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sillyelly it hits you like a bullet. you stand there in shock. how could you have been so wrong? where did this come from? and how long has it been going on? 990505
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Zed and of course your mobile phone is switched off, and probably was for at least the last 24 hours.

That probably wouldn't have changed things though... Just hate being out of control & and without communications.
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daxle to realize anything is horrible because it feels so much like truth but isn't any more truth than anything else 990518
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leslie Anyone know the song "you made me realize" by my bloody valentine? 990528
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mbv Wait for me because I waited for you
No that's not what you should do
Don't hate me 'cause I don't hate you
Insane eyes
You made me realise
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leslie oh yes, I thought maybe it was spelled realise. 990528
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richyl when something hit you hard enough to make you stop and think about everything when there is exactly nothing happening in a time you think you are in a different hour and place 991026
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valis etymologically, the word should mean "to make real".

and, hey, it does, doesn't it?
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marjorie I did not realize until a few weeks ago that "vivific" was a word. I love that word. it means "imparting spirit or vivacity". what could be better? so much in one word. it carries with it all the liveliness and renovation of any Renaissance... the Elizabethan era... on a plate in front of you. Everything you could want for life, all arranged neatly there without you ever even realizing it. 000203
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MollyGoLightly i need to go to the doctor. 000528
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WoNDERGIRL i was just at the doctor 000528
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WoNDERGIRL I just had the most amazing realization. That hundred bucks I threw away however long ago, I threw it away for a reason. I threw it away to be with you now. If it wouldn't have been wasted, I would have ended up with him, and who knows where I'd be now.

Thank god. Thank god it was you.
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rollins do you remember the last time you checked and found that you're the only one on earth who feels the way you do? In fact, you're the only one on earth besides me? Yup. That's how it is. It's you, me, and everything. 001221
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Geek awaken and grasp the concepts 011118
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little idiot real eyes realize real lies. 011218
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Freak the awakening of the mind 021029
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somebody that you don't really matter...

Everyone will replace you.
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Syrope im slowly realizing that this isnt going to work. i've been in denial. i mean, complete denial until i started here. then i resisted the truth, that i'm not cut out for this and i'm slowly going to fail. for the first time in my life...i'm going to fail at something. why did it have to be something so important? 021030
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mags i came to the point where i realized that every day i learn something new, which in turn proves that the number of things i don't know is infinite. This is all i really need to know. 030121
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blue star It just makes me so happy. It makes me feel new and better and happier and calmer and... like everything's ok. It's not, of course, but that's what it does for me.

If you knew what "it" was, you'd laugh. So I'm realizing that it's something just for me, and that's ok. I need something just for me, and even if no one else respects it... well it's not really about them.
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kookaburra i just realized, today, that you arent black and white.
I had coming to realization that not everybody is black and white.
I figured that out.
But you, im angry now, that you arent just a mean person.
I could attribute everything to that fact, and take comfort in the fact that, at least in goodness, i was a much better person.
But i cant use that crutch anymore.
Because sometimes you're nice to me.
And it makes it that much harder to tell you being nice from just pretending.
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andru235 that it_all_exists

then go back to your little corner of it
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not me "a moment of realization....a moment of realization is worth a thousand prayers" 051207
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Gurstacular The doctor said that only when we realize the wound does the pain begin. Your arm didn't hurt before you saw the blood, did it? 060330
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no reason i don't think you do
i'm pretty sure you don't
i'm not sure if i want you to
it's easier this way or something
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W.C. One day...

the fact that I am not the one you want anymore.
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