|  | 
 |  | nothing |  | 
 | charley | is free. Nothing is better than sex. Nothing is sometimes hard to find. Nothing makes perfect sense. Nothing can be so fulfilling. We want nothing, we need nothing, we are nothing. | 980907 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | dallas | Can pay my bills better than robbing convenenience stores. | 980919 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Pacia | is a bit of calm inbetween somethings. Wise use of negative space that happens naturally. | 981107 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Dallis | It's just all so wonderful. Never irritating to the me, totally pure. Really happy. But lacking. Well, It is all I need. | 981118 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | k | nothing is happening to me right now. nothing is in my mailbox. nothing is making this right. | 981121 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Bob Dylan | And there's realling nothing Anyone can say,
 And I never did plan to go anyway,
 To Black Diamond Bay.
 | 981201 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | adam | there's nothing like you. | 990212 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | velouria | should expected, asked, depended on | 990302 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | michelle | invisible. a dotted line, you would fill this space if you were here right now. but empty. | 990303 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Chris | is everything | 990307 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Bob Dylan | Don't ask me nothin bout nothin Cause I just might tell you the truth
 | 990414 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Waldo 69 | There ain't nothing to be done unless you gotta do it. | 990606 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | emsie | nothing to me is sitting in the park with my best friend and just talking, and feeling nothing. Nowhere else I'd rather be... | 990608 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | heidi r. | is more powerful than God, more evil than the devil, the poor have it, the rich want it. | 990615 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Nate Higgins | The limitless miraculous void between stars and atoms that without our tiny corner of something would be undefinable. | 991030 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Nate Higgins | I’ve got nothing to say No reason to wake up today
 All out of lines can’t stop the show
 Nothing to hang on to I can’t let go
 Tear stained I’ve got nothing to cry about
 Open mouth wide nothing to shout
 | 991030 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | ricmariem | a thing that is not it tells how people rot
 by the time everyone's gone
 and things are unsaid,undone
 only one thing will prevail
 that is nothing but hell
 | 991031 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | barry menard | no thing is nothing | 991103 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | hstain | nothing is everything | 991112 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | me? | everything | 991116 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | |sCaRReD*disTrOyeD| | Nothing to live for. No one to help you. No one to guide you. No one to bail you out of your dark little hole you've dug for yourself. Alone. Lonely. Afraid. No escape. No shelter. No love. No hate. No feeling. Never there. Never here. Never alone. Never lonely. Never afraid. | 991127 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | valis | you think there's nothing there. look closer.
 there's something everywhere.
 | 991208 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | elimeny | You said I'm clingy... Yet distant...
 Making me unreliable....
 But nothing,
 and I mean nothing,
 Will ever compare to you.
 And nothing,
 I mean nothing,
 Will ever compare to me.
 And I only wanted you...
 I still only want you...
 But you hurt me,
 Latently insulted me,
 How would you have me react?
 I can't take everything,
 But I can't take this nothing.
 So there.
 | 991215 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | andrea | that's what he'd like me to believe i am his fists dent my esteem and puncture
 all i've come to believe i am
 walking out the door never seemed more
 desirable and frightening all at once
 retorts churn in my stomach but cannot
 find their way up my throat and out
 of my cracked, bleeding mouth
 still i sit in the dark, where i can't
 see my face with its missing pieces and
 shattered green eyes aching for a sliver
 of all they held when i was young
 yet in the blackness of my room i can
 feel the blackness of my eyes that ring
 around the pools of nothing that he
 loves so well that way
 | 991216 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Lionfire |  | 000117 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | nameless | without you im nothing 
 (placebo)
 | 000204 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | nathannnnnn | Nothing means nothing. Numb. Dirty. I am sick of it. Empty feelings. I need more vicodin. | 000221 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Midnight Bliss | emptiness, abandonment, black hole... 
 just another void in life...
 
 spiraling down the eternal black hole of nothing...looking around you and seeing a whirl of nothing, swimming in the sea of nothing...eternal darkness...heavenly bliss...
 | 000320 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | virus | is everything, while everything is nothing. Ironic, isn't it? | 000327 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | MollyGoLightly | I have everything. Fuck nothing. | 000328 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | jacob | nothing is all i need. | 000404 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Free | Its amazing how much can be said about nothing. | 000406 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Joana. | When I read words of wisedom that have nothing to do with me. I am not wise... and I know that I'll never be smarter or more experienced than I am today. I feel disappointment hitting back at me whenever I hear something that says so much to me... but that I always failed to express. I know deep down inside that I'm a failure at exteriorising what goes inside me... and that depresses me. I want to paint what I see... and write what I think. I want to see the world that lies inside of my mind... I want... but I can't. Maybe it's my curse... perhaps my fate was never art... but frustration. I waited for your comforting words...
 But they never came...
 | 000410 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | cares | words don't fail me now am i to late?
 looking for meaning that isn't there,
 analisis incomplete...
 try again later
 | 000415 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | birdmad | ...is sacred. ...lasts forever.
 ...now
 ...you can do to fix this.
 | 000416 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | silentbob | "what's up?" Nothing.
 Oh, if they only knew...
 How could this be happening? we mesh so well, she said...
 why do they have to get involved?
 it's hurting.
 it's breaking.
 it's making me want to cry.
 Nothing?
 Hardly.
 | 000703 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Maximus | nothing is as nothing does for none shall ever see, the nothingness all around
 except for you and me
 | 000807 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | zavyman | The nothingness is all around us The nothingness surrounds us
 Such a substance without substance
 Without a being, without reality.
 | 000807 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | simba | snoke the wounderous table | 000907 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | RoXy | So here I am again Replaced with a guy, once again
 What happened to our friendship?
 I thought we were best friends.
 Apparently men are more important to you
 And i'm just a back up for you
 Well, not anymore.
 Good luck finding a friendship
 Like the one we had.
 | 000926 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Jon | i got a cat named tonya. | 001007 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Nothing | ....I am someone I am something.....
 ....I am no one
 I am nothing....
 | 001008 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | jon | i got this cat named tonya. i didn't want her to EAT that bird, i couldn't let that happen!
 | 001021 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | no one | are you | 001111 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | goodspeller | i don't know, it's a mute point for me | 001111 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | zuhbin mehta | COMPLETE PIECE OF SHIT! | 001111 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | goodspeller | a complete piece of shit?? Isn't that something anyway?
 | 001111 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Pnumonomicroscpoicscillicovolcanokoniosis | There is not such a thing as nothing becuase once you give nothing a name, i is some thing. | 001125 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | lovers lament | . . .to hold me back from slitting your throat. well, jail, i guess there's that.
 but if i dream about it every night
 could i somehow contribute to your pain
 make it less, make it more?
 i wish everyone knew you.
 no, i mean knew you like i do.
 the manipulative, lying, conniving bitch
 say or do just about anything
 just to look good
 seduce them into your bed,
 maybe into that fucked up pretty head
 no one knows you like i do. . .
 
