thinking Wemberton Stealthy sometimes background music really hurts the thinking process. sometimes background music really helps the thinking process. 980906 ... Pacia I do my best writing and thinking while driving in heavy traffic and rain with a loud music on my walkman. The most fruitful thinking ground seems to be the vast subconscious while the conscious mind needs a good amount of distraction in order to facilitate speed in sorting. 981107 ... adam thinking of y ou and me on my deck in the summertime talking about the future and thinking about me and you driving to the river and talking about how no one understood how in love we were and thinking about you thinking about me while i was 300 miles away at college. it's called regret. it hurts like fire. 990302 ... lee about things which are not very clear. although maybe obvious. my own game. is this a test? what about the converse test? 000223 ... mungo The trout and I can often be seen sitting in the corner, drifting out to sea. I am under my own care, I can see my hands moving and I can see the world sliding around in a strange continuous recovery. My thinking is good and awake. 000513 ... WoNDERGIRL Thinking about that feeling when you come and I'm not quite satisfied just yet but I feel more complete just knowing you got there. Strange, this way I could care less about my own satisfaction lately. How my own satisfaction seems to depend entirely on whether you enjoy me or not. And I'm thinking this is just the way these things go.. 000521 ... josie thinking too much about what should be going on..rather than how I should be handling it all. This world has me mixed up and wondering how I'm meant to deal with my dead Father..my depressed boyfriend..my job..I've had it up to here! Yeah, I'm just a girl - I need not fit into expectations but take my thoughts with me and fly! 000620 ... lotusflower i think i think too much. 000620 ... valis me, i wash dishes. i think it's residual memory from when i was forced to do it, instead of doing things i'd rather have been. so my mind would rebel and head out west, gun down a few martians while my hands were elbow-deep in leftovers and bubbles. i still get my best ideas washing dishes. 001004 ... SCOTT think not of this its bad and gives no gain but i cannot stop thinking/dreaming being me!!! how to escape the problem of self (of myself!) rage and passion and fear and thinking is too much right now-i can't stop the tears in my mind nor the echoing thoughts of languid sadness-badness scream and overload and rant-rage against the thinking of the thought-the thought thinks itself-and i think it too 001108 ... Barrett I was standing in the shower thinking about what makes a man an outlaw or a leader I'm thinking about power the way a man can use it or be destroyed by it water hits my neck and I'm pissing on myself standing in the shower thinking 001109 ... JACKIE STOP WHAT? YOU THINK TOO MUCH!! I CANT HELP IT:( YES YOU CAN, DONT U SEE URE HURTING URESELF WITH SO MUCH THINKING!!! WHAT DO U MEAN? WHEN YOU THINK YOU ASSUME STUFF.. AND WHEN YOU ASSUME STUFF YOU BELIEVE THINGS THAT ARE NOT REAL WHAT?? LIKE THE WAY I FEEL THAT MY BOYFRIEND REALLY DOSENT LIKE ME AND HOW MY PARENTS THINK IM DUMB AND HOW I NEED TO BE SKINNIER ...AHH LOOK STOP THINKING , STOP SITTING IN URE CHAIR ALL DAY LONG, TRY TO GET URE MIND OFF STUFF!! OKAY I SHALL GO TO BED NOW AND DREAM;}~ 001228 ... futility I think too much and express too little. I am the only person who knows who I am. I will always be the only person who knows who I am. Unless, of course, someone invents a way to download my brain. Then everyone can see the ordered chaos that is my head. 010519 ... florescent light to most of us, thinking doesn't qualify as Language but if you think about your thoughts- I would estimate over 75% of our thoughts are thought in an actual English(or whatever language you happen to speak) organization. since language is a limited barrier, this means that 75% of our thought processes are limited. 010608 ... florescent light or maybe 75% of our thought processes are encouraged because language gives us a means of expression for thoughts that might otherewise never surface. A lot of things that I think about are thought about in feelings- I think I feel my thoughts more than an average person (of course, i could be wrong)but everything provokes feeling in me- When I look at a tree- or if I even step out of my house to pick up the newspaper- it has to provoke a certain feeling- and if the feeling isn't there- then I know I'm not connected with myself. Maybe that 75% figure was too high, maybe it's as low as 25% Anyway, when I find myself thinking in English, i will say- think about it without using words. And see what happens. maybe that's when images become the prominent source of thought 010608 ... ((opiate_womb)) staring and thinking and sinking deeper 010627 ... Casey I'm thinking someone needs to beat me up. Any takers? 