remember eric remember yellow. the warmth and light of the sun is reflcted in the glow of the human spirit, radiating in infinite direction of self-realizing potential. self realization is realization of All. 980903 ... charley Breaking the agreement to forget. Do I know you? 980906 ... oromulo real thing is here...kill now! 981108 ... [marissa] the smell of castle walls in scotland. i was only six, but their musty, ruined smell i remember. the timid grandeur of their charcoal history, drawn in thin lines on the overgrown grass, in the walls built stone by stone, in the pathway to the gate, opening like a wooden mouth yawning, or maybe screaming. swallowing me. remember. the scot who played the bagpipes. my sister and i listened on the floor. to look up and see beneath his kilt. those scots don't wear underwear. we ran to mom and told her, giddy in our secret, shushed discovery. an induction into the mysteries of sex. 990304 ... [Sher] Love everyone ... Serve everyone ... Remember God ... Thank you Ram Dass 990312 ... daxle remember when we used to 990421 ... Zed and we might and we might remember maybe or as the little one says, maybe not maybe right. 990429 ... allie the night when you saw me cumpled on the floor like a rag doll, crying, and you laid there with me without saying a word then finally i told you my mom was dying and you said you knew 990501 ... megan me, because i'll never forget you 990901 ... ricmariem what a word. sometimes i just want to forget about the whole thing in it and start all over again. if only... 991119 ... valis me, i always just member it right in the first place. i was gonna say something different, but i forget. 991207 ... deb ...remember when the world was small and nothing stood in your way? how have things changed so quickly? its not as simple as it once seemed, i suppose.. 991212 ... marjorie We found A little home away Where the people laughed And it isn’t because they are happy. They don’t understand happiness. We don’t either But we can dance And fall backwards in each other’s arms Laughing at toes stepped on And our memories Not always remembering what we used to be able to do But if there comes a time when we need it, We will remember somewhere along the line forgetting And as long as we dance Together We’ll never grow old 991217 ... camille to remember is ... to forget's enemy 000103 ... oodles ...talking on the phone to John every night through David Letterman and Jerry Springer and him telling me that my chewing ice was a sign of sexual frustration ...Chris coming to first hour every day stoned off of darvicet ...laying in the blazing tent giggling with Kelly and Erica and realizing just how much they mean to me ...seeing Greg over Thanksgiving after missing him so much it hurt ...Justin's hug at the end of Christmas break ...Twinkie breaking out in dance in the middle of class ...Scott's beautiful eyes and adorable smile and the way he looked in his football jersey ...the warmth of the sun and hoots from the boys while decorating cars with Nehley after school ...sitting down by Nathan in the cemetary ...the smiling and tear-streaked faces in the crowd--all these people that I had known for so long--as I related to them what I got out of high school ...Sometimes I really miss it. 000429 ... jennifer try to dismember your mom in december... I told greg that he should fool around during the overture so I would have a chance to throw a shoe at him, or to at least yell... he did nothing during the overture, but he screwed up the words to "try to remember" and both my hands were locked on the light board so I had to let it go 000506 ... t not-remembering is what you were doing in the dream you're trying to remember. 000508 ... amorfus Be Here Now 000509 ... mungo I went back into a small building that was in the middle of a dark forest. There were bright orange lamps in the parking lot that lit the black asphalt and put my shadow in all directions. I walked out of the building with a brown paper bag in my arms. I don’t remember what I did in the building and I didn’t know what was in the bag. 000513 ... smed When you have moved on and can't quite recall my face, just remember the day that we were in heaven 000515 ... . how can i forget to remember my breath? how can i forget to remember what i'm trying not to forget? 000515 ... Wayne Remember when pop bottles amassed a fortune? Quickly to the grocery store; licorice, marshmallow strawberries, salt 'n vinegar chips and Orange Crush, all placed into your hands. After that, wandering the beach, searching for shells -- dead, living, lost -- and crabs, scampering from under their exposed rock houses. Spending absorbed hours catching tadpoles in plastic cups and ice cream buckets. Remember fights with your sisters? Bullies in laced blouses, three against one, mean pleasure. Remember socks that wanted to droop below the ankles, and dress shoes made for ice sliding? Remember cherry trees full of fruit, apples, pears, peaches, plums, expectantly calling from the back yard? Remember the view onto the ocean, friendly islands, the ferries huffing to the wharf? The Sea Fair and outdoor water color paintings, the free hot dogs? I do. 000515 ... tourist I remember entering through a keyhole, Into a place where all sorts of interesting toys lay all around. I remember a boy and a girl. The girl was playing with one of the toys, and then the boy came and took it away from her. I wake up crying, I am very young. I had this dream several times. It is one of my oldest memories. 