 copyright 2000
 | 001126 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Lunasa | When you have everything, something feels like nothing.
 When you've got nothing,
 ** everything feels like something **
 | 001211 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | ubliss | ***ubliss: The Ultimate Bliss*** 
 Subject: NOTHING, SOMETHING and EVERYTHING
 
 The only Fault in the UNIVERSE DESIGN is that:
 
 When you got nothing, you want something.
 
 When you got something, you want more_thing.
 
 When you got more_thing, you want everything.
 
 When you got EVERYTHING, you still want SOMETHING.
 
 And finally, you lose almost EVERYTHING or YOU ended up with NOTHING.
 
 This is the beauty of a vicious cycle to fool and trap everyman and woman in the UNIVERSE.
 
 Copyright 2000. ubliss.com
 | 001211 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Little Boy Blue | I've been talking to dead rabbits and feeding bloody walls. I've dong horrifying things with salad tongs. It's really eaten into my social life | 001224 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | twiggie | it's ok Nny. | 001224 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | " Nothing is Perfect ". " Nothing " is " Perfect ".
 
 Same phrase,
 Different meanings...
 | 001225 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | " Nothing is Complete ". " Nothing " is " Complete ".
 
 Same phrase,
 Different meanings...
 | 010102 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | " Nothing is Real ". " Nothing " is " Real ".
 
 Same phrase,
 Different meanings...
 | 010102 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | " Nothing is Free ". " Nothing " is " Free ".
 
 Same phrase,
 Different meanings...
 | 010103 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | tweedle | is as much of a time waster as this site. | 010103 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | " Nothing is Timeless ". " Nothing " is " Timeless".
 
 Same phrase,
 Different meanings...
 | 010103 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | ... | is this rabbit hole i've tumbled down. | 010121 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | k | do you ever find yourself curled in a little ball, buried in silence, and all of a sudden you notice tears falling down your face? crying about nothing. crying because you are nothing | 010128 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | god | i invented the piece of paper. | 010128 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | amy | there's nothing i hate more than nothing nothing keeps me up at night
 i toss and turn over nothing
 nothing could cause a great big fight
 -edie brickell
 | 010128 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | rollins | edie brickell still lives. | 010128 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Sintina | Seinfield was a "show about nothing." 
 Yesterday, I needed sleep and I couldn't sleep and Matt with his ever soothing voice sat on the other end of the phone and told me to "think about nothing." And I almost fell asleep, then the damn dogs started barking at the damn man outside. Damn it.
 | 010129 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | An important Question for 
 IN_SEARCH_OF_NOTHING:-
 
 What is the VIRGIN of NOTHING?
 | 010129 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | god | glass bagel, glass bagel | 010129 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | It should be 
 i) the_gene_of_nothing
 
 ii) Its connection(s) to the GENES of EVERYTHING...
 | 010130 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | CYB | THERE IS NO SUCH THING | 010130 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | god | black slacks... i'm the cat's pajamas.
 i also run around with crazy little mamas.
 | 010130 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | What is its connection to Superstrings? | 010130 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | god | lee bennett and the sparkletones. black slacks. 195? | 010131 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | Or more precisely, what are the possible connections between NOTHING or the_gene_of_nothing and String?
 | 010201 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | " Nothing is Eternal ". " Nothing " is " Eternal ".
 
 Same phrase,
 Different meanings...
 | 010204 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | god | beats me | 010205 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Nikko (kantinu) | if you have something. should there be nothing to accompany the something? if that something wasn't there, would there be nothing? try to juxtapose the something with nothing. express its dichotomy. but in order to address the nothing, the nothing must be something to say it is there. and then the nothing would then be something because it is there to contrast the something. so what am i trying to say? nothing. | 010205 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | sadboy. | nothing is something you have. | 010208 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | To be precise, 
 The_GENE_of_Nothing, instead of NOTHING, is something you & I have, and everything in U. that is all STARs and SHITs have.
 
 This is probably the only common gene / link between you and other stars / shits in U such as me, bird & bee, dog & cat, flower & tree, mountain & sea, etc. so that you can
 ' commnicate ' to them via your Sensors such as eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, mind etc. and their language such as body language, sound or noise, smell, etc.; with
 the_Power_of_Creativity...
 
 
 
 Copyright 2001. kx21.com
 | 010208 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | To be precise, 
 The_GENE_of_Nothing, instead of NOTHING, is something you & I have, and everything in U. that is all STARs and SHITs have.
 
 This is probably the only common gene / link between you and other stars / shits in U such as me, bird & bee, dog & cat, flower & tree, mountain & sea, etc. so that you can
 ' commnicate ' to them via your Sensors such as eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, mind etc. and their languages such as body language, sound or noise, smell, etc.; with
 the_Power_of_Creativity...
 
 
 
 Copyright 2001. kx21.com
 | 010208 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | To be precise, 
 The_GENE_of_Nothing, instead of NOTHING, is something you & I have, and everything in U. that is all STARs and SHITs have.
 
 This is probably the only common gene / link between you and other stars / shits in U such as me, bird & bee, dog & cat, flower & tree, mountain & sea, etc. so that you can
 ' communicate ' to them via your Sensors such as eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, mind etc. and their languages such as body language, sound or noise, smell, etc.; with
 the_Power_of_Creativity...
 
 
 
 Copyright 2001. kx21.com
 | 010208 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | To be precise, 
 The_GENE_of_Nothing, instead of NOTHING, is something you & I have, and everything in U. that is all STARs and SHITs have.
 
 This is probably the only common gene / link between you and other stars / shits in U such as me, bird & bee, dog & cat, flower & tree, mountain & sea, etc. so that you can
 ' communicate ' with them via your Sensors such as eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, mind etc. and their languages such as body language, sound or noise, smell, etc.; with
 the_Power_of_Creativity...
 
