expected somebody she will join him, as expected, forever and i will leave, go far away, as expected, and from many states away i will miss her and mourn her, but through each state i will grow, hopefully stronger, as expected...so much pain breeds empathy at least 000911 ... Luke Brannon and there I was just sitting sharp shining of her buttonfly caught me unexpectedly 010809 ... love hangover what i expected and what i wanted were two very different things to me expectation equals demand so i prefer to expect negatives, that way if that demand goes unmet, it means something positive actually happened (yeah, i'm a flaming fuckin' pessimist, the world can try and sue me already) i EXPECTED to be on the shit-list and in the doghouse from the word "go" i EXPECTED i would be left sitting alone in that little room for the entire week i wanted certain things to happen, yes...but it didn't ruin things for me that i didn't get all that i wanted...that's just how things work out sometimes. and it bothers me that you believe i would think less of you for that. if you want to call me a friend, at least try and have a little faith in me in that department, please. 010906 ... god i got a caterpillar named tonka 030613 ... person don't expect anything. you'll get your hopes up. just take things as they come. 040626 what's it to you? who go blather from