comprehend
steve a world beyond your own. 991203
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girl i dont even try anymore. its a hopless enterprise. 000326
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Spete Hopless, perhaps.
However, we mustn't disregard entirely the skip and the jump.
Har, har.
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Mac Tonnies to understand, to intuit, to "grok" 020317
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reitoei no, not to grok. grok is deeper than comprehend. to comprehend is to look at something outside ourselves and create some vague illusion that we understand its purpose and meaning. to grok is to erase the boudary between the comprehender and the comprehended. to be zen, to be, to... to know.
but we mere mortals of earthly upbringing must merely comprehend. but comprehension is nothing more than blinding illusion. when we 'comprehend' something, we think we have it analyzed in every detail, we think we know everything about it and accept our comprehension as truth. and there goes the awe and mystery of the unknown. and then we find out we know nothing about anything and we, as human beings, will never accept that we have not the faintest inkling of what and why.
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scorpion heart is a pill i have not yet swallowed. 031116
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three words jupiter modal_seventh comprehend 100703
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d about the pill thing.
blue pill-exctasy.
red pill- STOP TAKING EXCTASY.
sometimes i think about my old
drug habit.
all the pot ever did was laugh at me.
the good times were illusions...
the hallucinations were momentary TRUTHS
created out of evil.
thats just me. it was habitual...
like any other every day thing.
so from that i learned the world
about laughter. its a language in
and of its own.
tells a lot. its social.
social is good.
its telling.

DRUGS HELP ART. DRUGS KILL PSYCHE.
it was killing me so i gave it up.
drama drama dr-ugs.
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hsg art is habit diffusing
addiction's_a_lack_of_art
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