cant me? to sing, or the inability to do anything. as in: i cant cant, dr kant? or canter, as in one who sings or how to walk a horse. you cant take life at a canter. 991210 ... abms i cant, i have made a promise to two of my closest friends, who i never lie to but i cant fulfill it if it comes time to. i asked them to understand. they couldnt. i understand their concern. it drives them crazy to think of me in pain. this makes me feel guilty i told them something to make myself feel better but i ended up hurting them. it made them cry. i held them in my arms and my suffering made them cry. i never wanted that. i just want someone to talk to. to understand. but they couldnt probably cause my view is certainly demented but.... i dont know. 010402 ... vampers i cant sleep, its seems like forever since ive had a good nights sleep. i wake up constantly, and come morning im more tired than i was when i went to bed i got about 6 hours of sleep today. fell asleep with him while watching a movie. but still, i kept waking up. i want to sleep, and wake up feeling better, relaxed, and ready for whatever is coming my way. unfortunatly thats not happening right now 010418 ... Freak I can't take it anymore. What am I going to do with everything. What am I going to do with everyone. What am I going to do with myself. I can't do this anymore. 020605 ... alvin when your bow tips before you are going to fire an arrow. 030509 ... lovechild no such word as cant 040222 ... white_wave Can't you understand that you deserve me and that I'll take care of you through sickness and health. 040222 ... Sirius cantus firmus is a very oooold style in music...and the inabilty to achieve something is an even older one... 050513 ... Lemon_Soda ...or wont? 050513 ... perfect tone cant kant understand that he doesnt make any sense. 1 how can you know anything without learning it. 2 how can you see if somthing will work or not if carried out by all of humanity without looking at the consequences of these actions 050620 ... Risen I can't stay away, and I can't let her take away the only form of self expression I have left 151111 ... . . 181211 ... . . 181211 what's it to you? who go blather from