 
 
 Copyright 2001. kx21.com
 | 010208 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | unhinged | god, please please please, i would give everything and nothing if only people would only post what they have to say once. this is a pet peeve of mine. i read it the first time. i don't need to read it two more times. oh nevermind, this is just the 19th century opera talking... | 010208 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | It is most probably a ' Bug ' from something, instead of nothing... | 010209 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | quinto | if everything was nothing what would be left would you be someone or would nothing just be everything | 010211 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | ubliss | * ubliss: The Ultimate Bliss 
 *State of ubliss
 
 Anything is somehow between nothing and Everything...
 
 You are at the of Supreme Enlightment, more precisely, the Ultimate Bliss if you are nothing or you got everything...
 
 What is the probability of getting Everything?
 Logically, physically and practically impossible...
 
 
 Nothing or Everything, you have a choice.
 | 010211 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | dB | . | 010211 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | Nothing is real. 
 NOTHING is REAL.
 
 Same phrase..
 
 Different meaning...
 | 010216 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | luvly | doesn't exist for if it did it wouldn't becuse it isn't there; it is noting. | 010218 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | ithaca willow | there is no such thing as nothing...because nothing creates a vacuum. | 010310 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Aimee | What's wrong? Nothing, nothing's ever wrong, my life is perfect.... *sighs* | 010310 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | Nothing created / made God. 
 NOTHING created / made GOD.
 
 Same phrase..
 
 Different meanings...
 | 010311 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | monadh | was and is but then again
 same with everything
 | 010311 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Dafremen | Nothing, is sort of like something... without all of that stuff in the middle.
 | 010315 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | mikey | nothing happened someday was there ask anyone they might know everyone, could SOMEONE please give me a fucking answer? anybody?
 | 010315 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | lost | ME(Harlan,G_wiz13,Deputy_mayor,pwsxmny13,and scubahood13) | 010315 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Wishiwassomeoneelse | Therefore, I Am. | 010318 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Zoe | sometimes I feel like I have this. and then I think twice... look at aric. | 010328 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | The Inconceivability of Creation:- 
 From Nothing to Everything...
 
 
 The Inconceivability of Destruction:-
 
 From Everything to Nothing...
 | 010401 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Tai C. | everything means nothing to me... E.S. | 010404 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Chrity | What DID you think was between the ears of Res. George "Dubya" Bush? since he took office, has eny one else noticed how many more millitary accidents there have been? I wonder if there is a connection... | 010408 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | mpayton | I can think of nothing to blather about. 
 So I will just say 42.
 | 010409 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | "Nothing" is "impossible". 
 Nothing is impossible.
 
 Same phrase, different meanings...
 
 Faith in Nothing?
 | 010412 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Dafremen | Nothing IS, impossible. -
 -
 Yet a third...
 | 010412 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | TeriiK | She spoke words to me...they are regular words, i understood them. But when i heard them, i experienced a new feeling. Nothingness. I always thought u couldnt feel nothing, because it didnt exist. I thought it was just empty. But i felt it. The day she took my world away, i felt it, and i have been trapped in it since that day. Ive pushed everything down inside me, so deep, in hopes that it wont surface again. But it tears. It burns. It's killing me slowly, right this very second as i type this, right this very second as you read this. I am on my knee's, dying, for her. And she turned her head, and walked away. What is nothing? It's me... | 010415 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | The Truth | Get over it... 
 Even nothing is something.
 | 010416 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | psychobabe | nothing is nothing. Their is no such thing as nothing, what is nothing? define it. A matter of...you cant use your own word to define what something is. So nothing, is everything, and everything is nothing. | 010429 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | David Matthew | Nothing. Nothing is what I would most enjoy right now. A sudden misplacement of everything and everyone. Removal of the irritating, of the pointless, of the obnoxious and the sickening. I hate it all. This information should be useless to you. You should not care. If you do care, I apologize. | 010612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | nocturnal at work | nothing's what you people are doing to entertain me. slow day in blather land today. | 010613 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | The most inconcevable entity in U / You... | 010707 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | The most inconceivable entity in U / You... | 010707 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | The Origin of Everything... 
 Everything, e.g. God, the light, the tiny string, the air, the energy, etc. can not function / live without it...
 | 010707 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | TaterHead | ...is everything i have... | 010804 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | butt fungus | nothing is just a turd with all the shit
 scaped off of it
 | 010811 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | sykoze | the absence of everything, which in itself encompasses the infinitude of nothing, which therefore is its own grandpa.... | 010828 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | The only Entity which can make room or space for everything else, specifically, in Human's Mind... | 010829 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | The only Entity which can make room or Space for Everything else, specifically in Human Minds... | 010829 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | god | ah yes! sounds good to me! | 010829 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Skull | .... | 011001 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | lost | wow!!! i understand something that kx said it's amazing. | 011020 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | sEth | Its what life is. | 011110 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | god | black_glass bagel, that is | 011111 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Claire | fear | 011126 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | indust | nothing is something 
 science cannot see the thing of nothing
 
 it wishes to know nothing of nothing
 
 but it should
 | 011129 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | The existence of Nothing should be & must be early than Everything else e.g. Void / Hole, Space / String, Star / Shit, etc. specifically God? 
 Copyright 2001 kx21.com
 | 011217 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | The existence of Nothing should be & must be early than Everything else e.g. Void / Hole, Space / String, Star / Shit, etc. specifically God?
 
 Copyright 2001 kx21.com
 | 011217 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | me | How could something came from nothing? Nothing can come from nothing.
 | 011228 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Mahayana: Zakah: | nothing is everything &
 everything is nothing
 
 [it doesnt matter anymore]
 | 011228 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | ClairE | I'm not here. This isn't happening.
 | 011228 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Inanna | nothing records halo # how
 | 011228 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | oren | "Honey? Who's at the door?" 
 Valerie didn't answer right away.
 
 "Honey?"
 
 "Um, it's nothing."
 
 "What do you mean, it's nothing? The doorbell rang! Who is it?"
 
 There was another pause and then she answered him again.
 
 "It's nothing."
 
 "For christsakes, Val." Gene put his newspaper down and pulled himself up from his recliner.
 
 He walked to the foyer and suddenly felt the blood draining from his body. As his vision began to narrow, he could see the last bit of his wife being consumed by a great darkness spilling in through the door.
 
