holding
sphinxradio
hands
.
i
love
it
when
you
reach
for
me
.
011105
...
RN
Am
I
holding
what
I
think
I'm
holding?
My
elbow
pressed
firmly
into
his
shoulder
,
my
body
thown
across
his
chest
.
The
stench
of
his
breath
forced
out
,
hot
,
next
to
my
ear
and
nauseating
to
my
nose
.
I
struggle
to
keep
the
thrashing
beast
still
under
his
leather
restraints.
With
my
left
arm
I
try
to
maintain
a
painful
pressure
.
With
my
right
I
try
to
create
a
line
of
life
.
His
skin
is
pale
and
clamy
his
sweat
is
beginning
to
seep
through
my
clothes
.
He
has
stopped
struggling
the
sedation
is
in
.
He
is
taken
to
diagnostics.
It
is
confirmed.
I
was
holding
man
who
did
not
know
the
power
of
his
addiction
.
I
was
holding
a
man
who
let
meth
bleed
into
his
brain
and
take
his
life
.
020223
...
ferret
crunchy
share
holders
should
be
smished
and
smashed
.
030616
...
phil
never
letting
go
.
030706
...
lysergic transcendentalist
i
want
acid
.
no
connections
these
days
.
who
is
holding
in
the
dc/md/va
area
?
031118
...
whitechocolatewalrus
interdigitate
031128
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
