happy lisa my dog spot got hit by a car hubba hubba hubba hubba hubba stuffed his guts in a box and put em in a drawer hubba hubba hubba hubba hubba cuz i'm a happy boy happy boy i'm a happy boy happy boy ain't it great when things are going your way, hey hey! 990405 ... donaldson right now my roommate is watching the peeweeherman show, which makes me very happy. waaaahhhhhhh! 990606 ... emsie feeling happy is the best. Not knowing that happiness is what you're feeling, is twenty times better. Searching for happiness is the worst, 'cause when you're on that search, you don't generally find it. Happiness is just something that comes and goes "like snowflakes that drift in and out of your life". I'm happy just chillin' with the girls, like tonight... 990608 ... kimmichael The dream we hold in these times of fake kisses and hurtful grins. MAkes cynics of us all 991107 ... Gigo Loma happy happy friggin, goddamn, effing, joy joy. is just tired 991108 ... spikey-ho Happiness is just a false way of dealing things. Don't get happy, get real. 991212 ... oodles "It's so important to make someone happy. Make just one someone happy... and you will be happy too." I love Jimmy Durante. :) He makes life seem so incredibly simple. 000129 ... Verdulum opposite of depression 000221 ... nathannnnnn For once. Maybe just once. Actually happy. Wow. What a nice feeling. I should do this more often. 000224 ... a don't worry, be 000313 ... Brad I think this is one of the few words in the english language that is best when loosely used and overused. 000328 ... al poems i cannot write for there is nothing to express in my happiness poems that are happy i tried to write but sound too sappy so being safe i write only when i am upset and close to the edge 000712 ... Zoe is the time when you forget all the crap that has happened in your life and all the crap you'll have to deal with later, and just let yourself go. 000716 ... who? me? I am not good at being happy. But, hey man, I'm learning! 000805 ... nonameneeded i am happy most of the time, yet my sad days are serious. i envy him. he is always happy. never a sad moment. how does he do it? my conscience made me sad so i killed it. now what? 000827 ... darkseiken you can only be happy if you choose to, is what i say 001102 ... maybe if you're thinking about being happy, you are probably unhappy 001102 ... ubliss ***ubliss: The Ultimate Bliss*** Subject: Happy & Illusion Happy or Sad, Happy nor Sad... are just states of our MIND or more precisely, illusions of our MODE. Are you able to preserve them? The Truth is, they changes from time to time. Copyright 2000. ubliss.com 001102 ... ubliss ***ubliss: The Ultimate Bliss*** Subject: Happy & Illusion V1.1 Happy or Sad, Happy nor Sad... are just states of our MIND or more precisely, illusions of our MOOD. Are you able to preserve them all the time? The Truth is, they changes from time to time. So Copyright 2000. ubliss.com 001102 ... Barrett I told you I'd shoot... But you didn't believe me... Why didn't you believe me? happy joy joy 001103 ... SCOTT happiness is now the now of thought and being exist in the now not the then-so say the zen be a warrior of now of happiness let your heart flow w/sadness.pain.flow and it shall depart leaving happines an illusion-delusion one that i am comfortable with 001108 ... omiz well i am sometimes it seems to be the other way but i am 001205 ... rudhaen my dog miles is about the happiest thing i've ever seen 010228 ... the boy with the torn in his side And it seems like just yesterday I was perched on that blue couch, the wet yellow fangs of a small off-white mongrel dripping onto my feet as the yipyipyip tore into my eardrums and urinated on them as if they were red fire hydrants, picking at my brain like it was his toything. I still hear the screams. My own screams. Someday Miles. Someday. 010301 ... mmm i'm sick of trying to find it in a pill. no more will i try 010417 ... Rayne is an illusion. When you are unhappy is when you realize that were happy at one point.. and if you can't regonize being happy when you are, how can you enjoy it? 010417 ... like rain. i can't feel anything inside of me anymore. i look back and can't figure out where things came from, what it was in me. i can't remember a day when i did not think of you. place your hand... 010423 ... SaxyWeed Gilmore 010516 ... happydoonie what we all have the potential to be, but you only some of us truly see 010529 ... sleep time that one hell of a happy go lucky a-iTude. 010530 ... in the tone of atItooooD space man! 010530 ... in de loo I kinda kiss this boy.......... Piwee Hermin carries a book too. but he no like me ony her. me no snacher just anover drunken student, as in all boys do that, it's kinda stinks dun it Chezza! 010530 ... ditto your honest thats why me likes you no big head stuff just stupid boys again. 