001103 ... Barrett Could you take my picture? Caus I won't remember 001103 ... Barrett Could you take my picture? Caus I won't remember 001103 ... joy division grendel i_remember_nothing 001103 ... Barrett I remember Redwood trees bumpercars and wolverines 001103 ... HEY HOMER ITS ME!!!!!!!!!!!! hey homer it's me! jon! remember when mrs. henderson talked to craig preece about "expelling gas" in front of our 6th grade class. remember when she made fun of andy hooker for bringing in that sound effects machine. remember when he threw the book at papa choochoo? remember when they found his list of who he wanted to kill at vinson? remember yr. t-shirt that said "dazed and confused"? you were out in the rain, and yr sleeves were about 3 feet long? "lickin' lightnin'? remember the king's island trip when pam whatshername took my watch and i followed her around like a hypnotized retard? 001104 ... claw losing your glasses in a snow bank art classes and the bottle of rubber cement shooting peas through the basketball hoop during lunch and getting caught climbing up on the elementary school building's roof and finding an unlocked door your first girlfriends bra, and those damn hooks...those damn hooks reading poetry in front of your Graphic Design class while standing on a table? stupid phrases we used to say? "Fucking Tank...it's fucking tank!" when you first admitted that you masturbated first true love car accidents pissing drunk on the rootbeer stand in celebration of a job kari, aspen, nicole (and how she scared the shit out of you), genelle, becky, jen, amy, jennifer, audrey Do you remember? Do you remember all those things that make you? 001126 ... mottman when you take the time to close your eyes and think back on those once insignificant events in your childhood, you are able to completely rewind and relive your life... if this is how you remember, then the first time you experienced those events you must have been membering 001204 ... chanaka have i remembered this before? it seems so familiar....the cycle of life continues. maybe i am remembering this from a past life. maybe you and i have always been together, and always will be, in every life. hopefully i will remember this tomorrow. 001204 ... Rhin I remember... Sneaking in to watch you in the lab. The mad scientist at work...beakers falling out of your pockets, your headphones on your head, jamming to Pink Floyd. Then you would feel my eyes on you, and you would look up, and give me that smile - the one that was only meant for me. We use to take the boat out to the lake, after midnight. We would stretch out on the deck, drinks in hand...watching for meteors, but missing the best ones, because we chose to explore each other's bodies instead. As I use to watch you paint, or study, I would be mesmerized by the deep expression on your face, that under any other circumstances, was so soft. I use to lay on the bank of Lasinda, and read to you, while you fished. Occasionally you would stop, and turn to me, your eyebrows raised in question, at why I had stopped. I was watching your muscles flex, and you knew this. You would then bite your lower lip (teasing me of what was to come later), before you resumed fishing again. When I sat down beside you on the sofa, to watch a movie, you instinctively raised your arm, so that I could settle down on your chest. You would kiss my forehead, without looking away from the film, and then a smile would form across your lips, as I would fidget around, trying to get comfortable. The countless number of times, that we would take the big scope, out to the football field, and for hours would watch the moon, or a planet. You became so animated discussing astronomy, that I let you go on for hours, and would ask you endless questions, which thrilled you to answer. I can remember lots of things... 001205 ... danielle i think i remember too much. pain. hate. sorrow. abuse... rape. i cant stop remembering. when i do forget they creep up to me in my dreams and breathe on my neck. something that wont go away... my fucking memories.... 010124 ... Budrozatva I remember when things made sense Somewhere before the christmas when i found there was no santa Before girls were objects Before my penis took over I remember love Standing on the brink of insanity staring at love Being just beyond reach but still untouchable I remember community Before I had to keep up with the jones' When things were easy When yesterday was gone before bedtime And when I couldn't remember at all 010124 ... cover.. I remeber those days on the bus trying hard not to look coz I knew you were looking, and I was thinking about you as I looked innocently out the window, I knew I loved someone. What I didn't know is that that same love would save both of us from ending our existance on this earth and that we can only exist together because I also remember the secrets. 010204 ... tara remember that time when we...? 010208 ... jennifer ...that time in venice?" no one understands that anymore but me 010208 ... shawna marie beitler 3-18-01 i tink god has geaven each and everyoen of us good things to be speshial and i think him for that if we were all the same we wouldnt know who was who/love niggers/loves wiggers/+jiggers we are all the same differently in side but the same sweet love child god made us thank you shawna marie beitler 010318 ... shawna marie beitler 3-18-01 i tink god has geaven each and everyone of us good things to be spechial and i think him for that if we were all the same we wouldnt know who was who/love niggers/loves wiggers/+jiggers we are all the same differently in side but the same sweet love child god made us thank you 010318 ... Chrity go to: i_have_words 010408 ... cali j When...we cuddled on my couch and watched movies together. 