 The circle of light shrank quickly until Gene could no longer see anything.
 
 It was nothing.
 | 011229 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kim | lack of anything | 020114 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | bloodshotglass | i was sloppy and didnt tie my shoelaces of well-being. i slipped and fell into a puddle of depression. im not so sure anymore if i'm still lying there. i think i have rolled out of the puddle and i hover an inch over the ground, wet, but dripping. at least i was something before. at least i was sad and lonely and unhappy. now im nothing. my emotions are transparent and when i open my mouth to speak, voice steams out into curling wisps of silent smoke. i worry that i am allowing my soul to escape me bit by bit when i drop my jaw. so now i clench my teeth and purse my lips. i dont want to lose what little i have left. | 020119 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | misaligned | nothing like a big cuddly pink monster to chase away my blues | 020205 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | T47 Major | i won't let you leave everything and come back to nothing. ill be with you the day you have to leave, and ill still be yours the day you come back | 020209 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Mateo | Much to do about... | 020213 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | jimbop@37.com | WHO IS THIS NATE HIGGINS! And on the day that he wrote that poem, where was I? the year, 1999, obscure then, and obscure now. | 020305 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Paci | WHO IS THIS NATE HIGGINS! And on the day that he wrote that poem, where was I? the year, 1999, obscure then, and obscure now. | 020305 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Ivonna H. | no thing | 020305 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Saint | always knows the prospects
 learned to expect
 nothing
 
 nothing
 
 (Music_for_the_masses kicks all kinds of ass)
 | 020305 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | Is Nothing "nothing"? 
 A m_question...
 | 020321 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | ilikefood | is nothing something? can something be nothing?
 
 
 we arrive from the cloudy nothingness of early memories and leave, tackling the unknown nothing that waits for us in death...
 
 with all this nothing around, it's easy to slip and descend into nothing on the way from one nothing to another
 | 020403 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | misstree | just let's talk about nothing
 let's talk about no one
 please talk about no one
 someone
 anyone...
 
 you and me
 have a disease
 you affect me,
 you infect me.
 i'm afflicted, you're addicted
 you and me
 
 -bad_religion
 | 020404 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Photophobe loves Thom Yorke | with a gun and a pack of sandwiches and nothin..
 | 020404 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | aero | it all returns to nothing. it just keeps tumblin' down, tumblin' down, tumblin' down.
 it all returns to nothing.
 i just keep lettin' me down, lettin' me down, lettin' me down.
 | 020612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kill rhythm | nothing_from_something | 020612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | inoadi | stop nothing | 020715 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | inoadi | celebrate the end of nothing! | 020716 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | jayseehc | nothing can fix my pain... nothing can end my emptiness... why am I so lonely? skin like winter, heart like stone... nothing can make me return... | 020909 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | What if you are just a tiny hole in Nothing? | 020909 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | xadle | what if you are nothing in nothing? then you're not a seperate nothing. it's all just one big something. | 020909 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | altair | there is nothing in the violin case anymore | 021107 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | evil penguin | i dont know whqt to say. i went to commment on the word nothing so i could say just that NOTHING. i dont know i hope that nothing turns into someting | 021125 | 
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 | yenaldlosi | gnihton | 021125 | 
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 | da regulator | Everything + Nothing = Half | 021125 | 
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 | zero | everything + nothing = half half on the number line is zero
 zero = nothing
 
 everything + nothing = zero
 only 0 + 0 = 0
 
 everything = nothing
 nothing = everything
 
 Can't fuck with God, can you.
 | 021207 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Rhin | i am nothing, and i am moving somewhere to the middle of Nowhere, Arizona. | 021210 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | morphine. | what? 
 too loud. that stuff just makes me sad
 
 now,
 
 adf.
 | 021211 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | me | My days are filled with | 021231 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | cielo del verano | comma "we believe in" 
 hahahahahaha
 
 nevermind, you guys don't get it
 | 030104 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | the great goddess | Everything is nothing. Meaningless. Everything is meaningless. Nothing is meaningless. | 030106 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | joe | somtimes nothing is better than something. | 030126 | 
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 | Ash | Nothing compares to how you make me feel. Nothing can change the understanding we have.
 Nothing can take away our time together.
 | 030206 | 
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 | us and they | nothing can matter | 030209 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | akenbosche | nothing CARES | 030217 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Aelwryn | Nothing...it's a release from the aching pains of the day, as the early dawn stretches
 to sweep away the cooling darkness
 that descends upon my mind
 night after night
 to devour my thoughts
 my feelings
 my troubling life
 so that I may rest and start anew
 to fight the battle over again.
 | 030225 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | niska | that's another absolution-type word. 'nothing', is always 'something' in denial-disguise. "what's in there?"
 "nothing."
 