010530 ... inTheWool the hell with all these happy people. fuck anyone who was ever happy. goddamn it. I'd be even angrier now but just as I was about to write this some guy comes up to me and I have to go unjam the copy machine or some shit like that. what the fuck. these people gotta go around being happy all the time. the hell with them. the hell. 010620 ... florescent light I am happy today. It is the first time since I've come home that I have felt happy- content- at peace. Not an artificial happiness brought on by other people (friends, guys) or objective type things. But a real sense of contentment stemmed from myself. 010710 ... GrayWolf peace of mind 010724 ... Teenage Jesus How wonderful it is that you felt happy on 7/10/01 fl. Very nice. 010724 ... TaterHead ...fucking under flourescent lights... ...toking on the finest reefer... ...total exhilaration... ...utopia of senses swirling about... 010804 ... camille If your happy and you know it ...clamp your ham... 010806 ... jules bliss 010808 ... jules wait a minute is this real? 010808 ... psychobabe lets see if you konw what to do 010916 ... psychobabe oh geez fuck happiness when we have jealousy and anger why the hell would we need happiness as a fucking emotion? 010920 ... Zy without the occasional descent into happiness, you can never appreciate the joy of anger and jealousy 010920 ... psychobabe sarcasm 010921 ... pralines&cream abe makes me happy naked underneath me smiling as i balance over him refusing to let him go until i get what i want from that tantalizing addictive body especially, a certain part 010921 ... psychobabe i'm so happy for you:) the fact that you are finally happy makes me happy. You have never been this happy before, it feels great to know most of my friends are finally happy :) 010925 ... peace i look at her smiling, as she cries for me leaving, and it makes me happy. I think of the way he used to tell me that i was so much, and it makes me happy. when i hear people "talking shit" about me and then i find out they were just talking about christmas, it makes me happy. when i see my mom when i get home from the worst day of school it makes me happy. when i think of the way everyone still calls, it makes me happy. when i think of the parties where everyone took my picture and told me to write, it makes me happy. when i cry over life, and the next day it seems like god told everyone to say hello, it makes me happy. when i think of you, it makes me happy 011004 ... timster as a pig in shit. Or a guy called Larry whoever he is. 011011 ... timster after finally realising that i might as well be. 011011 ... vera happy.... sad.... worried.... mad.... i just wish i knew the diffrence.... im only happy when it rains... im only happy when im naked.,.,.,.. aaaaah... if only people wouldnt be at my house so i could be naked.... 011105 ... Casey happy happy joy joy, happy happy joy joy, happy happy joy joy, happy happy joy joy, happy happy joy joy happy happy joy joy, happy happy happy happy happy happy joy joy joy... 011105 ... Inanna I'm happy when I'm crying We live in homes We talk on phones Does peace come out of fighting? Can truth come out of lying? It's reality It's what I've seen Its not absurd I'm happy when I'm crying... we could not have done it by ourselves Stop and wonder why Its more than meets the eye Somewhere inside I could be inside Truth is not lying Peace is not fighting Love is inviting I'm happy when I'm crying 011209 ... Inanna Happy when I'm crying is a song by Pearl Jam! 011211 ... Toxic_Kisses I must be happy now Now Before he comes home, I know once he gets here after work all he'll do is bitch gripe and complain and he takes away my happy feeling when he does that, I'm going to be miserable the rest of the night bc he’s going to be miserable, so right now, Right now I NEED to be happy I need to squeeze out every last drop of happiness b4 he comes home. 011217 ... TK I've had ppl tell me that when I'm happy that I bounce gently on my tip toes, but I don't ever remember doing any such thing while experiencing happiness 011222 ... ClairE You know how some people are sad deep down? I'm happy deep down. Anger comes and swirls itself around me, or happiness shines through, or sadness that appears so deep settles in. But there's always a bottom to the well. 011222 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge happy happy palm olive, palm olive [c'mon everybody, sing-a-long] 011222 ... Toxic_Kisses ...BC I got to sleep in later than I thought I would and I found both of my socks ^.^ 011223 ... valentine i searched for 10 minutes for the word happy, and now I can't remember why. 020402 ... evolutionending my parents are getting divorced and i cant sleep but tomorrow the sun will rise and i will keep on operating. click. whirr. 020408 ... Freak A truly happy person is one who can enjoy the scenery on a detour. 