supposed
daxle
you
are
not
supposed
to
read
this
if
I'm
silly
for
wanting
to
hang
out
in
the
bot
then
you
are
silly
for
reading
my
entries
if
I
wanted
to
say
something
to
you
,
I
would
000613
...
The Prophet Awakes
Good
point
.
010308
...
Syrope
We
agreed
that
it
was
over
now
the
lines
have
all
been
drawn
the
love
we
shared
began
to
fade
but
now
its
gone
put
our
pictures
in
the
shoebox
and
your
gold
ring
in
the
drawer
Im
not
supposed
to
love
you
anymore
I
shouldnt
care
or
wonder
where
you
are
but
I
cant
hide
this
hurt
inside
my
broken
heart
Im
fighting
back
emotions
that
Ive
never
fought
before
cause
Im
not
supposed
to
love
you
anymore
020325
...
Ravenia
I'm
not
supposed
to
be
surfing
the
internet
during
work
.
I
hope
my
boss
never
reads
this
.
031108
...
nonlucid
when
I
was
a
kid
,
I
thought
the
way
things
went
was
you
go
to
elementary
school
for
7
years
,
high
school
for
5
,
university
for
maybe
3
,
then
you
get
married
and
have
kids
and
work
and
stuff
and
it's
simple
things
never
work
out
the
way
you
plan
them
,
do
they
?
ever
?
please
?
040720
...
unhinged
one
of
the
words
that
my
'yoder'
accent
becomes
glaringly
apparent
.
damn
wisconsin
/minnesota
accent
.
it
makes
my
skin
crawl
.
i
hate
to
hear
it
coming
out
of
my
own
mouth
.
040720
...
Robert_R
supposed
to
be
selection
of
finest
fish
060912
...
Keil
It
seems
we
all
particpate
in
that
were
we
are
designated
not
to
.
I
suppose
that
this
is
why
we
do
it
to
begin
with
.
Who
cares
about
what
we're
supposed
to
do
when
there
is
so
many
things
we
can
do
.
Why
take
the
time
to
do
something
seemingly
meaningless
and
unimportant
when
there
is
so
many
good
and
virtuous
things
that
can
come
to
possibility
if
we
wished
for
them
.
But
not
just
wish
either
.
We
must
act
!
We
must
do
what
we
wish
!
I
am
not
being
a
dissident,
im
not
instigating
war
or
riots
,
I
am
motivating
all
of
you
to
do
what
you
need
to
do
and
asking
you
to
do
it
soon
!
Live
for
the
moment
,
not
for
tomorrow's
moment
.
What
if
tomorrow
never
came
?
You
would
look
retarded
in
eternity
if
all
you
could
credit
yourself
with
was
"
listens
well
to
others' orders."
Now
I
beg
and
plead
you
to
earn
your
bragging
rights
so
that
eternity
wont
seem
so
long
Or
would
you
rather
do
what
you're
supposed
to
do
?
060912
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from