 there's no such thing as nothing. what does nothing look like? what are nothing's properties? where do you get nothing? how would nothing taste? how can nothing exist if there's nothing to indicate it's presence?
 a-ha. just like that.
 | 030302 | 
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 | DevilsLyric | I was walking out of the bathroom of a small convient store called elmers. Or at least thats what I call it. The guy who runs it is nammed Elmer. Well actually it Elmario Dot Dot. He's from the Phillipines. Anyway as I walked out I realized I was extremely hungry. I hadn't eaten all day because we had just got back from a trip to wisconsin. We have a summer home up there. Its nice. Awesome view, and satelite. So I walked to grab some cheetos. I dont know why I grabbed cheetos. I dont even like them but I was thinking about a comedian I saw on comedy central that reffered to himself sitting on a beanbag chair naked, eating cheetos, and since I was in real daze I picked up the cheetos. I slowly trotted to the checkout and put the cheetos on the table as if they were money in a bet. Elmer rang them up gave me a price and stuffed them in a brown paper bag. I knew that bag would be used for a garbage bag later and as I thought that elmer asked me if I still enjoyed karate. I had taken Tai Kwon Do when I was five till about seven but quit because I didn't have much enthusiasm anymore. I answered Elmer by saying that I still liked it but I quit the class a while ago. As I looked at him I remembered how my dad always said that he looked just like Jackie Chan. I studied his face, raised my eyebrow and concluded that my father had been correct. I decided I would mention it to him when I saw him next. I almost tripped over my left foot (which I do accasionally) as I stepped away from the checkout. I stared blankly at the door and pondered how I would get to the car without getting wet from the pouring rain. The weather man had said that it would be light snow but on the way back from art class it had turned into rain. I came closer to the door and did my usual turn around to say farewell to elmer. As I did this I saw the poster with a hot blonde chick on it drinking a budweiser or some kind of beer. I remember I remembered myself remembering thinking that she was the embodiment of bland american, non-exotic, beauty. I forgot to say goodbye to elmer and headed for the door. I opened it with one hand, heared the old chritmas bells ring and walked into the rain. 
 A gun fired, a light flashed, and I was looking up into the beautiful clouds, my mind slowly closing around me.
 | 030308 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | monolith | Presenting the new improved me !! .... With more caffine , cocoa , sugar and math than ever before !
 | 030316 | 
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 | minnesota_chris | yay for math! | 030316 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | peony | the core feeling from which all emits, radiates, digresses into an eternal and blissful life form. reaching for the utmost edge of oblivion i have found you in the dark, recesses of the abyss. | 030413 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Danbo | There's always something, never nothing | 030417 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | god | i got mine at the mall | 030417 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | novice | if there was nothing, then thered be no one around to observe the nothingness, so you cant say there will always be somewthing | 030417 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | shorlove | ...records since 1995. | 030425 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | shorlove | ...to remember including tabula rasa.
 :;
 | 030426 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | trixie | all at once I seem to have nothing. Years of work and none of it has bloomed. What the hell do these people take me for? An infidel? A traitor? A delinquent? Or to them am I just plain nothing... something easily stepped over because I conform only to myself. And each day my soul twists and contorts more and more to become more or an individual. I was taught that being different than the pack was good, wonderful. That such a way of life instantly bred people like Andy Warhol and Maria Callas. The people that have sweat and dirt and gasoline running through their bodies, not just normal old blood like everyone else. The magic trick was, they assured me, was that these fire breathing monsters of distain and neglact found beauty through the fury that blinded all the princesses, bakers, and white knights in the town. Those who can slap society across the face with its own visage, those are the people who are never left alone. | 030430 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Novice | Nothing is the substance that causes one to slid speedly down into the darkest hole in one's life...depression, the nothing becomes stronger when the only power of biopolar is added into the picture. That nothing covers over you and causes the most twisted and disturbing feelings that you can face, taking family and friends to destroy them within your mind. Trying to pain and turn you | 030502 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | i touch myself i want you to love me... | 030507 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | mr.decker | nothing is the only comforting possiblity. FUCK! every time i talk of nothing i am effectively assigning to it a "something".
 | 030619 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | god | i got a cat named tonya | 030619 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | sorry about that. | the amount of nothing, here on blather is astounding. | 030629 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | angry j. | kisses to kx! | 030629 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | delial | you think nothing of whispering sweet nothings in her ear; when someone tries to whisper them into yours,
 you back away..
 
 why is that?
 | 030706 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | ItGirl | Time spent with you and it meant to you
 nothing
 i was nothing at all
 and i gave you all
 all for nothing
 we were nothing at all
 
 My kisses were my soul
 and you tossed them
 and my heart in my eyes
 and you turned away
 and i cried
 but you felt nothing
 nothing at all
 
 I would have given everything
 given anything
 just for something small
 but you had nothing
 nothing at all
 
 So just one more thing
 and i will go
 and i love you so
 and you feel nothing
 nothing at all
 | 030708 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | ferret | nothing is everything death is only the beginning?
 the death is only begging
 begging is the only death
 | 030708 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | ferret | how strange that i was just clicking random words and it took me here to something that i was the last the blathe on. how fascinating. how facilitating. may i use your faculty? i mean uh... facility, yeah that's it! | 030806 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | nomme | it means nothing | 030806 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | lililila. | the feeling of being an empty shell 
 a body, with no feelings or emotions
 | 030901 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Lemon_Soda | *silence* | 030910 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Ni | this is a thing i cannot comprehend not for lack of trying
 but for lack of ability
 how can there be nothing?
 where does the nothing begin?
 does it begin at all?
 where does it end? (if it ends)
 is there nothing beyond the end of the universe?
 what does nothing look like?
 it cannot be white - white is all colours of light
 perhaps it is black, absence of colour
 or is black something?
 these thoughts, they go in circles
 they are unanswerable (to me)
 | 030921 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | skye | we'll be nothing eventually we'll be gone,
 dead,
 over with.
 
 but do i care?
 no.
 | 031108 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | scorpion heart | breathing. alone. black darkness unveils its nothing emptyness over the house over the city over the world. i sit breathing. nothing fills my world. nothing. for some, sitting, breathing, with nothing, is the hardest part of the day. sitting, thinking nothing, thoughts pushed out of my mind, is the best. | 031116 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | magicforest | - is creepier than knowing that someone is tracing you on paper. 
 I am just magicfawest.
 
 Riddle me one, here follower, I will give one to you:
 
 VISITORS by SARAH ELLIS.
 | 031120 | 
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 | Wtf | i hate you | 031129 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | ToDorothea | Is my throat towards your ears. I can't fucking do this anymore. I have to get something done before you are gone. I fucking need you more than ever. | 031210 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | seldon | The absence of nothing and yet the presence of nothing
 | 040105 | 
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 | noggin the nog | is in sumer time, nothing is in winter time, nothing waits for your dime, nothing tastes of bitter lime. 
 do you have a blurry head ache from all that lemonade? Why dont you try that lime?
 
 Because its nothing
 | 040205 | 
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 | Webley | maybe its already everywhere | 040305 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | zeke | non thing | 040305 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | zeke | un thing | 040305 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | zeke | diaphanous evanescent
 formless
 incorporeal
 shapeless
 empty
 Vague
 | 040305 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | ryen | she is nothing to me now. 
 nothing left to remind me of her.
 | 040308 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Riva | annihilation, aught, bagatelle, blank, cipher, crumb, diddly, duck egg, extinction, fly speck, goose egg, insignificancy, naught, nihility, nix, no thing, nobody, nonbeing, nonentity, nonexistence, not anything, nothingness, nought, nullity, obliteration, oblivion, scratch, shutout, trifle, void, wind, zero, zilch, zip, zippo, zot | 040309 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Infinity | Nothing is happening. Nothing ever has happened.
 Nothing ever will happen.
 Nothing can happen.
 Nothing.
 | 040410 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | The Heretic | VUJA DE - THE FEELING THAT NOTHING HAS EVER HAPPENED BEFORE | 040410 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | x twisted x | nothing....sweet nothing. | 040412 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Webley | nothing matters nothing begins to matter
 matter is something
 the nothing is something
 or everything is nothing
 | 040419 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | corbin | je suis | 040419 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | dudeinanigloo | I am doing nothing... Je ne fais rien...
 Yo no hago nada...
 Ich mache nichts...
 Non faccio niente...
 
