girlfriend donaldson is better 990607 ... stephen than a hand. ...or a box of kleenex. 990608 ... dallas friend girl 990609 ... donaldson fiend girl 990611 ... pablo they kill you from the inside out, using words, sentiments, emotions 990821 ... benji not the right word for someone so special 990902 ... pablo do not use this word... great loves are much better 990927 ... stephen a temporary label we give to people we'd otherwise call more sinister names. 991017 ... valis she's into the girlfriend stage when she doesn't mind just coming by to watch bad videos. i like that stage, and it never seems to last long enough. 991210 ... SimplyMe that awkward trial stage in a relationship between "let's move this up to the next level, i want to spend forever with you" and "i never want to see you again, your stuff is on my lawn" 991214 ... Scorched GanderSnout Having been acquired by one (that is, she is mine and I am hers) I feel the need to rejoice in my good fortune and yet I trod unfamiliar ground Thoughts of temporal abstracts once foreign to my mind now flitter by effortlessly when we are together. ( Love Forever Family ) And yet as much as I am her boyfriend and she my girlfriend, the whole realization of the thing seems a bit distant still. As if a beam of sunlight through a southern window creeping over time from ceiling to walls to floor to walls to ceiling again. 000207 ... Scorched GanderSnout As that Cornershop song says, "Everybody needs a bosom for a pillow." 000207 ... BoofPixie been one. somehow its better to be the affair. the sneak-thing. 000310 ... silentbob all i ever wanted was someone i could share a true love affair with for the rest of my life. They should be long-lasting and comitted relationships. not everyone can find one who likes them back. it took my seventeen years, and i want to keep her forever. that's all i can think of to say right now. 000605 ... michelle My girlfriend ducked her true fate: Intended as the Bride of Satan, she met me instead on her way to the altar - upon which I am now her sacrifice. My girlfriend hates herself and takes it out on me. My girlfriend is dishonest and defensive. My girlfriend says the meanest things anyone has ever said to me, then she says, "Sorry", which everyone has said to me. My girlfriend can't love anyone but she isn't strong enough to let go of me and I'm not strong enough to do it myself without her telling me to. My girlfriend reminds me of Joe Orton. Callous, selfish, greedy, self-absorbed, hateful, and mean. Funny thing is, she is so sweet and angelic whenever I have my hand up her hole. Go figure. She should just go to the bar and find someone to fuck. 000625 ... Robert Spande yeah, I fucked her 001027 ... god everybody should fuck more. 001028 ... ya mon stay single 001028 ... someday*sam once you've had snatch a penis is no match 001122 ... daanuh I miss her. Shes closer than I think, though. I finally realized that I need her to get through my day. I always thought I needed someone, but I never knew it would be her. 001223 ... rollins I wish I could meet a woman that could show me something One who could make my blood stop screaming 010106 ... deb ::laughs:: when he finally gets used to calling me his fiancee', we'll be married- wonder how long it'll take before he can call me his wife- 010107 ... Sintina I wish I was a better one. He says I'm the best in the whole world, that he never wants to lose me and I know he means it. But deep down inside he thinks I'll leave him at the first chance I get. He doesn't know just how much I love him. I can't make him see... sometimes I think he knows, but sometimes he acts like he doesn't trust me at all (see feminine) He's so much like my mom. Deep down, she doesn't think I really love her at all. And the funny thing is, While he thinks I'm going to run off with some other guy, she thinks I'm going to run off with him. 010108 ... crux hey yea bob marley and thats all i have to say about that 010131 ... j_blue my best girlfriend is way cool she can call me and we just laugh anyway, thats all over now 010201 ... stranngeways here we come in a coma 010201 ... Paragraph *laughs* now that's just not fair, babe. I'm just absent minded. I hate french anyway. 010312 ... happiness the first time he actually called me his "girlfriend", my whole body tingled and my eyes became huge and were glowing with amazement. 010330 ... Tai C. pretty girls make graves. 