010627 ... Skalar -HOW TO MEDITATE- -lights out- fall, hands a-clasped, into instataneous ectasy like a shot of heroin or morphine, the gland inside of my brain discharging the good glad fluid (Holy Fluid) as I hap-down and hold all my body parts down to a deadstop trance - Healing all my sicknesses - erasing all - not even the shred of a "I-hope-you" or a Loony Balloon left in it, but the mind blank, serene, thoughtless. When a thought comes a-springing from afar with its held- forth figure of image, you spoof it out, you spuff it out, you fake it, and it fades, and thought never comes - and with joy you realize for the first time "Thinking's just like not thinking - So I dont have to think any more" Jack Kerouac 010804 ... translucent about how much I miss you... how much I enjoy every aspect of you... 010909 ... fallen hero About all those times she told me "Someday you'll find a real nice girl", but couldn't she see, that my heart could only ever love her? 010909 ... jestification getting my memory in trouble because i forgot on purpose everytime my hand got slaped for thinking. and they forgot on accident that one day i would be able to think for myself without restraint.... and here i sit, lost inside my own thoughts now knowing which path to choose...thinking i know all the answers to any complication via my new ideas... when all the answers lie in the past via old actions. 011204 ... sammy so present-tense and constant always always always and what about thought and times when it's not thinking but just doing everything else 020115 ... megan The perfect drug. A state beyond a state. "I'm thinking..." I'm thinking, thinking, thinking... all the time. Beware of the quiet ones. 020115 ... optic discretion I do that when I listen to music ... about nothing in particular. Yet sometimes a thought of brilliance strikes me unexpectedly. What to expect from life, I may never know. But at least I know i will have thought it through ... Who I really am, I may never discover, but think about I will have done. Leave me be ... i'm thinking ... 020127 ... rachael there have times when i have simply left my body and lived in my mind, i could crate anythng i wanted in there..and who's to say it wasn't real and this sad life is fake?...thinking and dreaming is my savior, my strength, my drugs, my therapy..i could think all day 020316 ... minnesota_chris Nice typo, rachael! Crate_what's_in_my_mind 020317 ... Harlequin thinking thinking I'm always thinking we're all always thinking. I don't understand how someone can write thoughts, like in movies, because my thoughts are too jumbled to say. If you were to say tehm it'd be like "Moo, Die, Kill him, note to self: remember this, Kelly, Fun, Laughter, Mwahahaha!, Laughter, life, opression, freedom, thinking, Kelly" 020408 ... reitoei i used to think, but now all the good thoughts are taken 020408 ... josie the talking of ones's soul with itself. 020529 ... devalis I think about him a lot and then I do my best to stop because all it's doing is making me ill. But thoughts sometimes can't be controlled, and that's why stupid people are the happiest. 020808 ... angie too much of it is not the best thing in the world i get so worried so confused wondering what you are thinking i wish i was with you now then i know everything will be okay but how are we supposed to get through the times when we can't be together and everything isn't okay? i just wanna curl up and sleep with my pink blanket maybe i will you can call and wake me up tomorrow if i dont call u by the time u wanna see me 021128 ... other etheral backstep 030228 ... Nathan88 i kinda wanna smoke marijuana, to get rid of last of it and to get high...i liek bein high sometimes...sometimes it sux though ahhh what to do 030518 ... MyFigureFemale thinking... that this epiphany of feeling completly used, and worthless making... a desire to run away from it all wondering... why i bother when i know the truth that lies ahead seeing... a blinding reality i would rather not accept pretending... that i am blind, shutting my eyes tight against this corporate reality made for me by the white man who sits in his big comfy leather seat 030630 ... not important thinking makes me lonely mainly because I think about things that aren't but other peoples thoughts are refreshing 030701 ... djStar i love listening to people ramble because its their brain pouring out in all directions, a complete mess, fragmentation, organized chaos, making connections, seeing who they are without fear, saying whatever's on their mind, its a beautiful thing, I do it too...I want them to find me the way I found them in their ramblings....thinking, thinking, freedom... 