loose god anywhich way butt 030422 ... maria i'm at risk of loosing my best friend. it kills me. she is such a large part of my life. i was thinking fuck what am i going to do, i need to call someone then i realised that she is the one that i would call. what am i going to do. i visited her and hung out with some othe people while there and she is mad that i didn't spend my last night with her and that i didn't give her a proper good bye. i am an idiot. 040322 what's it to you? who go blather from