 Just sitting here talking amongst strangers...
 | 040428 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | rawmayhem | is good on this page | 040429 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | phil | does word nothing mean something to you? | 040430 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | *The M of Free_will... * | 040430 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | hsgatincamail | now im | 040523 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | lou_la_belle | i could cry so many tears but they would mean nothing
 do nothing in this place
 so i keep them locked away
 until the sun has fallen
 and i'm alone in once more
 safe in my bed from prying eyes
 where i let them free
 and cry myself a dream
 | 040607 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | nobody says: | nothing | 040607 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Nothing | OOps... 
 = Zero Knots 040611
 | 040611 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | daxle | i want to put a bubble around my head so nothing can come in
 no words
 no sights
 no sounds
 i'll run out of air
 darkness blackness absence
 fall until i touch the grass
 *pop*
 the world will come back but i'll be different
 untoucheable
 untastable
 inaudible
 transparent
 and you'll never hurt me again
 | 040611 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Finger | Free | 040611 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | .... | I can't see the moon | 040611 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Moon | kx21 * Parallel_Sayings * 
 Woman_with_NO_pants (florescent light)
 
 Human with NO knots... 040611
 | 040611 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | SA | moon=enlightened | 040611 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | SA | enlightened=no_knots | 040611 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | x | enlightenment=vapidness? | 040611 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | .... | I see your point 
 dull possibly
 | 040611 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | dosquatch | Vapi...? Yes! That's correct, we have a winner! The Simple Life 2 is correct (check your local listings) 
 Hey, Al, tell her what she's won!
 | 040611 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | .... | aggrevated me twice. | 040611 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Finger | I_am_Nothing | 040611 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | dosquatch | What, that I said The Simple Life is vapid? | 040611 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | dosquatch | Or that I cracked a joke? | 040611 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Moon | Supreme_Enlightenment 
 Nothing = Zero Knots
 | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | mood ring | nothing as of yet has convinced me that sa is not really kx21's other personality... | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Moon | Supreme_Enlightenment 
 Nothing = Zero Knots
 | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Moon | Supreme_Enlightenment 
 Nothing = Zero Knots
 | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | dax | then why don't you go achieve that instead of mucking around here? | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | SA | I can't follow dosquatch 
 but I can follow kx21...
 
 ??????
 | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | SA | lululamyland 
 should convince you
 | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | witchesrequiem | Fuck Fuck
 Fuck...
 
 Nothing now..
 
 Does anyone know how to interpret computer lingo..
 
 I have 14 chapters in computer language...
 2 years of my life nothing but chaos....
 Fuck u Ryan.....
 
 Es kostst ihn ein Heidengeld.
 
 die schraube du!
 | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | :) | Don't Fuss? 
 Give
 
 "There is No Wisdom, and There is No Attainment Whatsoever."
 
 * I_am_Nothing *
 | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | dosquatch | Oh, like I've posted anything that complex in the past week. You can follow kx, but not me? What's not to follow? Why do you want to follow anybody, anyway? Blaze a new path. Lead US somewhere. It's all good. 
 
 I've had the samw thought, kookaburra, I just haven't said it out loud.
 | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | dosquatch | What do you mean by "computer lingo", req? | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | Web Results 1 - 30 of about 238,000 for computer lingo. (3.03 seconds) 
 Computer Lingo
 Computer Lingo. Familiarity with the terms and components associated with computers
 and technology makes understanding and purchasing one much easier. ...
 www.tulane.edu/~resnet/content/computerlingo.htm - 13k - Cached - Similar pages
 
 Basic Computer Lingo
 ... Basic Computer Lingo. What is a computer? To a lot of people, it is
 a box that sits on a desk, does totally incomprehensible things ...
 www.onlinewbc.gov/docs/techno/lingo.html - 29k - Cached - Similar pages
 | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | dosquatch | Don't take this the wrong way, but shut up, kx21. I know what computer lingo is, it's what I do for a living. I want to know specifically what witchesrequiem is asking about. | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Knowledge | = Finger_and_Moon... | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | dosquatch | AND we're well aware of what Google is and how to use it, and that you know how to use it. Spare us for a moment. | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | . | so as 
 Man_Talk and Woman_Nag...
 | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | dosquatch, kx21, etc. 
 They are the M_species of Finger_and_Moon....
 | 040612 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Blink | like a discussion, understanding through blatter is like understanding nothing. Computer lingo are two words, what is two? Is it a pair? How many are two pairs then? Four? Or two pairs of 5 pairs = 10? Nothing is all around us, understanding is thought communication... True? No! | 040618 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | chloeNtheSUN | inhale the nothingness chilled you through
 living, breathing, like you wanted to
 absorbing your everything. anything. nothing.
 it smothers you...
 | 040625 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Destiney | negative space is running out, every birth takes more, we die we decompose that soil can be compacted, burned, ground into smoke, but never completely erased it is in this wasy that we live forevever, in this way that we destroy negative space, we are slowly destroying nothing. | 040626 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | kx21 | iLink:- I_am_Nothing... | 040701 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Jonas | nothing comes from nothing when nothing be. For example, let's say there was a pirate hunting for treasure. If he were instead hunting for nothing, he would have already found it and would then do nothing. Having his nothing, he would then have to pursue something since nothing was what he had. Until he found it and then he no longer had nothing - then the pursuit would be of nothing again. That is, a pursuit of finding a way to eliminate something so that nothing remains. | 040707 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | nevermore | {} | 040817 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | joe07 | nothing is something 
 like, kick-ass record label :P
 | 040827 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | TK | If I speak in the tongues of angels, but have not love I'm only a resounding noise
 If I have the gift of knowledge
 And if my faith moves mountains high
 But have not love I am nothing
 
