pretend dallas I can't believe this word is open! To do something that would be considered insanity if you were at work or somewhere serious like that. 990110 ... FooLmOOn i am tired of pretending. i want to be a spirit that just floats around. watching everyone else... pretending is just not for me. maybe i'll become an indian. 991102 ... valis i used to like to pretend i was a superhero, like other kids. gradually i started to just imitate pro wrestlers, then rock singers. eventually i just played d&d and pretended on the inside. i wait tables today. 991214 ... marjorie when what is important is no longer what can be proved 991221 ... deb he sits and writes like an intellectual people-watcher, and he is i can smell my own he was watching me when your friends got here he hid his book and pen and is now acting like a normal unintellegant average i-bleach-my-hair-because-it's-"cool" guy god, i hate people who can't even be themselves with their friends... 991228 ... Joana. If I pretend that I'm alive Will you notice that I'm faking? Or will you see the pain reflected in my eyes... ... and try to save me? No one notices how I pretend these smiles... how I pretend this normal behaviours... except you. But you can't take me away from falsity... And I'll live my life... Pretending as always... 000108 ... helen And tomorrow once again, as I always do, I'll pretend everything is OK even if you ask me; even if I want to cry; even if I"m dying inside; even if... even if I wan to run away. I'll smile pretty for you and you'll think it's genuine because MY plastic smile (Hi Deb) looks like flesh, for I am an artist,and I like to lie. 000110 ... nothingman is what i do every minute of every day. pertending i'm ok. pertending i'm having fun. pertending i'm happy. always. but i'm so fucking good at it. nobody ever notices. ever. no one has, and no one ever will until one day it will be too late and they will say 'he was such a happy child, with so much potential. he seemed to have everything figured out. he was so confident, so sure. why did he do it? it doesn't make sense" then they will forget about me and my life. i won't have existed and for once will be at peace. 000221 ... lola don't pretend that you'll get the answers pretend that you *might* get the answers but have fun trying. 000514 ... Jon I always do it. It's not fair on U, us them. I nedd to stop but I love you 001006 ... me? but I dont exist... disillusioned acerbic I thought I was something and now I realize that I am nothing...i'm sorry 001225 ... twiggie let's play pretend. 001225 ... quotree "your face is just a mask you wear, but masks are different faces." -??? 001226 ... carrot scuse me butt i'm wiv Nola, Zola and Lola so stop stealing mine o.k. go sac the tree instead. i.e rub it out. yours truthfully Kenny. 010524 ... erin am i pretending doing everything you expect am i not letting you in or are u already in? are these new feelings a sign? A sign of love A sign of nothing Total Confusion Yet so clear You are standing in front of me Arms outstretched I can't help but to collapse into them No more pretending I need You ( i realized I loved you as I wrote this) 010529 ... carne de metal I like to pretend I am a cowboy or a sailor; mostly a cowboy though. 020225 ... Mateo Carne de metal sits the wrong way around in his toilet and pretends he´s a space explorer. 020225 ... kill rhythm subrosa - pretend Blood hits the paper as tears hit the floor. The world minus 3 now, what good is it for? But why can't I go too? Oh, put me in the ground with you. Pretend you're alive Pretend the world's alright I want God's paintbrush to make others cry. Blot out the cheery sun and blacken the sky. I'm so alone, wanna die. Please forgive me if I try. Pretend you're alive Pretend the world's alright Oh God, I want them back. If not, then put me back. 020502 ... phil pretend i wrote something that was real good and I'll try to do it again 020725 ... phil Pretending She: I pretend you know what is right because I believe I did nothing wrong in pretending I never let go so I will feel wrong (although I cannot express) so I can still remember you my memory of you is just a shadow to be filled I pretend I got confused I pretend it's over I pretend I don't know what to say And I pretend not to hurt you because a part of me wanted to pretend I didn't want you and a part of me was holding on (what we pretend sometimes comes true) but I, I was never there Now I pretend you are gone and I am sad and lonely but you are right there and you don't see my eyes don't see you it's been so long (and can be so wrong) but all I know is so right 020725 ... jg Why should I? I'm so unhappy. 020726 ... -.:.::eric::.:.