010404 ... Casey I used to always want one. Someone to cuddle with and talk to. Now I've given up and just decided who cares. I'll just spend my life here alone 010614 ... chaos She laughs at my dumb jokes when no one does 010716 ... yummyC i want i don't know. i don't know what to post here. I don't like other guy's girlfriends unless I am already the girlfriend's friend. they intimidate me for some reason. And just think of all the 'girlfriends' there are in existence. cyaaa 010716 ... Bear ...with whom I share myself, my inner self, my every self.... She is my world, she rocks my world... She is the brightest light. She is the whightest light. She is the purest of light. She is Amy the Sixth. 010806 ... kuru Last night I bought him dinner, rented us a movie, and sewed a button onto his horrid old shorts. But I am not his girlfriend. And I don't trust him yet. 010807 ... Butterfly Collector It is a fascinating fact that I am nearly 18, and yet I have never had one. Unsurprisingly, I get very lonely. I suppose I'm just not an interesting enough person. 010811 ... dB For out friend the collector above: Why bother? There is no point in persuing a relationship. EVERYONE get's laid a few times. you could be the ugliest guy in the world (since I took that prize the worst you could be is the second ugliest) and you'll still get laid. You want interpersonal relationships? Make FRIENDS! It's a hell of a lot easier. Love was invented by Hallmark to facilitate procreation, it's not a legal requirement. And the minuses outweigh the pluses by a long shot. 010811 ... Mushroomman http://home.talkcity.com/ArpeggioAv/tylerpaulson/ i want you to hold me in your arms forever.... 010811 ... Butterfly Collector Unfortunatly, I can't make friends either. All the people I know are cruel, callous, heartless, or just plain unpleasant. And so, I have nobody, friend or otherwise. 010811 ... dB Then move. That usually works. If you are around people you don't like move somewhere else. And don't give me any "But my job" or school or whatever excuse. Doesn't work I'm afraid. 010812 ... Butterfly Collector It doesn't work? Why not? I can't move away in my last year of school. And for another thing, I have no money to move with. So hwo am I supposed to do it? 010812 ... dB You get your shit. You put it in a bag, what you can't carry you sell. Then, you walk. I've done it before, and I'll do it again. It works. 010812 ... lost they can bring such happiness, and on the other hand lull you into the pitifull mess that makes you hate everything. 010812 ... black-dyed gel product the trick is to find the one that sucks out your soul slower than the others do 010812 ... baby satan but what if you have no soul? 010812 ... Fire&Roses i am somebody's girlfriend. I'll admit it took me longer than most, but I never wanted any one like I want him. I don't really think of him as my boyfriend though I think of him as my best friend... who I like to make out with. I don't know how he thinks of me... I'm afraid to ask, but I'm his girlfriend. 010813 ... Gollum 5 bucks and a 12 pack, final offer. (have her here by 8:00, and I'll throw in a pizza) 010813 ... pralines&cream I am one. And i've hurt him immensely, yet he forgives me and he loves me, and i've always loved him. Even while i was hurting him, i loved nobody else. I remember a long time ago when i walked around my house saying Ï'm his girlfriend ... he's my boyfriend."in amazement. But now the word seems to cheapen what we have - love, commitment, morality, care, devotion. I'm not his girlfriend. I'm his best friend, his soul mate, his future wife, the future mother of his children. He's my lifemate. And he's beautiful. 011001 ... Sterling625 Where do I begin on such a topic? Girfriend? I currently am not one, although I just got out of the hardest relationship in my life. I would never make a different decision about it though, I would never change it. It made me a stronger and better person. To hear all of these people saying "fuck relationships" hurts me so very much. They are hard, that I can not lie about. But they are worth the effort. It's not just a girlfriend or a boyfriend- it's someone who is there everyday through the good and the bad, not just a friend, but a love, a special someone that changes the world you live in forever. Don't ever let a few bad relationships stop you from pursuing that next person. What if the next person is the one and you just thought it was too much of an effort to bother? Why give up? Keep looking cuz I promise you that you will find someone. Oh, yeah, someone said that everyone gets laid. Well, you are right- they do, but that is not the most important thing in a relationship. That's the bonus, the plus, that's what you get for caring, for giving a shit the way that you should. Getting laid is nothing if there is no heart in it. You can have sex until the day you die, but you will never truley understand the closeness and importance of it until you "make love." I promise you- there is a difference between sex and making love. Maybe I am just that last romantic girl waiting to find that perfact guy, but I will not ever give up. I will find him and when I do I will laugh with him, cry with him, and thank god that he holds me the way that he does. Being held by someone that cares about you is the best feeling in the world and I hope all of you strive to be held, to laugh, and to cry with someone special...a girlfriend, or a boyfriend. I guess that's all. I guess I'll just keep hoping there is someone else out there who wants what I want- to be loved. 