010512 ... forever i cna't remember anything. i cna remember this and that. but if you ever asked what i learned I would say i don't know. i don't evern remember what i learned last year. But i can sure tell you that i remember everyhting about my frineds just nothgin about school. so which is more important 010613 ... JessieLee Remember that time that I cried? I can't either. 010625 ... Casey I remember when I was in kindergarden. We went to the apple orchard and I threw up. 010625 ... paste! i remember when i fell down into a well and was on national TV for a few days. that really fucked me up. not being in the well, but how the press pronounced my last name wrong over and over again. dumbishes! 010625 ... terrymae That you would never leave my life unless I asked you too. Well, please leave my life. Do not write, IM, or call me anymore. 010901 ... Katie Rose I remember everything that happens to me and around me. Sometimes that really sucks. 010927 ... Inanna Be Here Now 011002 ... Aimee remember when mom used to tell us magic bed stories... we always went to the land of make believe... I always pictured it kinda like mars... I miss that bed... I used to really believe it existed and that if I was good enough the bed would really take me there... I remember that time in my life and it makes me want to cry at how perfect it was... we were all together, now I'm in iowa, you're in WI, paul's in CT and mom's in MI.... whatever happened to us? 011009 ... Seed Is it just me, or do people usually symbolize memories with a broken mirror? I don't get that. 011125 ... whoknows dont take a picture. remember this in your heart. 011126 ... ClairE ...ing is so hard to do. It is a difficult and tiring activity. Then why can't we stop? remember... 011130 ... whoknows thats a damn good question 011130 ... girl_jane I've been using this word a lot tonight- talking to an ex-boyfriend. I have to be honest with him- let him know that I don't remember as much as he does. But I do remember some things. I remember a lot of things. But I know many things are in my future, and many of those things don't involve him. 020214 ... bethany be here now was a good book remember when that i will remember you song came out, with the brother's mcmullan movie. i liked the fighting fitzgerald's family better and both movies much better than that song. 020214 ... Toxic_Kisses Do you remember a time when we were young and innocent pure of heart and mind? Days filled with sunshine hours of endless laughter so many thoughts and dreams we were chasing after A time when love was new a flower just unfolding not quite old enough to grasp the feelings we were holding A special, bonding friendship we prayed would never end any hurts that fell upon us together we could mend Remember all the sunny days times of merry chase That was all so long ago a different time and place Thoughts of you would bring a smile and though you could not be there I held your memory deep inside It goes with me every where ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ dedicated to Jason 020521 ... somedaysam remember to clean the withered leaves off my grave and replace the faded plastic poinsettias with plastic red roses that will fade real or plastic all flowers fade somehow someday don't forget me when you move on when you love someone new remember not to let me fade from your memory like the plastic flowers on my grave 020522 ... the lady I don't want to remember what I did to you, but I do.... I don't want to anymore. 020723 ... december that walk down the aisle... 020807 ... kama the love, the hate, the good, the bad, the pain, the joy, the ups, the downs, the tears, the laughter, the slow, the fast, the first, the last, remember all the tings inbetween, for they last forever 020822 ... LIL CHRIS I remember the time that you came over here 2 weeks before you left for Austin. We kicked it outside but I didn't mind as long as I was with you I was coo'. I remember the way we use to talk for hours about our problems or how our day was. I remember the night when you came over and brought me that rose....it was so sweet. I remember everything that you told me and I alwayz kept your words with me. I also remember the day we stopped talkin to each other and the pain I felt afterwards but i guess everything happens for a reason. But I'll still remember you no matter what. 020913 ... stacey I remember yesterday was brighter than today I remember those splendid moments long ago For yesterday, I remember the glistening clouds in the sky I am feeling those tender strokes of the gentle winds I remember yesterday as the essence lingers in my heart I remember yesterday's peaceful melodies whispered in my ear For today and tomorrow will again be as I remember yesterday For all will be remembered and never forgotten, For lost love is always with you 020928 ... Syrope remember my eyes? wait, probably not, you were stoned. remember taking me home? asking if i was *sure* i was a virgin? i was. not for long. remember my birthday? this time maybe? remember the rain? on your tin roof? i remember the stab of pain, and the flood of relief and goodness. remember my acceptance letter? the talk? no long distance relationships. so nevermind. remember valentine's day balloons? proms? december 3 when sarah rang the doorbell? my tears...where are they now? i worked so hard because i was so happy to be leaving that i didn't want to cry but then...you pulled away...you thought it would "help" us? what the fuck? the night i spent at your house? i dont think you remember any more! and then my cd's, and that night before the wake. why don't you remember!? if you remembered you'd care!! but you dont.. 020929 ... ~gez~ and if your feeling down