020507 ... chiefnewo happy! joy! wonder! life! me! sniper rifle! roof! bang! bang! bang! not happy! no joy! no wonder! just death! guess you're sorry for being happy at my expense now, aren't you! you look so happy, lying on the ground there. dead. time for me to join you. i am not happy. now noone else is either. 020616 ... blown cherry To do things your way, because I think that makes you happy. And yes, I am. There's this beautiful cut gem glowing inside of my chest that wasn't there before, radiating unknow quantities of happiness and contentment. 020801 ... Mo Oh happy day... why are you so short? 021120 ... stork daddy how much memory does this thread take up? and how much memory does suicide take up? just thought i'd point that out. 021120 ... p2 Hello, boys and girls. This is your old pal, Stinky Wizzleteats. This is a song about a whale. No! This is a song about being happy! That's right! It's the Happy Happy Joy Joy song! Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Joy! I don't think you're happy enough! That's right! I'll teach you to be happy! I'll teach your grandmother to suck eggs! Now, boys and girls, let's try it again! Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Joy! If'n you aint the grandaddy of all liars! The little critters of nature... They don't know that they're ugly! That's very funny, a fly marrying a bumblebee! I told you I'd shoot! But you didn't believe me! Why didn't you believe me?! Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Joy Joy Joy! - Stinky Wizzleteats (Ren & Stimpy) 021120 ... whats_in_a_name now for the million dollar question... are you happy? nope, you lose 030114 ... blown cherry but I'm so sad to be away from him 030317 ... nesa hesa hoo the root of all happiness is potato salad 030324 ... . . 030324 ... craz4u smile we're all here it's not we don't wanna be happy we can't there's way too many things going on at the same time 030420 ... harry_limbless finding someone who thinks like you, or finishes your sentences. which is really the same thing. 030509 ... Altar I honestly can't remember the last time I felt..."happy"... What's wrong with me? 030619 ... User24 happiness is temporary, contentment lasts. 030619 ... endless desire stork daddy: "how much memory does this thread take up? and how much memory does suicide take up? just thought i'd point that out." did you really have to? god that's just depressing. it must have taken my computer 4 minutes to even load suicide. it was so long. and sad. and depressing. . . i wonder if anyone there went through with it all. . . people. don't you just wish you could save everyone sometimes? 030619 ... User24 nah, solve the population problem, don't interrupt evolution. 030620 ... carlita wish i could help save, but... too imposible. suicide is noy evolution. 030620 ... carlita *not* 030620 ... quail happiness is so elusive. 030620 ... not important dancing about room to techno enjoying it while it lasts finally cashing in on some good karma 030803 ... not important I know I am destroying my carefully sculpted attitude of simply accepting life as it is that I adopted to keep myself from being hurt further. If only it were possible to truncate one's emotional range on only one side. 030803 ... metamantrg I am happy and will remain this way for all time in the past I have been a misurable and took that missery out on everyone so they would feel as I did for now I see how much missery I caused and I cry and feel like a piece of s__t for doing this but I have changed and will never cause pain to anyone again only happyness and love for everyone 030926 ... theo happy is as happy does 031005 ... nomatter Fall In love Get Married And Forget The World Nine Months Later The Sweet Baby's On The Way Kiss Him On The Head And Life's OK. 031005 ... no reason hm. picturing that, losing myself in that image, instilled happiness in me for those few seconds. thank you. 031005 ... a girl with nothing to say some thing i wish i was something when you have family and friends who care about you then you can be happy,when someone realy does love you and its not all a bet for money 031017 ... nick Sunflowers! Good food and good friends! Mulled wine in winter time! Breakfast on the beach! A job well done! Sharing the love! yeah... happiness comes from within. Where we keep our memories. like blather... sometimes 031026 ... Toxic_Kisses it's like a super power! I found out last night that this amazing feeling can protect me from negativeaty like nothing elce ever has! things like worry, doubt, jelliousy and just everything bad disaprears, its like happy enveloups me so compleatly and fully that their is no room for any other feeling! Finding this out is just as an astonishing descovery as finding out that I can be nude and not feel it! just forget your body exzists and focus and your voice and thats all their is, just your thoughts and your voice, its amazing! I always thought that it was the lack of feeling and emotions that kept me safe from all the negativity but how drafty that wall of pertection was! this though this happyness feels in-pen-A-trouble! invinceable even! this happyness makes me feel free unlike the total lack of emotion made me feel caged I can't believe how lucky I am at descovering this! *Laughs* and you probibly all think I've gone insane! ^.