blather is probably not the best way to get help. Good luck 070901 ... . Sometimes a person just needs to articulate something. Christ. 070904 ... .. Communication can have many flaws, if something is made too complicated, too one sided, too opinionated or too boring, it can be missed and or disregarded. It really is about trying to find a *balence*, if you can keep something simple and interesting it could appeal to lots of people. 070904 ... . help ! 070904 ... .. it might work, you never know? 070904 ... fuffle help ! i'm serious, that man just gave me a smoke, i think it had crack cociane in it, i'm lost, i don't want drugs, i want someone to help me. it's not funny, i need some help. i didn't know what it was. and now i feel shit. 070905 ... :( i ony want to go surfing :( 070905 ... ? i don't buy drugs, my friends give them to me, but how can they be friends then? 070905 ... . just say NO... yes i would if i new what it was. people teach me things but i don't want the bad habbits that come with it. i'm innocent 070905 ... fuffle "its class A" well what does that mean when i was taking a tranquiliser for 3 years which caused depression ? That wasn't class A, but then again they didn't even tell me the name of it when they first shoved down my throat. 070905 ... Fuffle OH YEAH, I FORGOT, I'M A TEST. I'M A TEST FOR EVERYTHING, NEXT THEY ARE GOING TO TELL ME THAT I AM A CLONE. BUT I WANT TO BE A CLOWN LIKE HIM :-( 070905 ... ? WOTS THE HELICOMPOP DOING ? Why is there all helicopters everywhere? 070905 ... sameolme A little while back I gave some gratuitous advice about help. Well forget about it. Help! 070914 ... fuffle yeah, i thought so too, nobody is going to help me, i have already realised that. help ! see, it might work. 070914 ... unknown I need the courage to say what might need to be said. I'm so scared to say it that I don't know if it ever should be said. Is there a reason other than being scared that i just can't say it? Am i holding too tightly to what might be? But it might NOT be! I bought a bag to leave this place, but i remains hidden, and unpacked. I'm so scared to go, or too scared to loose..what may or may not be.. 071231 ... Me I want him to be happy. I want it so much. I want to reach up and smooth out the wrinkles in his brow along with all the troubles causing them. I don't know how to help him. 080304 ... xmalice help. help. help. help. help me. help. someone. please. help. 110910 ... hope you are ok how? 110913 ... FA113N This is a really big long shot, but im in poole hisp with a broken ankle, so kniw im ok 130212 ... Raina myself, I must 130530 ... Death of a Rose unkown don't unpack the bag just don't if you hadn't blathed or been that desparate to know your words were read, just don't unpack quite yet. many blatherers here have helped me to not unpack to start to believe in myself like a shattered cinder knowing what it like upon the maul. i hope this is not too late a late telegram to tell you to not . 130530 ... f help me somebody 160801 ... flowerock. I feel this way too... If I could help, I would... what do you need help with? I mostly feel alone. Like I don't know myself well enough to grow because no one really knows me and I think we know ourselves through eachother. 160802 what's it to you? who go blather from