remember me how i was that night or that day should i say though it was dark so i will refer to it as night 020929 ... poetic onslaught i get trapped in trances of remembrance. reality gets pushed away and im overtaken by a sort of bliss as i reminisce. only its not really bliss because soon after that i get mad because i notice ways that i couldve made these moments better. but then i realize; if i could do it over again, in the end, i would just be left with more things that i'd wanna do over again. i could experience the same moment 100 times consecutively and still find ways to make it better, or id realize that it just wouldnt be possible to fit so many things into one moment. so instead of wishing i could make those moments better, im trying to find ways to make these things happen now. then i will cherish these moments with more of an appreciation. anywayz; "without the bitter, the sweet isnt as sweet" (quote from vanilla sky) 020930 ... gay gizmo how it felt to be 10, lying on my back...looking up at the aniaml clouds. With nothing to care for, but nothing to live for. Remember how it felt to touched for that first time. When you got shivers just from being close to someone. When you've loved a friend so much and cried. 021001 ... *silent screams I struggle to remember, no memory could ever be as sweet. I close my eyes, and try to imagine being where i once once, yet nothing comes. Am i trying to save myself from the pain of knowing where i once was and can never be agian, or do inot want to remember? I now need what i once had...so so goes the sad story of my life... 021207 ... Bizzar I still recall the taste of your kiss and the scent of your skin that lingered on mine after spending the night together I can still see the sparkle in your eyes as you laughed -or when youd look at me These things still sit within my head When I see you now with her Do you remember me? The way I remember you? Was I really just nothing to you like you like to pretend? Because youre in my thoughts every day 030322 ... jester _______________________________________ _____________888888888888______________ ________888888888_88_888888888_________ ______8888888_____88_____8888888_______ _____8888888______88______8888888______ _____8888888____888888____8888888______ _____8888888__88__88__88__8888888______ ______88888888____88____88888888_______ ________888888888_88_888888888_________ _____________8888888888888_____________ _______________________________________ remember peace in times like this 030328 ... Mercury Shy of the gatepost we turned for the stars, Leapfrogged transgressions over Saturn and Mars, Trapped all our worries, laughed them asleep, poured false conversation down drains in the street. Climb the sterile biscuit moon! Inflate the carnival baloon! Remember when we'd just begun? Remember when we rode the sun? -Paul Barber 030509 ... scuzz remember me if you forget the songs we sang. 030509 ... Lacey I remember when I'd stay up all night laughing with my closest friends. We were so innocent. We'd turn the music up as loud it would go and run around the house singing to the music that symbolized what was most important to us. Boys, friendship, being young. I remember keeping all the girls awake crying with a broken heart. I broke down in front of them, and I've seen them all at their worst. I remember when I lost one of my closest friends too. I think she forgot the things we swore we'd always remember. She forgot us. I still remember you though. 030601 ... micky jo i'm leaving from all i've known a month from yesterday and i don't think i'll be remembered i can't myself remember why i had friends in the first place if they all forget me for conivence sake 030611 ... blown cherry I remember it as a time when I was happy. A time that I had everything I wanted, and I knew it too. Money was always a bit short, but that will always be a worthwhile comprimise. A time when I can only distincly recall crying twice, once from exhaustion, and once when I got the news of my cat's passing. Maybe I hit the top too early, does it have to be downhill from there? 030615 ... endless desire the music i turn on brings back memories of times that still haunt. it is strange how such things take you back to where you were then and there is no stopping it even if i tried. you see, i don't want to listen to that music anymore. it brings back too much. i don't want you to become that. the reminder of bad times. i will not be the pregnant girl that leaves. i will not be haunted by bad memories. i promised you i wouldn't. i just don't want to remember when i feel so much better. save me. or don't. i need to save myself now. i shouldn't have ever depended on you. everyone was right. i was wrong. i hate being wrong. 030615 ... jane um... i forgot what i was gonna say 030615 ... Fire&Roses I could never remember what was so important. Those first kisses. The first touch. The first time. And everytime after. I wish i could remember every detail. Every line on your face. But all I recall is the sensation of drowning... 030708 ... ItGirl I want to forget you. Everything you are to me. So I don't hurt. But I remember... the way you carried me up the stairs and i fell... so hard. But you never saw. the way your eyes go all serious when you're aroused. the way you arouse me. I remember everynight in those midnight fantasies that will never coem true... I don't want to remember. 030708 ... Seyah "Such good memories we have..." He said. "yeah... :)" "Sector 34." That had been a couple of days ago. "No, before that." She said, slightly surprised, but not exactly. He didn't nod but she knew that he did. . "You used to be orange and I used to be green. Now we're both orange :)!" ..........._____............ They used to go for midnight walks where they used to live earlier. Across a hystorical battlefield they didn't even know the name of, to a bus stand. They would pretend it's benches and pillars were a train. They'd race to get the "engine". A long row of neon orange street lights--it was a straight road with no traffic...Their dad used to buy them lollypops. She always chose orange, and he always chose green... ................ It'd been long since they'd gone into a bus stand. The pillar was black just like it used to be. They were eating ice cream. Both had mango bars, both colored orange. 030802 ... ashmanzhou i remember now doth thee find in the place a world to echo thee and thy feelings i derive a hatred for thee and thou doth dream of some other feeling waking being apart and the same as me therefore we in finding thee doth find ourselves and whatever pain this doth bring we only remember it now 030802 ... nick ... remember that you just are... remember that things that are calming and pleasing deserve more reflective thought than those which are upsetting or disrupting in your quest for some inner peace and outer comfort... Remember 031101 ... Molly All that comes to mind is that cheesy Spock line. 031203 ... Dawn of Death and Gore fuck remembering drugs are far better and so are false beliefs and prayers to gods that never hear but the equivalent of imaginary friends i see but you don't she won't hold on until the end and these soft words will never suffice to satisfy the hunger in her soul....ouch 031230 ... amanda I remember the first time I saw him. It was magical and he wanted me just as much as I wanted him...its a shame it couldnt last forever. He was so understanding and a gentleman compared to so many of the guys today. I wish there was a way I could tell him I'm sorry for hurting him so. But I can't. All I can do is remember that moment everytime I see him. 040115 ... somedaysam me? i used to share deep meaningful words with you it's been nearly two years but i still want to lick silentbob 040127 ... jenny enny dots Remember 9/11/01. The pain their loved ones feel has not gone away. Say a prayer for them. 040128 ... micky jo remember silly_songs_from_childhood like Chicken_Lips ...solely from memory just now 040131 ... urs I remember..... - life is great 040205 ... urs remember when they broke your heart? why would you ever let anyone do it again? we remember the warmth over the pain. 040205 ... Kiki what was I going to say? 040209 ... Lemon_Soda not much i actually try not to 040209 ... Webley memories become names, names become people, people become images, images become memories, 040212 ... chemical everything i can remember and everything i cannot is what made me the fucked up little girl i am today. 040219 ... minnesota_chris quit making excuses, be the best person you can be. 040226 ... ambermoon ME 040226 ... x twisted x there are some things you can never forget. and its funny how most of the things i remember are the things id rather not remember at all. 040412 ... penelope meeting. you were beautiful. i watched you from across the classroom and missed the lecture. our adventures. we ended up on the school roof and the cheerleaders caught us. i sang to you: "beautiful freak" by the eels. i wish there were more just like you. your hurt. i wasn't prepared for you. these days i wonder if you're still around. i wonder if you made it to college. i wonder if you're happy. i wonder why you never called and why you never gave me an address to find you and why you never sent me letters and whether or not you will ever find another girl to take you out for ice cream or to the park to look at the prarie dogs because you say they bring you joy and whether or not you know how much i care and whether or not you know how often i pray for you. i wonder how you can still make me cry after being gone for so long. i remember you, but where are you for me? 040412 ... ... Echoes 040413 ... illusionary_reality my memory plays strange tricks on me. i don't remember anymore, perhaps never did. maybe my mind just invented memories... to bridge the gaps and left me with this sudden calm before a storm. something will happen. deja vou. that is all i remember. 040612 ... pete remember those walks through the woods? you stopped transfixed by the river, unable to move. i climbed the tree to get a better look at the stars. the night shone upon us in that sleepy way that it does. a few bats flittered between the trees, and soon i climbed down to stand beside you. we stared into the river together, not knowing that our hands had found eachother. 040613 ... Lint Lover I've forgotten to remember all the reasons I wanted to forget you in the first place Oh No...now,I remember! Do you remember me? Cuz I can't forget you 040614 ... eb I remember.. sometimes I made it difficult for you to love me I remember.. sometimes I made it hard for you to know me I remember you ...never letting go 040629 ... dubh to forget. 040629 ... lou_la_belle remember the day the sun the sky how the rain fell in pieces to the ground remember how it felt when we smiled and laughed feeling free and happy alive remember the time i took your hand and told you how much i loved you? how the moment was perfect and heavens beamed approval sending little gifts of butterflies to tickle our faces do you remember? i don't. it never happened. and every day, i wish it had. 040630 ... Caxton when summer fills the air, and we all become somebody else. I hope you can remember those days. I hope you can remember the snowmen in the backyard, and the ice on the car. I think you can remember the hot chocolate that was left on my desk when we'd roll into my bed late at night and hold eachother forever. I hope you can remember that I still love you. And if you don't remember these things come winter, I'll take your hand and remake everything over again. I'll give you hope so you can fly I'll never let you fall. So even the air is warm, and the skies are blue.. I'm always going to remember you.. 040714 ... zanna i remember when things were so much easier. is there a way to ever get back there? 