 [Chorus]
 Though I know the One
 Who holds the stars in the heavens
 In the palm of His hand
 If I give all I possess
 To the poor and the helpless
 I'll still gain nothing
 Without love
 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!
 Without Love - Stacie Orrico
 | 040912 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | metamantrg | i feel like nothing when your not here our home is empty while your away
 | 040914 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | lifay | place of birth close your eyes, go home
 be nothing, arrive again through any dream you choose
 out through tunnels, explore infinity, celebrate your limitless energy
 nothing to hold you there, you can arrive at your choice of anywhere
 | 040920 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | hetaira | nothing is better than you in my arms again. 
 nothing is better than when you go away again.
 
 though i love you, i only like you in increments.
 
 nothing is meaningless.
 | 041005 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | ofsuch | the default of my accomplishments | 041006 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Staind_And_Souless | You feel nothing for me. I am nothing. | 041031 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | BitterSweetDream | Sometimes, nothing is everything | 041031 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | phoenix | fucked. | 041031 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Josephine_Death | Ego sum nihil, ergo ego sum. I am nothing, therefore i am.
 | 041113 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | djstar | everything means nothing to me everything means nothing to me
 everything means nothing to me
 everything means nothing to me
 everything means nothing to me
 everything means nothing to me
 everything means nothing to me
 everything means nothing to me
 --------ELLIOTT SMITH---------
 | 041119 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | birdmad | c'est moi | 041119 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | () | (dagger to heart. and such beauty dies. i will miss him) | 041119 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | djstar | nothing and perfection have so much in common. They don't exist. | 041214 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | andru235 | nothing isn't 
 if it were
 the moment it was
 it would instantaneously vanish
 
 for if 'nothing' persists for a moment
 it becomes a moment of nothing
 and that, my friends, would be something
 
 there is only infinity
 | 041226 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | absoloot | we've | 050128 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | witchesrequiem | sometimes I feel like I died back when I was ten and choking. B/c since then I GO unnoticed....and I am way to loud to be unnoticed...
 Maybe I am insane and it it nothing.
 | 050128 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl | say nothing do nothing
 be nothing
 to escape criticism.
 
 sometimes i wonder if i have borderline personality disorder.
 i actually sit there and wonder.
 
 i read Girl_Interrupted and at the back it defines borderline personality disorder.
 i could have been reading a description of me.
 
 i feel so cold
 i feel so empty
 
 most of the time i feel so fucking numb.
 like i'm dead.
 
 slicing memories onto my legs and watching the jewelled drops form, and throughout the months afterwards, watch the resilient red lines darken but not fade.
 no pain = no feelings.
 
 a simple equation that has become my life.
 | 050128 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | etyler | . | 050207 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | piercedjenny | i miss our friendship, but i say nothing i miss you more than anything but our schedules conflict
 not talking to you is like denying myself
 but i keep silent
 i miss laughing
 and crying
 and being able to tell you things i'd deny to anyone but you
 
 but i say nothing, because i'm unsure
 maybe for the first time ever "nothing" is all i am to you
 | 050404 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | no reason | i used to want to listen to tool and such music when i felt depressed so we could feel angry and depressed together and we would make me feel better or at least not so unhappy in my unhappiness because we would understand each other and relate to each other. 
 but it doesn't work anymore. i don't want to relate to depressing music, i don't want to understand depressing things, i don't want to write about them or think about them or feel them anymore. it's when i'm not given a chance that these triggers come, people make assumptions and don't give chances anymore.
 it's not that i_hate_people
 it's not that i'm angry
 i'm just tired
 so tired
 of this.
 i just want a second chance so badly
 i just want these triggers to go away.
 | 050408 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Gardien | Eric has a bottle He keeps it on the shelf
 He shows it to nobody
 Not even to himself
 There's nothing in the bottle
 Not even bottle fluff
 But Eric loves his bottle
 Cause nothing's quite enough
 | 050501 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Louisa Zhang | i love nothing i am nothing
 i see nothing
 i smell nothing
 i feel nothing
 i hear nothing
 
 i hate everything
 | 050528 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | duckling | i have nothing more to say. | 050708 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | no reason | tonight i would like to talk about nothing. there is lots of nothing here at my fingertips. the nothing could last for hours more than it already has. any volunteers for nothing?
 no? nothing?
 okay.
 | 051113 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | olileauk | is non-existant. There is never nothing. there is always something. Always. | 051218 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | love | dear mike 
 i know my thoughts of suicide perhaps hit a spot
 too personal.....
 sorry i was just telling how it is...
 i didnt mean to make you upset
 but i have it planned out
 and i felt like telling
 someone and you listened
 you fucking listened i've never told
 anyone anything like that
 and you fucking listened
 why? why do u listen
 i love you and i hate you for it
 didnt mean to make you cry
 i know it sads in a way, i almost cried myself it sounds so sad when it comes out
 i wouldnt know since i havent tried it til today
 
 
 
 
 
 me please
 | 060106 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | badjonni | 
 
 nothing
 
 
 ever reaches here
 | 060117 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | pneuma_9000 | When I kill myself, there will be no heaven, no hell, no eternity except an eternity of Nothing, of Oblivion. Too many of you are afraid of being nothing, of not being able to think or remember or exist, and cling to antiquated religions that let you rest easy with the illusion that there is an eternity of salvation and bliss waiting for you. I think you are kidding yourself. Someday I will kill myself, not because I am weak or morally diseased, but because it will be the right time, because I am not afraid of Nothing. Nothing will be my peace. | 060214 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | Ishutan | My words, like a torrent thought flow... 
 Express subways running through my mirrored decisions, I am Alice... in male form looking for my looking-glass, trying to find my way back.
 Water fluid as a moment, toast and cheese with all pills popped, coffee soda meant for elevated individuals, not like me.
 Disengaged thought patterns.
 
 Red ball hopping along down side streets angeled towards the sky, this world is upside down and when it rains we all drown. Infidelity and moldy transgressions, deep dip stick stuck in sour powder candy plastic tubes poured out for naught! FOR NAUGHT! And this thought is my butter spread and thinned across the dirt that makes me want to clean myself... even earth is readily available for the most exact sale, O.B.O.!!! Ten Million men with yen spend uncaringly all their pointless pennys in adult arcades where everything is infected with a single word (A word that whispers its existence like a stupid blue jay in New York City, choking down smog in hopes of one day being free) fuck.
 
