kid
rollins
when
i
was
growing
up
i
wanted
life
to
be
like
the
shows
i
saw
on
television
.
The
mother
and
father
lived
in
the
same
house
.
they
didnt
fight
.
the
children
were
happy
.
they
had
friends
to
play
with
.
mother
didn't
scream
and
chainsmoke.
the
kids
didn't
want
to
kill
her
.
They
didn't
want
to
die
.
they
didn't
fall
behind
in
school
.
they
were
able
to
control
their
violent
urges.
father
didn't
come
into
the
room
at
night
to
confess
and
terrify
010513
...
pontifier
I
want
to
know
where
your
from
011210
...
megan
i
want
to
stay
there
.
but
it's
not
physically
or
emotionally
possible
,
and
my
tears
are
proving
that
fact
.
021216
...
r1y9a6n4
when
I
was
younger
i
always
looked
at
my
father
and
my
older
brother
as
beings unachievable.
they
both
would
always
be
older
than
me
and
therefore
priveledged
to
more
information
.
when
i
was
6
i
wondered
what
it
was
like
for
my
brother
who
was
10
.
when
i
entered junior
high
i
thought
about
my
brothers
experinces
in
high
school
.
the
whole
time
i
wondered
(
even
more
so
now
)
how
my
father
saw
the
world
.
today
i
sit
and
wonder
what
it
is
like
to
be
58.
i
always
thought
that
by
the
time
i
reached
htis
point
i
would
feel
older
---
i
would
be
an
adult
.
but
i
am
here
tonight
almost
26
years
old
and
i
still
feel
like
a
kid.
031125
...
vvvvvv
eat
031202
...
Jamison
Kid
is
my
term
of
endearment.
Everyone
is
a
KID
to
me
031219
...
dakota
oh
to
be
a
kid
again
. . .
to
have
those
worries
dissolve
in
the
morning
sun
. . .
to
have
people
only
want
to
help
instead
of
forever
put
you
down
. . .
040318
...
Lexzy
When
in
doubt
...
Kidies....
Always
tell
an
adult
.
050201
...
sugar
hey
kid
word
to
yo
momma
050919
...
ferret
runner_belgium_kid
but
of
course
that
will
have
changed
by
now
050920
...
ferret
hey
kid,
i'm
a
computer
anyone
?
050921
...
holly
holly
was
one
once
060830
...
devilbunny
I
still
enjoy
playing
in
the
rain
and
blowing
bubbles
.
061110
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from