040810 ... bum bum olivia i really live by remembering things and getting all nostalgic. the present is overrated. actually yanno, screw that. i'm in the present right now. haha. 040813 ... mike remember, remember, remember, remember is what I always say because they are usually only using only a corner of their mind and have forgotten so many details we should talk less we would remember more you should always keep with you the lessons of past lives and keep remembering if you learn to remember all those lessons scrunched up inside you perhaps you can remember all of eternity remember, remember, remember, remember 040831 ... emmi i can recall the day down to the minutest details. i can re-live the scenes in technicolor in my head. i can smell the air we breathed, i can write the words we said, i'll even squint cause i remember how the sun burned into my eyes while yours burned into me. 040906 ... pete remember death and how it grows beneath my slowly walking feet remember life and laugh at its impermance and return to death --- and i consider that a positive message.. oh pete! 040906 ... Asai many things, a first smile , a friends laugh. later, helping work the ropes. the insane jobs, oppressing superiors. i remember, a room empty, white and safe. you and I, only one word between us, then i held you. a carefree happiness that i never noticed. your eyes were lighter when they looked at me. later, midnight on the runway, staggering drunkenly as we sang, moon looked down on us. we were happy still, unknowing of ourselves. a tangle of our own making prepared for the future. that curved road so gravel and i could walk it with my eyes closed. your troubles. it was none of my business but you were my business then. no. that one wasnt, you never wanted him to be. i still remember. your red hair. i followed. a surprise, your scream. a handcuff on my wrist, biting my flesh. so you want to see what i do? what i do? i didnt but he was beyond it. i remember. a shotgun barrel to the back of my throat. it was cold, and i could taste the metal. you were crying. i didnt ever want to see you cry. later. perplexed by me, you write. i never thought of it, but you could never tell me. not till orleans. i remember that too. the train mostly, sitting next to you, listening to you breathe as you slept on my shoulder. long nights, on those streets, laughter, but it was muted, subdued somehow. i thought of it as i slept in the bed, unaware of your torment across the room. i never knew until that night again lit by the moon, you let the gate of your soul open to me later. the night wind of the city winding through the buildings, that fountain, serenity, peace. nothing could have taken it away from me. we stayed there until we could stand no more. i remember. The walk home, your silence. the door clicks and we are home. we speak. not the word we wish to say, but the words that are meaningless. it hits. at the same time, our eyes say what our mouths cannot. i remember your soft hair, and your smooth skin. the lips that met with mine. all of the thoughts that we could never express with words were so fluently woven by our bodies into a symphony. the notes of our passion and desire were creating the phrases that harmonized our hearts. you said 'im yours' and you were. we were one. I look back now and think of what horrors we were thrown to, the winds battering us against the rocks, before we had yet left port. your heart i know, is shattered. mine is similarly cleaved. but perhaps, thinking back to the times when the sun shone brightest, smiling at us, together where we were laughing under azure sky, we can take our weathered and cracked pieces and, with each other, make a whole. 040910 ... god i belong to the pepsi generation and i can take it or leave it each time. 041010 ... In The Dark Remeber The Time When We Danced The Night Away? Remember When You Told Me You Loved Me? Remember The Night We Were Told,"'Til Death Do Us Part"? Remeber The Date? March 25th? Remeber The First Kiss? Remember The Last Dance? Remember The Drive Home? =To Have So Many Great Memories.= And To Forget In A Blink Of An Eye. 050408 ... tyler g i wish i could erase my memories of you, when i saw you walking down the hall with the sun behind you, you used to be an angel to me, now satan. when you and i walked around for hours at school, both of us waiting for me to ask you out. when we spent long nights on the phone, you obviously crying, me, not so much. when we went on the hike at outdoor ed, and we met, the halloween skating party where everybody thought we liked each other(that night i realized that i did, and i think you told me that you did too). the last time i saw your face, and a day later when we talked on the phone, this time i was the only one crying, you were sad beyond tears. I wish you had never come into my life, yet the experience has helped me to help friends with anger and feeliings of helplessness, my parents can and will never understand, and so many friends that are closer to me than i am to them because i know that they will either tell me to seek help or they will seek help for me. the pain you have caused me to change myself