shock sillyelly the amazement you feel standing there alone. you never thought it could happen to you. it is only then you realize you are truly alone. 990505 ... megan right now i'm too much in shock to even cry properly. my heart can't comprehend what just happened. it won't register anything, i feel it, its all hard and closed up in my body like a rock. it's in denial, like me, maybe i put it in denial, maybe its me all closed off 991211 ... kate "what could it have ment. a sunny day and a sideswipe sideglance to a boy i saw in a computerlab ten years ago. playing with a paper duck. underneath the heart of an x-boyfriend" 001110 ... Invisible Butterfly everything that happens in my life is a shock , i open my eyes in the morning shocked that i'm still alive , i put myself thru hell and i'm shocked that i've made it this far , i shock myself everytime i look in the mirror... i love being shocked =-) 020528 ... blown cherry I fought so long and hard to be with you and now I'm here, and you're so near, sometimes it's so surprising to me that my emotions go into shock. I'm a blithering blathering happy mess :) 020801 ... Kristopher *singing* "Ya need a bit of *flash* Ooooh! Shock Treatment! Get you jumping like a real live wire, you need a bit of *flash* Ooooh! Shock Treatment! So, look out, mister, don't you blow your last resistor on a vista that'll mystify ya. . ." I think I'm one of the few people who like Rocky Horror Picture Show and Shock Treatment. Almost never two in the one. Hee. 021214 ... z A SONGALONGADONGABONGA TO ALLABALLABALLABALL THOSEDFIBIGUYAKANANANANA GAAGGAGA IF YOU WANT PUUMISH U WANT U KOMOONINGIGI U ASSASSSUUUU JINGAHANGIDI AMANIMONOLOMITH HAMMAMADAMAKARAMITH TUYUMUDUMULUMUNUTH DIMINIMINIMITH! 070601 ... z i did not post any of the above blathes. 070604 ... no reason i don't think i've ever felt like this before. i spent all last night crying and it's taking all of my efforts not to burst into tears at any given moment. 100610 ... lostgirl disheartened but not really surprised. it is what it is... 100610 ... deb apparently we hid it well perfect, we appeared It never really felt that way but there it is. Anyone who asks me what happened gapes in horror, "I had no idea!" Yeah, well, neither did I... 100917 what's it to you? who go blather from