011008 ... jajets Growing up I never beleived i truly fit into my school. Dont get me wrong I knew everybody and everybody knew me. But I wasnt a preppie, jock, a nerd or just part of the punks. I played sports all of my life, but never mixed with the kids i played with. So i take life as if i were playing a baseball game. Its a full count and i know the next one is coming down the middle. But i dont swing, i watch it go bye. Thats the way my life has been to me, i sit their and watch it pass me bye. doing nothing to affect the consequences that are thrown my way. Thats the way i have taken girls in my life, i sit their and watch them walk in through the door and out the other. They say the hardest thing is to love some one that doesnt love u in the same way as u would like. But i dont think that is the case, everybody loves somebody and somebody loves everyone. the problem is to find the one that loves u more then everybody else. their will be girls in and out of someones life, but u cant get ur self down after the first failer because their will be plenty to walk through ur door. Its just that the person has to make sure they dont walk out the other. But u just cant limit urself to the people u want to date, because for every person u love their will be at least 20 other people who love u for who u are and not ur looks or popularity or ur money or ur success, but love u for u. Their were plenty in my life, but it seems as i grow older they seem to be getting smaller and smaller. This past year has been a tough one for me, not in the love aspect for a girlfriend, but in the aspect of my loved ones. though plenty have left my life for good to never return. thats when i take into perspective that u have to take life chance as they come and dont leave it to next time. because their may not be a next time. i have plenty of regrets in my life, but right now their still stands one unanswered. i hope to find out what is to become of this relationship, good or bad i hope we remain friends until the day i die. but this girl, brightens my day with every word she speaks every touvh that i may recieve, because when i was in her arms i thought i had died and gone to heaven, but reality struck and it hit me hard. to realize that she wanted to be friends, and no more as it stood form that point. then it struck me, love is a thing u share with people u care about and u dont need a mate to show that person that u love them. just beinging their for them is all u have to do to show them that u care. i rather have everyone love me and me love everyone. just like in school. 011009 ... kingsuperspecial mine got a hole in her, and all the air came out. now she fits under the bed easier, though. 011009 ... acuhymen A label for the lazy. Wife, more so. Lover just sits better (on my shaft) with me. vulgar 011010 ... sInGlemIKe i like to laugh AND i like to love, so where are all the girlfriends at :7) 011010 ... thetuvix ...or as Will Ferrell says: "my lover" 011014 ... Sonya the sullen feline A label you used to call me during our happier nights. I wish you still called me this...the stars are now weeping for both of us. 011014 ... cititinker my heart aches so.... i love her. so different from myself yet so much the same... she denies it but she's really girly... tears are worth it... for her... 011015 ... Sterling625 My life has been hectic lately. The one guy who I want to be with is angry with me and says that he would have been with me but now he is hurt. I hurt him????? I thought he hurt me. That's right- he did. I dunno. I care about him so much it hurts when we don't speak. Maybe one day I will redeem myself and we will be happy with one another. Wishful thinking, I know. I just wish that he would realize what a good girlfriend I could be. 011103 ... sunshine beg so you say that you loved her and that you are attached to her but all you have shown me is that you can't forget me. You say that I invade your thoughts, the light in my eyes is reflected in the sunlight when you wake up in the morning. The way my