^ 031210 ... misstree nope, i think you've busted out of an insanity that most of the world suffers from. and boy, do they suffer. silly most of the world. 031210 ... iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl i want to be happy 040101 ... myriadmoods is what happy makes. 040112 ... Babyblue It's all about the attitude, your way of seeing things. Am I happy now? 040414 ... paper heart If not now, when? 040514 ... Syrope complete 040810 ... earsocks happy birthday blather 040818 ... Spikey My Linsay makes me happy. When the medication isn't affecting her too badly. Then she just reminds me of Katie. 040825 ... hsg happy is a choice. 040914 ... unevolved only because of heather, i love her and we will be wed on the 24th 041203 ... itbo i am happy. do you ? 041204 ... no reason most of yesterday i was so sure that i was or whatever 041204 ... Deomis my teacher told me to write a happpy poem. I failed (rather miserably...) I think she finds them....oh...disturbing. Is it really that weird to write about death? She says, "you're not old enough to understand this stuff!" and I think, " How can one not understand death? It is everywhere, around us every day of our lives." Maybe I should stop writitng poetry, just for a little while.... 041206 ... a thimble in time Good heavens no, you are terrific. 041206 ... spinzilla I'm so happy 'cos today I found my friends... 050127 ... trin i would like to be. 050526 ... Lemon_Soda Is to be content, wherever you are, whatever your doing or is being done to you. This does not mean sit there and take it, it means accept it and act appropriatly. 050526 ... flowerbed on a cloud Happy happy happy joy joy joy ^^ Never get tired of being happy ^^ Well...almost never.... 051203 ... trox happyness only is it happy being loved so but believing your alone say them these words only death awaits us 060130 ... story of eau this weekend my blood boiled, my heart swelled, my heart broke for the billionth time. 061120 ... hsg seeing the biggest_of_pictures and knowing that your immediate role is important. 061120 ... hsg ...and knowing the answers to Jeopardy! 061120 ... L. happy good time pills! 070526 ... me I want you to be. it is selfish of me perhaps. not superficially. but all the way through. not all the time, but most of the time. I can feel it when you hurt. I don't like it. I don't want you to have that. want you to be happy and free. because you are beautiful and shining all the way through. 071113 ... boom i'm happy when you're smiling. because it's the most beautiful thing i've ever seen in my life. 080209 ... Asylum Bound I'm so happy right now. Life if great. It feels great. Smells great. Looks great. I have the best job ever. I've found a place were I fit. Could there be something that is still missing? SMILE :) 080328 ... In_Bloom You looking over at me every so often and back forward again, raising your chin You giving my hand a squeeze as if to check the realness of me by your side How long had it been since you had smiled like that? For that little spell in your life I'm glad it was me 080818 ... In_Bloom How is it when we hold There is no you, no me- no us Seamless, that's what is At first I was un nerved Then excited Now it's a soft Peace Wow 081007 ... Ouroboros I am the Queen of everything good Or at least I feel like it right now: Long hot bath with tea tree and lemon oils, yoga class with a deep delicious savasana, and a 1st class home cooked balanced delicious meal of dhaal, squash, potato/samosa things, fresh salad greens. Yeah. Rockin the shit out of my life. 081007 ... Mikhos It's how she makes me. 081016 ... lorna if it makes you happy, it can't be that bad 090727 ... hsg awe ache 090728 ... Soma After what feels like an eternity of a battle against depression, anxiety, and the creepy crawlies that pulled me down deeper every night, I arose, and looked out the window. For the first time in years I am happy. For the first time in what feels life ever, I am lighthearted. I am happy, I am happy, I AM HAPPY! I want to shout it to the world! This feeling of contentness, of happiness... I am no longer contemplating the death of every new sampling, no longer deciding that things are not worth the effort before they even begin. I am no longer sleeping 16 hours, and waking up to tears. I am no longer staring at the kitchen knife, and deciding that I dont need to eat today because it is just not worth it. I AM HAPPY! and there are just not words for feelings like these. 