 You all judge me by my shoes!
 This is not my car, and you are not, certainly not, allowed to judge me by the shoes which drive it.
 I turn away now, into an alley where Jesus is rolling dice and Buddha is drunk in the garbage. This thought is amusing but I can't stand by it for fear of being a gigantic screw up.
 | 060412 | 
 |  | ... |  | 
 | mp21k | MUCH ADO ABOUT NOTHING 
 http://www.gresham.ac.uk/event.asp?PageId=4&EventId=258
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 | Gabriel | a state of mind, arbitary floating. see something? i doubt it'll stop for you. it isn't placid. it's torrential when it builds up. 
 (and up. and up.)
 
 (forever?)
 
 (unsure.)
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 | mghnfsz | is awesome!!! | 070109 | 
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 | sexy | I heart sex Sex hearts me
 Let's have sex!
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 | QuietChaos | Nothing is forgotten, Nothing goes away,
 Nothing gives you nothing,
 Nothing's here to stay.
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 | Courtney | I started out as nothing. I will go out as nothing. Fun times. | 070404 | 
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 | angie | flaregun. | 070508 | 
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 | Bitter | the Muslim taxi driver didn't like me drinking a beer in his taxi, well didn't particularly like him touching me the way he did. What is worse? 
 i wasn't asking him to drink the beer... he had no respect for me just because i was drinking a beer, i wasn't behaving badly - i can control myself when i drink.
 
 i don't understand, i wouldn't have been touching a man like that.
 
 everything went horribly wrong after that like a bad ripple... i just came across aggressive and demanding people, horrible people, people with no heart... making comments to people like they want to kill them, i just don't know how people can say things like that, i stick up for my friends because they are a part of me, normally i would ignore it but i couldn't hold it in, i had to face them and ask them why they said such a comment - that was when they wanted to kill me - 3 big six foot guys against me... i'm honestly not scared... i don't have a knife or gun and i do not use any physical defence.. they can if they want... it's not going to make a difference to the world if they kill me... but it hurts too much when people are so aggressive so full of hatred.
 
 later on in the night... i was having a normal conversation with someone... he got aggresive with me.. i was talking about passivity, he had such a strong opinion that you HAVE TO FIGHT... it was just a conversation which turned him in to someone extremely aggressive.
 
 then i broke down, i've never been like that in public before.. i just couldn't hold it in anymore..
 i did make some mistakes after that, it doen't feel good, i'm not usually like that.
 
 where have all the good people gone ?
 why do peole hate so much ?
 
 this city only seems to harm me ... not sure how much longer i'm going to try. it's distroying my soul
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 | one of many | Nothing frightens me. 
 A vacuum . . .
 What Nature abhors so too must we - are we not all products of Nature? What is unnatural? Certainly anything which occurs in Nature - that realm outside ourselves - the universe - the only realm there is or can be, that which encompasses all - all is natural, for can that which comes of that which is natural ever be unnatural? From whence comes the unnatural? It is but a figment. There is but one source, and from that we all come, naturally. Every thing comes from nature. Where comes nothing? Is vacuum, then, unnatural? And yet we can create one, we natural creatures of the Earth. We who think of our creations as something not of nature, but above nature, simply because it was we who made them. Are we ourselves supernatural? Do we not come from the same source as the birds and the bees and the flowers and trees? If a man-made house is outside of nature, what then of a bird's nest or bee's hive? These things did not simply grow, but were built. Does that make them supernatural, unnatural, or are they only another aspect of Nature?
 
 But I digress. The topic is nothing. I was speaking of man-made pockets of nothing, those little vacuums we use to reduce friction and such; or, more domestically, to clean our homes by exploiting the Natural tendency to fill such pockets, given a chance. These are not what frightens me.
 I am told that beyond the air we breathe and the sky we see by day, when Earth's atmosphere is lit up by the sun it keeps company with lies the sky we see by night. A vast expanse not quite filled with points of light which, I'm told, are other suns and other planets lighted by them, between which is a whole lot of nothing. A natural vacuum, one assumes, which is to say it came from Nature directly - rather than being constructed, in essence it grew there - if indeed a lack of something can be said to come from anywhere. Still, it is not this inert nothingness which frightens me. It is no threat unless one is foolish enough to travel there without the appropriate precautions. In that sense, the sea is more dangerous than the sky. Even the sea does not frighten me. But, in the middle of the sea, with no protection from drowning, exposure, starvation, sea creatures, I would indeed be frightened. But what frightens me is not the same sea I would happily swim in nearer ship or shore; what frightens me is the proximity of death.
 
 When one dies, the body is just a broken body, a machine which has ceased to do its job, which is of course to allow the mind living within it to go on living and interacting with whoever and whatever that particular individual chooses to interact with. It is disposed of in much the same manner as any other broken thing - hauled away to a dump with other broken things and left there to decompose. There is of course generally more ceremony associated with its disposal than with most broken things, but that is because we are not merely losing a thing, we are also losing contact with the mind that interacted with us through the thing. Because it is the nature of death that we who live no longer have a means of communication with the one who died, we have no way to be certain what has happened to that mind. Perhaps it is still within the body as it goes to the grave, able to think but not to speak, a sort of permanent dream-state. Perhaps it flies off to heaven - up into the sky, beyond Earth's atmosphere to the vacuum of space, to fill it or to become a part of the vacuum, nothing and more nothing, unable even to think, experiencing nothing of the experience of nothingness. If it had flown off at a different angle it might have gone into the sun, to burn and burn for all eternity. Perhaps the mind breaks as the body breaks, running down and ceasing to function, thinking nothing and experiencing nothing. Ceasing to exist.
 It is these thoughts of becoming nothing that frighten me. Some see death as a release, a relief, a cessation of pain. They fail to see that same death as a cessation of life, a release from all feeling, thinking, being. Not a relief, for relief is a feeling, and you cannot feel if there is no you. No happiness, no sadness, no anger, no love, no light, no warmth, no darkness and cold. No contemplation of the lack of sensation. Nothing.
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 | Myrra aka WFi | You cannot have SOMETHING without NOTHING. NOTHING is what brings SOMETHING into focus...
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 | Ryakoth | No thing is nothing | 100114 | 
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 | nandita | I missed you, love. | 100115 | 
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 | hsg | re member ance | 100115 | 
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 | rubydee | Recently. | 190724 | 
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