hair smells wakes you up while my tender kiss on your eyelashes puts you to sleep. My melodic voice is your lullaby while my arms cradle you as you calmly drift to a world where you and I can be together. Where is she while you are thinking about me? Is she resting in the "most sacred corners of you heart"? Or is she in your distant memories of a two year relationship that never progressed and forced you to give up your defintion of what love is. You said you found love with me again, I told you that the missing piece of your life was underneath the couch in the library. You picked it up and suddenly everything changed. Now you want to neglect everything that has happened so you can dedicate your time to someone who has the title of girlfriend? I don't want the title, she can keep it, because apparently the job entails neglecting you during your greatest time of need and building up walls that prevent you from having a meaningful conversation or ever connecting on all levels. She can save her title and keep it with the other memories of you in the little box under her bed. I prefer to have your thoughts, your dreams and your future. I find comfort in knowing that I am the one that brings the smile to your face so effortlessly while she brings the drama. I find solace in knowing that while she is trying to hold on to the person she fell in love with, I am falling for the person I helped to create, the man you have trying to be your whole life. 011105 ... psychobabe i would be a good girlfriend. A great one, but the right kinda guy hasnt found me yet 011105 ... nemo i want one 011128 ... girl_jane I am one. 020317 ... Jacer i have one 020317 ... Ariadani Hold your friends close. Hold your love close. Girl- Boy- friend? Who? What does it mean? Love is like- a bubble, a brick, a feather, a knife. It changes as you watch it float by. if you dont reach out and hold it- it pops, crushes you, floats away, stabs you. hold your love close and it-- shimmers builds your dreams caresses you cuts away your icky bits. 020317 ... lemonade finally i've achieved the title i sought for so long. how....anti-climactic. and, you know, i don't think he even refers to me as his "girlfriend" -- not to his friends. do they even know our relationship? no. he doesn't need to protect and justify himself with a word. i do. so, when mr. gold chain in the hot tub at the gym asks me what i'm doing this weekend, i can safely say, "i'm going on a road trip with my boyfriend." and he will hear the word boyfriend in a deep solw motion voice as the camera zooms in close on my moist lips. melting with rejection, he'll ooze over to the cute girl in her thong bikini and ask her where she's from. and i feel sorry for her when he asks her where she's from because she's got a "weird accent". but, i guess i feel she deserves it. i mean, who wears a thong to the gym anyway? 020318 ... P.I. 408 Is hard to find! 020422 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong "So, is she your girlfriend or your girl friend? Because, I mean, the space matters, Em." 020630 ... little fury bug i've always been the girl_friend ... never the girlfriend. 020630 ... nerdy guy girlfriend is simply a superfulus title meaning "the woman i am currently fucking." the title for a soul-sharing couldnt live without human being is "best friend" 020712 ... nerdy guy i have alwase had at least one girl_friend that i would love to upgrade to girlfriend, but was afraid to loose the girl_friend in the process. 020712 ... matt Bake is a loser 020806 ... girl_jane This I am no longer. 020818 ... sterling625 i am one now with someone who actually gives a shit about me, not like that other asshole whom i previously mentioned. as for that "girl you are currently fucking" i am also called his bestfriend... i am his girlfriend, his bestfriend, but above all i am simply me. he loves me for who i am and i love him just the same. there is not a thing i want to change. 030104 ... *nat* I am a under the girlfriend label at the moment. I like it. It feels special. He's special. And he plays drums like ive never seen anyone play the drums before. Wicked. 030105 ... sometimes i wake up angry what happened to you and gez forever, huh? 030105 ... *nat* ye well things change dont they. i was very naive at that time. 030109 ... Lilac Why do people always call themselves naive when a relationship doesn't work out. Why can't they just aknowledge the good times, get over but don't forget the bad (you learn from both), and move on with their lives? Take it as it comes. (nat, this wasnt necessarily directed to you, it just got me thinking!) 