incredibly, i hang out with different people, talk differently, never say phrases you used to say, such as,"hows life?" and i change my body to make room for visible scars and invisible self hate. The world seems to leave me to be alone, yet i know that if you ever return, i will not be able to contain my emotions and it will only make healing harder and make all the healing so far worthless. I cried because you cried andi couldnt standto see you sad. i never really knew why you had to move, but i suspect it had to do with your parents' jobs. fuck them. they were so fucking selfish. i wish we could switch parents so that you could live a better life here with friends and i could hate your parents and verbally bash them whenever i pleased and to their assugly faces. I contemplated suicide, thought about the most mentally damaging things, i got drunk every other day because i could forget you while drunk and while hung over. i have tried to get my hands on some pot, but cant find anyone at school who could supply it. I want two yous so that i can kill one and love the other because that is how i feel about you. i am angry that you kissed the other tyler at the end of school party while we were still going out. i know you liked him and were bored with me, but given more freedom and summer, we could have had a blast. i wish that i could move to your new school and leave all my asshole friends behind. because you would be the one person that i know at the school, you would be my first friend. i want so badly to be able to change history, just one chance, but i know it is impossible. i try to make the best of life as it is but cant becuase of my mind. i think thoughts like, if humans live to continue their existance, then what is the point?, and many other suicidal thougths. i want life to include you me, and nothingness. fuck i miss you 050419 ... tyler g im better, but i realized while i was writing here, that i might never get better and that i need to get used to this pain. im ok, its just harder for me to mentally survive than others 050420 ... almost doesnt count Do you remember the time we went to flushing and i got mad at you because we missed the bus? Do you remember the time you tried to cake my nose but you missed and got my hair? Do you remember the way you hugged me from behind and i would turn my head back to kiss you? Do you remember? it's 3 a.m. and I remember. 050421 ... when darkness falls unearthing distant memories of a troubled bond, i most assuredly think of the day we met. the random circumstance that would turn into a loving co-existence. i remember all the good times; i don't remember the bad times. i don't want to remember the bad times. like you always said to me, think happy thoughts.... god i miss you... sometimes more, sometimes so bad that i want to scream off the top of my lungs that i want you back... i now, more than ever realize how much of a mistake it was letting you go... letting you disappear from my life 050710 ... jamie tyler i read what you wrote, i dont think you know, but i went trough all the things you went through its been a long time but i hope i can see you sometime and your a lier about you trying to get your hands on some pot and that i was bored with you you're the best sex iv had and you were a blast im very sorry about my parents call me please, you know the fuckin number just like i know yours off the top of my head take it easy on the pot when im in town okay? 051128 ... ! i wish you could remember the good things and forget the bad things 051201 ... who i am doesnt matter anymore i started to remember the things i have forgotten. as if i was thinking back on a past life. it all seemed as if i was looking in on someone else's life, are you sure that was me? i dont remember her, and i cant put a picture of her face in my mind. i dont remember walking in those shoes, and i cant remember what it felt like. as the years go by i begin to remember less. it begins to scare me, the thought of not remembering who i used to be. i think i liked her, i miss her strength, her joy, her laughter. when i remember her, i feel as if im dead now. what happend? i cant remember. 051225 ... sherrila do you remember when i was shaped like you? 060204 ... viator i cant remember my blather names, at least i remember my own name. oh wait. damn. no i cant. remember the good old days? 060321 ... kalgy remember dream memory, lost darkness relapse. falling, dancing eternally. wake-up, remember. 060321 ... Caerdia When I'm dead will you remember all the things I've tried to say? 060322 ... bradderz Maybe. 060322 ... falling_alone i suppose i give people the impression that i have a short term memory i become more and more like leonard from memento every day, post it notes, writing on every inch of my hand, strings around my finger that i only forget what they are for, a tattoo is even planned so i never forget a certain period in my life. funny how i can remember all the little things, though, that everyone else seems to forget. 060322 ... Twist9 Me on beach with sand, there we sat hand in hand Never did we stop to think of all that is on the brink of time and place in rhyme and space we sit and come to find our place. He awoke from his rememberances and_he_lives 060504 ... kalgy Remember, remember the fifth of November, The gunpowder, treason and plot, I see of no reason why gunpowder treason Should ever be forgot. 061204 ... gja i cant 061221 ... Vendetta remember remember the 5th of November. the gunpowder treason and plot. I know of no reason why the gunpowder treason should ever be forgot. 