wanted typhoid a group. so many questions asked. so many more i wanted you to ask me.. you asked what do i like to do? change. (pause) what do you see when you close your eyes? where did i learn to fall? (why cant i remember any questions?) when was the last time you cried? what is my favorite part of my body my hands. i just rememberd you wanted to hold them afterwards... im so busy forgetting things.. 000211 ... unhinged years of desire just intensify want to be close to you your saliva already on my face i could be your pills swallow me down i do dissolve i have dissolved so many times in your eyes remedying hurt with a muscle contraction i can see through you and it's a beautifully pained sculpture of incessance that could untwist my hardened iron upwards outstretched grown on hugs watered with sentiment 010117 ... chanaka i WANTED to watch the west wing. but NNNNNNnnnnnnoooooooo...... they want to watch temptation island. fine. see if i care *pout* 010117 ... sdre the rain was there to wash away my tears i wanted to be them but instead I destroyed myself 010124 ... Chrity go to: i_have_words 010408 ... unhinged everywhere i go go to: i_have_words jesus christ....at least she figured out she didn't have to retype that tirade every damn time 010417 ... shimmerblizzard respect was all. sometimes, you think you want too little, and you end up wanting too much. 021125 ... elimeny You wanted to do things your way. So I said alright. You wanted to love me your way. So I agreed. You wanted to spend time with your friends. So I obliged. You wanted some time apart. So I went away. You wanted to hurt me. So I let you go. And in the end, after everything crashed around me, I built it back up again. This is my life. It's just another fucking moment of my life. And it would mean nothing to anyone else. But for the first time, it is mine, and it wasn't what you wanted. I wanted to run away. But I stayed. I wanted to cry. But I smiled. I wanted to let go of everything. But I'm still here. I wanted to keep you. But I let go. And in the end, it was the best thing I ever did. And in the end, I was right about everything you denied. So when you deny the things she wonders about, do you even trust yourself? Because I was right about her. I was always right. You wanted to do it your way. You wanted to be right. You wanted to be the stubborn one. But in the end, I was right all along. And it should hurt me. But I'm gloating. 021214 ... The Wolfs Path outside rain falls softly as you hum that tune. This is what I always wanted. 030712 ... User24 wanted: someone who can design things on photoshop, especially websites, express interest below, non-competitve salary of zero, rising to millions if successful, no contract or guaruntee of recognition, except my word. Oh, and for everyone thinking, Oh god, User24's off on a another hair brained scheme to make an amzanig website, well, ya, so what are you doing that's so great? at least I try (but I can;t design things, so, anyone?). :) 031005 ... User24 or PHP / mySQL programmers / general techies, advice would be helpful on various areas 031005 ... User24 oh, and also (you can tell I'm making this up as I go along, can't you..) alpha and beta testers needed, too. 031005 ... User24 eh.. nevermind, I've done it now.. 031006 ... me want i get haha its great to be rich you get what you want. when i go to the store and i see somthing i want i get it 040119 ... what is in a name His arms, not particularly large or defined, but still wrapped around her It was safe, for the moment she was safe Nothing was said as they faded in and out of sleep This is what she had “wanted” so long She didn’t know him Not much more than what she had remembered him telling her last night It didn’t matter then For the moment, she felt wanted 040322 ... what is in a name His arms, not particularly large or defined, but still wrapped around her It was safe, for the moment she was safe Nothing was said as they faded in and out of sleep This is what she had “wanted” so long She didn’t know him Not much more than what she had remembered him telling her last night It didn’t matter then For the moment, she felt wanted 040322 ... a fire inside some to be with, to keep me company, to be there when i need them, to hold me when i need to be held, to keep me warm when i'm cold, to give me a reason to live, to love and to love me, to desire and to desire me, to explore mt fantasies with, to lay on the grass with, to smoke the grass with, to lay under the covers with, to explain to, to chase, to catch, to lose, to find and all within a single moment, eternity compressed within her eyes. 041012 ... leftovers i wanted to be a star, but now I'm old. 060212 ... abominablesnowman Past tense. It's always nice to be freed from the grips of a desire. 061114 what's it to you? who go blather from