030109 ... *nat* lol its ok no offence taken. i know there were good times, and i have moved on, but i was naive to think that at 15 years of age my 1st serious boyfriend would lasrt forever! 030109 ... *nat* oh, and naive to think that he'd stay faithful 030109 ... Lilac been there! 030109 ... *nat* i have a nasty feeling most people have 030109 ... stork daddy ooh...i think you guys should kiss. 030109 ... sirflaccid I wouldn't want to be her right now. I am such a little bitch. Constantly having something to complain about. No matter what any of you have to say my life is worse right now. And of course she has to face the brunt of the storm. 030125 ... Slothie_poet Why is it that my soul craves for the girlfriend, the one, the perfect female. When I know she is a chimera; a fantasy; for I will never find her. Would I rather look for the one whose imperfection is charming, beguiling, facinating. But then that would make her perfect, so she would not exist... 030320 ... minnesota_chris dude... chimeras suck as girlfriends... they'll bite your face off, scratch you and then breathe fire on you. Don't laugh, it happened! 030320 ... A boy She is my wonderful shining bright star of a soulmate. At least until I take her virginity. Then I can kick that stupid bitch to the curb. 030620 ... girl_jane Again, I'm by myself. 030620 ... Saphfire Why do you have to have a girlfriend? I've finally found someone I can't stop thinking about. Why did you pursue me when you knew you didn't want to leave her? Why did you make me fall for you and then tell me that I can't have you? Why is she harrassing me? Why do you believe her over me? She's crazy! Someday I hope you will see! 030701 ... CuriousOne someone always pushing me for more, engagement, marriage, don't let her get her hooks too deep, they hurt. 030823 ... 13 letters and sodas 031111 ... pobodys nerfect Well based on what you've said in your other blathes,I personally can't see why she'd want to get "her hooks" in you,unless maybe she has low self esteem and thinks you're the best she can get... 031111 ... girl_jane I want to be his...but he has one. But my goodness, I haven't had a conversation like that for so long... 031112 ... girl_jane I change my mind far too much. 031113 ... r1y9a6n4 goddamn that last one hurt. together for waht seemed like forever...like a forever that would never end. then suddenly, she picked up and flew. still don't know what the f..?? tell people that i don't care what the f.. either. after having many know what I went through in the past year and a half it would just be pathetic to have people know that i still think about her. i do. i get nervous when i see people that look like her in public. i don't know if i would wnat to talk to her or if i wouldn't be able to stand it, but everytime my stomach sinks. then i think of the other. the other that has been playing chinese checkers in my head since i was in high school. high school for christssake! it has been a long time yet there is something that keeps me thinking of the one who never was my gfriend. she is in new york. still don't understand what the fuck she is doing there. when she was here, she said things to me that people just shouldn't say to one another unless they really mean them. we do things that i only see in the movies. things that i long to be able to do with someone else. i feel am closer to being that man that i want to be when she is around. i still am unsure if she really has thse powers that i feel or if it is simply me projecting onto her all of the things that i want. if she gave me the word: GO airplane tomorrow morning ny tomorrow afternoon but she never says GO. in the years that this little cali affair has been happening she has never said GO. i have tried to make her. I have come so close to her ear that i can feel its small hairs on my nose and wanted to scream GO!!!!!!!!!!!! i have said everything but that in hopes that this connection that we both acknowlege will be enough and that the movie will finally have its happy ending. but the movie keeps playing. in this new mindset i have, since the last bad one, i think i like the movie. i think that part of the reason she compels me the way she does is because it is a movie without the ending. the possibility of that ending seems to suffice for the time. 031125 ... mrs moore is just a word.... that has the horrible tendancy to have "my" put in front of it. who wants to be referred to by the person you love like a possesion. 031209 ... Bevesocth se also is_it_all_worth_it 040313 ... Anitsirk I just simply want to love someone who loves me just as much back. Screw the label, thats not nearly as important. 