leads bijou i tried to say it quietly. "don't be a dick, josh." he was griping at his girlfriend because she wanted to go home. i think he wanted to schmoose with the other bands, they were from california, where he would be going soon on tour. "erin," he said, with a stiff warning in his voice. "erin..." there was less warning this time, and more a soft sadness. i reached into the back seat to offer him my hand. he picked it up, and i stroked his fingers roughly with my thumb. he kissed my fingertips gently, oh. gentle like dying in your sleep. i couldn't hear what he said after that, but i got the point. something like "i would marry you in a second, but it's not accesable right now." and then he said what i knew to be true all along "You'd Better Be Careful." well no shit. 011116 ... harumi aww... sweet and weird and... i dunno, i didn't really get it... but i like it...... the first one, i mean.... Ü 031019 what's it to you? who go blather from