031018 ... windscreen_dragonfly_smash hello little glove in the middle of bick black screen. where you gonna take me today? im bored, out of my mind, and i hate packing. packing and leaving, leaving and packing. i want to find somewhere i can stay. and people can come visit me, if they want. theres always room in my room for more people. and i wish i could find something worth doing, something worth asking, something... not so shallow and self centered, something im good at. is everyone around here just waiting to die? 031127 ... sleeve I happen to be thinking right now. Who knew? 040114 ... sleeve Now I'm thinking that I hate it when people spell "your" or "you're" U-R-E. It's not ure, pronounced yur, it's your, or yore (kind of. The exact pronunciation cannot fully be expressed phonetically) 040114 ... brandon another word for being. everything is thinking. 040223 ... ee beep peep i don't have to think to be angry; i just have to go out and look at people 040224 ... ee beep peep i don't have to think to be angry; i just have to go out and look at people 040224 ... emmi i have to stop 040225 ... PrettyHate who are they? those few on the other side? thinking. you can't turn it off like a faucet, or at least i won't. Why should i? if i didn't THINK then everybody else will be deciding for me. Not thinking... that's just another way to oppress somebody. You just want to shut people up. Maybe you are all lesbos from Mars, another possibility based on the fact that so much of the writing seems feminine. Probably another assumption on my part, but nooooooooo. I'm not assuming I am speculating. i can't believe people tell other people not to think. how do you find answers? 040225 ... fallingstar i'm thinking about getting another cold beer out of the fridge but i hesitate because my drinking worries her.. i had a long, hard day at work, why can't i enjoy a couple of beers at the end of the day? god, now i just sound defensive.. maybe i do have a slight problem... there. i admitted it. isn't that the 1st step? 041108 ... me i dont know if those hurtful and self pityful things you've been saying have been directed at me. i think its foolish and self centered and far too hpoeful to think you are, seeing as its been a full year. but we were so close, and to go from that to nothing at all makes me wonder, if i'm thinking of you because of waht happened, and i know you felt the same way about me because you said so, you must be thinking of me. and last time i had a hunch like this i was right. but its been a fucking year, and you never talk to me anymore. so either tell me you are, leave me the hell alone. i have a life to live, and so do you. 050822 ... flowerbed on a cloud Thinking...gosh, such a wonderful thing ^^ Makes me think though...what would we be without the thinking? No, not an animal, because animals think too...without the thinking, would we be nothing? Only a piece of skin wrapped around a piece of flesh? 051203 ... Evilair thinking, no, wondering.. what you're thinking.. 051203 ... sirflaccid Lately, I have been thinking about manipulation, control, and selfishness. I’ve tried to step back and see if, from an outside perspective, my actions could be construed as such. Of course, anything that I would do to appease or benefit myself, in any fashion, can be judged under the above categories. So, the question becomes, to what degree are these actions acceptable, and when has “that line” been crossed? Most would apply a negative connotation to these terms based on an abundance of action. However, simply ignoring someone expresses your control, and can be a form of selfish manipulation. Therefore taking no action at all is, in a sense, taking action. So, where does that leave you? What’s the answer? No matter the decisions we make, all of these; manipulation, control, and selfishness are parts of humanity. Their undertone lies in external perception, and one’s personal intent. Usually, it’s not what you do or do not do. It is what you are trying to do. 060413 ... no reason i can't think about anything else actually i can i just don't want to i thought this was nothing but maybe it's something maybe it's just me making something out of something that's not much of anything but i hope that's not i don't think that is the case? in any case thinking thinking thinking i don't know what's going to happen i don't know what or how other people think i don't know why timing never works out. i think i think i think and result in nothing at all 060523 ... no reason maybe it's 'cause i found something that's me 060523 ... no reason or maybe not or maybe maybe it's gone maybe it was never there 060525 ... nevermind that rather ridiculous, unless you're partial to the gradiloquence... 060808 ... Jordan I tried to stop it Thinking that is But thoughts are addicting So then i stopped trying and then my head wandered and got cought in a tide and now i don't know, whose thoughts are mine. 061015 ... Anomaly Shadow Thinking is a control freak. The divinest of things, it can get you anywhere. 061021 ... concealed pearls she must have been some shooting star maybe im thinking about it too much nah 070216 ... fix i've lost it totally lost it what the fuck is going on with me. i don't trust myself anymore i'm just a freak a stupid stupid girl 070216 what's it to you? who go blather from