040313 ... Emberghost I once had a girlfriend. We had the worst relationship. I wanted to be with her, and so we were together, but everytime she looked at me I could see that I was not the one for her. It became so obvious that we weren't meant to be together when she started running after other guys right in front of my eyes, acting as if I could not see a thing. So I suggested that we weren't meant to be together, but I had become attatched to her, and told her I was sorry for what I had said. She said it was ok, and told me not to say anything like that again. As I sat there and cursed myself for how stupid I had been, I realised how lucky I was to know someone like her. At that time I went away for a holiday... I thought maybe it would provide me with the peace that I was looking for. How wrong was I... Every second of every day I thought of what she might be doing, what she might be thinking of... So I let time pass me by until it was time to return. To my surprise, when I had returned, she had made no effort to contact me. So I waited longer until I could see her again. I saw her again when I was walking, slowly walking with my head down, deep in thought of where she might be. Her hair was flowing gracefully behind her, and she was striding along without a care in the world. She looked so strong and determined, so independent and beautiful... Though she walked past, leaving me confused and weak. I tried to catch up to her, but either I was slipping back into the gap again, or she had increased her pace. I let her go, because I knew I could not contain her. Then she reached her destination, as did I, and I waited for her. I longed for her to see me and embrace me once more... Just once more... But she had forgotten what we once had. Although it was not much, it was what I had been looking for. That one thing that just seemed to make all the pains I had weaker. It made all my fears easier to bear... And she was the one that could do this. I realised that she did not want me. I realised that no matter what I did for her, she would continue on her own path. So it was known by both of us that it was over, without either one of us having to speak a word. All the pain that I had captured throughout my life was remembered in that moment. It made me realise just how much I did not want to be here. It made me feel that I was no longer being deluded, and now I could feel the truth once again: there was no point to life. Somehow, I managed to push this pain away for a time, and I was fine to watch her change. She turned all she had for me into bitterness and anger. She despised and hated me for all the reasons that I was not told. Yet I will take it... I will take anything from her, as long as it is from her. I would rather feel hated by her than to feel nothing at all. And so I continue my life, lonely, unsure and hopeless. She'll keep hating me until I fade away, and then she will be content once again. 040420 ... emmi all i really want is to be your girl 040421 ... touleontos isn't it a pretty stupid word, though? 040922 ... Utah i have one 041229 ... ms_ery I am always a girlfriend, never a wife. I can't stand the idea of another long-term relationship. I must be nice enough to keep around, too nice to get rid of, but not quite wife material. I guess a therapist would say the problem must be with me. Girlfriend, eternally. 041230 ... Somebody that I used to know -- Also a forever girlfriend, but i'm the one who's afraid of commitment... 050118 ... Staind_And_Souless I have no girlfriend. I can't keep hold of one for any length of time. She invaribly finds out that I'm not in love with her, but someone else. I'm single, and hating it. Because I know who I want to be with. 050201 ... Saddled Crooks It really is remarkable, how I’m capable of wasting time. I woke up at approximately 11:15 this morning, and the first thing I did was reach over to my phone to check if sarah had called me back, after I called her at 3:30 in the morning. I called her, say, three times over the next hour, then twice maybe in the next hour, and then periodically all day. I laid in bed and I listened to Bright Eyes and I wallowed, as my mother put it. I was wallowing all day. And then she finally gets home, and goes online – doesn’t call me, doesn’t e-mail me back……. I would think that if sarah had been calling me all day, periodically, the first thing I’d do when I found out is call her. But I guess I’m just not worth that much. 050206 ... you/me hmph no, your not. 050607 ... Maple Tree i hate this, because i like her. i envy her, she has your love. you make me cry. 060219 ... unhinged chick you spend time with in order to fuck 070405 ... ! that is called masterbating not fucking! 070406 what's it to you? who go blather from