suffering - "the more u suffer the more it shows u really care" 000810 ... birdmad right yeah 000819 ... freakizh like swallowing a kiss or a marriage proposal. not in that order. 010801 ... calypso calling i suffered for the knowledge i know hold... and i'll forever suffer from the consequences of knowing. 020104 ... jessica fletcher i have suffered your lies and cold heart long enough. to suffer is to grow. i am huge. 020520 ... EECP If suffering = growth, I am fucking ginormous. Tonight I suffer for an unknown reason. Maybe its because someone downloaded punk onto my computer and it just came on winamp. Wait, wait, fuck! That wasn't it. I guess I will have to get that person back for such a wicked transgression. Moving on.....on the cold nights of my life when things are looking bleak I assume it is you. You know who you are. Although, it may not be you directly. You are unaware of your own suffering, or at least the cause, so how could I possible begin to pretend that you would know. Even if you did know, would it matter yet? A doubtful possibility, at least in your current state. One day everything will change. Will I suffer then? Will I long for things to be the way they are now? I don't know but I guess its worth the risk. I know things can be worse than they are right now. Believe me, I have been there. I hope they don't get that bad ever again. . . or . . . . . maybe. . . . . maybe they are and I just don't let it get to me all of the time. Looks like tonight is one of those nights that slipped through the cracks. 021112 ... cole Didn't do it!! 021114 ... cole Don't go blaming through your ginormous suffering! 021114 ... EECP You did it and I'm a witness.....I'm calling the cops! Police! Police! Cole is a punk downloadin fool! 021114 ... EECP Punk is suffering! All must be told. ON MY FUCKING COMPUTER!!! 021114 ... cole well, it's YOUR computer, you have the most influence over the contraption than anyone else. You could go on suffering *sniff* OR you could get over it, realize maybe YOU did the deed, and take care of it (delete it, you fool!) or I will cease to cry for you! 021114 ... EECP Do you see? Do you see how the real problems in my life cause such suffering. 021114 ... EECP Kidding. You know that these are not the real things but I can use it for fun. 021114 ... maria i want to suffer, i need to feel the pain. i have a void and it's need to be filled grows larger everyday. i don't like it but i feel better after it is done. gooey blood on my fingers allows me to feal alive, to feel pain. there are no other emotions i have not been truly happy in a very long time. 040108 ... nicole it burns your insides up. its like some firy orange acid that creates pain inside you and forces tears from your eyes. it sucks. 041211 ... nicole deep hurting. can't hide from it. can't disguise it. its inevitable. and no amount of tylenol or advil can cure it. the only cure for it is love. and love doesn't come in the form of pills. it comes in the form of people and u shouldn't rely on people. cuz sometimes they cause ur pain to begin with. 041211 ... jlymry327 whats it to you i suffer alone 050705 ... . not any more - you just shared. 050705 ... LS It is the individual who is not interested in his fellow men who has the greatest difficulties in lifeand provides the greatest injury to others. It is from among such individuals that all human failings spring Alfred Adler 050705 ... Syrope "Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering." -Paulo Coelho 060225 ... unhinged cultivate_compassion 060225 ... unhinged arguement_against_love 060324 ... unhinged argument_against_love doh 060324 ... damn this love! how else could you know true happiness? 100816 ... no reason maybe it has to do with being stuck nothing to focus on but this need to get out and get myself back 100816 ... . "Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering." 100817 ... f for friend suffering is testing you are testing me aren't you what for do you want to do that? 100817 ... unhinged a choice yes but sometimes so much conspires against us that its hard to make the choice that lessens suffering. so hard in fact, that as humans we take the path of least resistance and continue to suffer. heroin_ 111222 what's it to you? who go blather from