070122 ... four 4, four 070122 ... sword yar ! thats a sing song... guess which one 070519 ... did that time we rode the roller coaster at six flags? it was that one time where I didn't care whether you liked me or not. well maybe a little bit. ok a lot. I wanted to you too. I still want you to. that was what two years ago? pitifulsorta. but someday... either you'll move toward me or I'll move on. 070520 ... kuffsleeve how about one flag for one planet ? or do you want to be more intelligent ? For example: put a fence up and block out the people that have nothing, corner people, make people hate each other, use people, put a value on a diamond and then tell me how much it is to buy happiness. hate breads hate... hate makes death and unhappiness to the living. what else ? you want to read another book, another sick newspaper? an aricle about a gay boy being beaten by 3 homophobic male wankers? whatever turns you on. personally i would prefer not to fund negativity. and you can tell me that i am thick also, i'm not intelligent enough to have a tank. 070521 ... backflip Credit doesn't matter to us! If you OWN real estate and want IMMEDIATE money to spend ANY way you like, or simply require to LOWER your current payments by a third or more, here is our deal we can offer you NOW (hurry, this tender will expire NOW: $351,000+ loan AND EVEN MORE: After further review, our lenders have established the lowest payments! Hurry, when the deal is gone, it is gone. Simply finish this easy form... Do not worry about approval, your Your credit report will not disqualify you! http://allswssselect.com/ 070804 ... backflip heello there, dat is my name, is it your intention to be unoriginal or something? :-D 070807 ... backflip heello there, dat is my name, is it your intention to be unoriginal or something? :-D 070807 ... backflip heello there, dat is my name, is it your intention to be unoriginal or something? :-D 070807 ... backflip heello there, dat is my name, is it your intention to be unoriginal or something? :-D 070807 ... no reason remembering you and wondering 071019 ... ZERO CAN I ASK A QUESTION ? why do people have to pay to borrow money ? why do people have to even borrow money ? where does value come from ? if you like the idea of money why can't you just print more of it and just simply give it to people, what is the difference whether you are borrowing or not ? You CAN NOT put a value on life so why value anything else ? people have always ridiculed me for being unrealistic, but somehow i never understood how i AM unrealistic. You don't need to go to the inns and outs of politics to see simple truths. I just don't understand how this world operates, i never have. at the same time why do people waste their TIME in a factory producing fake flowers and leaves when they could just simply be outside in a REAL garden, talking to REAL flowers. CALL ME TWISTED, if you think time has value then don't fucking do stupid things like produce 100 different brands of coke. this is a SADIST planet because why ? maybe because people are afraid to change, maybe because people are greedy, maybe because people are blind, maybe because it's..... \/ CATCH 22 - CRISS CROSS fucked up merr merr i've got a certificate to prove it planet. i feel like pulling my eyeballs out and screaming until i have no voice left. 071108 ... ?!? what does that rant have to do with "Remember"? 071108 ... ZERO remember its not your fault you live in SADIST planet, its no ones fault, therefore no one should do anything about it. 071109 ... up yours excwuse me, why is almost all money signs crossed out ? like $ for example, it's not a solution is it ! 071109 ... hsg dead_friends why_have_you_come_to_earth love_serve_and_remember too... to.. love_serve_and_remember do_you_remember one_spirit 081003 ... In_Bloom How can I forget and why would I want to? 081004 ... blown cherry I can't remember being as happy as I was in those photos taken barely 2 days ago. I can't imagine every being so happy again. This panicked sadness is engulfing me totally. 090526 ... *P Nick *I remember enough to know I could not stay even tho I wanted to it hurt SO MUCH seeing You with her why? maybe God can tell You? Nick I miss You too love always, *P 100926 ... Doar Remember me when I am gone away. Gone far away into the silent land; When you can no more hold me by the hand, Nor I half turn to go, yet turning stay. Remember me when no more day by day You tell me of our future that you planned: Only remember me; you understand It will be late to counsel then or pray. Yet if you should forget me for a while And afterwards remember, do not grieve: For if the darkness and corruption leave A vestige of the thoughts that once I had, Better by far you should forget and smile Than that you should remember and be sad. Christina Rossetti (1830 - 1894) . 101126 ... Jerome Oh boy, do I remember. I remember the night when instead of spooning her, which I did every night, I instead rolled over and put my back to hers. My final stand at having her initiate tonight's affections. 5 more minutes and I'll cave. 2 more minutes and I'll cave...but I was exhausted and fell asleep. When I awoke, we lay unmoved. And now, a year and a half after parting ways, I still remember that night in her bed. A wasted opportunity smoosh my stomach into her warm back, run my hand up and down her tan thigh, to smell her hair. I remember old nights all throughout new nights and it hurts. When I roll over, she's still not there, but I like to imagine she is. 110218 ... flowerock every_day_is_a_good_day my dad says this. I always liked it. It makes sense to say this everyday. the best response to "how was your day?" or "how are you?" kind of questions. 140729 what's it to you? who go blather from