091017 ... Happy TK * Guy asked me to go on a "free" cruise with him to some island (he said the name but I don't remember it now) I kindly said no. He asked me out once before about two week after I arrived here and I said no then too explaining I'd just gotten out of a long relationship and was not interested in anything, again trying to be kind about it, and thankfully he took it well (I really was relieved) and while he's been nice to me has not been flirty, sooooo I thought all was good. but then this. so yea.. BUT still I never thought I'd be the kind of person to be asked to go on a cruise! I mean ppl who look like Pamela Anderson and Angelina Jolie get asked to go on cruises, not you know, ~ME~ So wow that was awesome!! Don't regret saying no, but still just to even be asked! Ha, wonder what would of happened if I said yes, probably would of told me in a day or two that the cruise had been canceled for some reason, how about to make it up to me we go to a movie *rolls eyes* IDK maybe he was being real, who cares though, that was still pretty amazing to be asked ^.^ * Got asked by 3 separate ppl from 3 separate churches if I would be interested in joining their church, one of the ppl was actually the ~minister/preacher~ of the church. I politely declined. I'm not particularly religious, I don't oppose ppl who are it's just not my thing. Besides even if I was religious I wouldn't want to go to a church, too much gossip, back biting and hypocrisy. So yea, thanks but no thanks. Truthfully to only reason I ever even went to church in the past was bc I really enjoyed singing. Still the minister/preacher guy was incredibly nice and we got to talking for a while about how he went about deciding what to preach about on a weekly basis. Was actually pretty interesting to hear everything he had to say. =) * Avon lady asked me to be a sales rep. That makes a total of 4 ppl asking me since I've been here. Which is rather amusing bc I don't wear makeup. "Yes, please buy this product that I'm not wearing!" could be wrong about this, but somehow I don't think that would go over too well when it comes to sales. * Met someone. Don't want nor think it will go anywhere, I refuse to give up my freedom again. But he seems like an actual decent human (Who knew they still existed? Must be a dieing breed.) and the only guy who has cot my attention since I've been here. We've talked before, he seems genuine and not the least bit flirty thankfully. Like I said this is not going anywhere, but it was nice to have a reminder today (after "free" cruise guy)that ppl like him still exist in the world ^.^ He even somehow managed to get me to talk about cruise guy and he said guys said guys are idiots, which took me by surprise bc um, hello! He is a guy! (isn’t that somehow betraying "Guy Code"?) and he admitted to having been an idiot sometimes as well so he knew from experience what he was talking about, which made me laugh ^.^ * Went to pick up some Chicken & Gnocchi from Olive Garden to take home with us and as I was waiting for the order I unintentional cot one waiter looking at me like, well not like he was attracted to me, but more like the way you would look at an adorable soft furry kitten playing with a fuzzy pink ball of yarn, IDK that the best way I know how to describe it, anyway when he realized I noticed him noticing me he immediately tried to be all proper and stumbled over his words when asking if I wanted a glass of water while I waited. How cute is that right? But it's also kind of really weird bc it's not like I was all dressed up or anything even remotely like that. My pants are 3ish sizes too big bc I'm losing weight and equally the mens medium shirt I'm wearing today is rather oversized as well (so it's not like I'm showing off curves or something of that nature), and I didn’t bother brushing my hair today, I just put it up messy in a clip, and as stated earlier I'm not even wearing makeup, soooo yea WTF? I mean yea awesomeness and stuff, but still it's not as though I'm dressed up like a Japanese lolita doll or something, honestly I was just sitting there waiting in a rather board manner and as such not looking the least bit cute. I still very much appreciate being noticed, it's just really confusing though when I happen to look like me, which basically amounts to the physical appearance of a shrug. Either way though WHOOT(!) today was awesome and happy and the Chicken & Gnocchi was delish! 140715 ... flowerock Yeah! Let's do this! Happy! Leads to more happy. Confidence. Motion. Action. All without th at sluggish "do I have to?" Feeling! We can do it, just choose to smile, it's OK to ask for help if you're having a hard time. Here's a free blather _ hug for anyone who needs one : ) Let's be happy! (I this may mean that I drank A LOT of coffee) 141008 ... tail-devouring snake warrior_of_the_light 141008 ... flowerock I think the book that my dog chewed the cover off of recently is called warrior of the light, or something very similar to that. Maybe I should read it soon : ) before she eats the rest... 141008 what's it to you? who go blather from