- It's all gets burst up, i find, when you finally find a shoulder to cry on. Or someone to hug. Hugs don't mean a lot to some people, but they mean a lot to me. 020727 ... phil today 020729 ... Bizzar He likes to pretend he doesnt think about me, or miss me. He likes to pretend he doesnt need me. He likes to pretend Im nothing, and he could be without me. He likes to pretend hes tough. Normally, I see through all that stone coating he pretends to hanf surrounding his heart. And I know deep down he truly cares, and doesnt want to lose me. And then he doesnt call me when were supposed to hang out, and goes out drinking all night, and then I dont know whats pretend, and whats not. 030301 ... Bizzar hanf = have oopsie ;-) 030322 ... je55icafletcher to know me. 030404 ... Big and Awesome Ok i'll be you and you be me and we will see a brand new three. First i'll throw you off of a skyscraper and then you drop me in the mailbox for a visit to shortville and we will meet at the Herb's giant meat market for spices and old shoe deposits hunting down tiny toe and nothing more. I AM YOU PM!!!! 030606 ... chickee this was the awesomest thing when i was little!! pretend to be a hawk or a hero or a king or anything else! 030613 ... someone i pretended i didnt love her now she's gone.... going she will never know and i will still pretend like a fucking idiot maybe i will see her in a few years again to tell her but then it'l probably be too late 030910 ... someone dammit why is life so complicated 030910 ... young pretender i pretend to know what i'm doing. people around me pretend to understand. we pretend we're not going round in circles. pretending is just like lying to yourself. 040118 ... iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl true. 040124 ... iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl pretending can help to forget it can help to heal it can hurt it can be fun it can be painful sometimes i feel that everyone is pretending sometimes i feel its just me pretending pretending takes away drudgery but once back in the real world it hurts more than before the pretence 040201 ... x twisted x im so sick of pretending to be something im not. when will it be ok to be myself? when will it be ok not to hate myself? when will it all stop? why does my imagination become my worst enemy? 040705 ... someone she came again its been one year and im still friends with i think i will never have the courage to her so she will go again exept this time she isnt coming back so i say to myself you shouldnt have anyway it would have scared her away i hate pretending to myself 040822 ... young pretender pretend... i pretend you care. i pretend not to be hurt by the callous comments you make. i pretend that i don't have regrets. but it's hard. hiding the mediocrity. the pain. creating an aura of content to maintain a facade that says 'i'm happy. honestly.'. pretending is wearing. and i'm tired. i don't know how much longer i can keep this up. 041122 ... dagmos Borange is a pretend word made up by ross noble 050110 ... dfg sdfsdf 050421 ... oh woe is me the only solace to a broken heart 051012 ... chiselmouth I'd pretend I'm not what everyone tells me i'm not. The ache doesn't stop. I could explain it away in so many words. Words brave and wavering. Words laborious and structured as any architect's lover I hate this life. I hate this skin and these bones. The light has gone out of my people. In these quiet moments, after the rise and crest regret is bitter company. 051013 ... my bad Perhaps it's all I ever do. Interest? Sobriety? Love? Attraction? Faith? Happiness? I feel like a little kid with an eye patch and a golf club screaming "Aye, aye matey!" while my mom stares at me and pretends right back like she's interested. 060516 ... nom we_can_pretend to pretend 060708 ... nom we can pretend to be tents 060708 ... three_single_words three_single_words 060824 ... Mothership Pretend that this sentence doesn't exist. 061004 ... evilpunkrawker dont pretend who you are, because i can see right through you, and it hurts when you lie. dont pretend to be someone you're not, because i fell for who i thought you were. 070418 ... kuffsleeve i wanted to work in London zoo for a few weeks.. to feed the penguins and clean up their poop.. but you have to be a vet to do that. they had job to work in the shop... but i think its silly what they sell in there... i would prefer to feed the penguins. 070419 ... KD For I am not who you think I'm merely a the extend of you you wish to see. 100805 ... flowerock. Pre_tend pre tend to your imagination before you grow up with an under developed one... that's why we pretend as kids... we're tending to our minds. 160611 what's it to you? who go blather from