study
zavyman
That
special
art
Where
one
becomes
the
book
Can
remember
words
,
concepts
Anything
on
a
page
Forced
recall
Where
again
and
again
Staring
night
after
night
Learn
to
relearn
Test
just
once
Then
fade
from
view
Out
of
sight
Out
of
mind
So
many
things
realized
Only
to
be
lost
In
the
sea
of
memories
Some
things
do
stick
And
those
are
most
special
You
become
what
you
study
You
have
found
your
way
I
have
found
my
path
Now
I
must
walk
it
Returning
to
that
book
To
know
that
I
know
it
Thy
blather
has
drawn
me
But
must
not
consume
me
I
must
leave
ye
a
bit
If
only
for
the
night
In
sleep
I
rejuvenate
With
sleep
I
can
blather
000808
...
Jenna
I
must
!
If
you
see
me
blathering
,
tell
me
to
stop
.
I
have
a
HUGE
final
at
noon
.
Only
10
hours
from
now
.
ACK
!
Gotta
go
.
011212
...
ClairE
Fuck
you
! (
not
you
,
Jenna
)
I
like
the
room
with
this
name
...
011212
...
little wonder
as
much
as
i'd
love
to
drive
out
of
here
in
55
minutes
i
have
to
take
a
test
before
i
can
leave
.
the
secretary
has
taken
a
liking
to
country
music
so
as
i'm
trying
to
remember
all
of
the
aspects
to
Native_American_religion,
I
have
to
make
an
attempt
at
blocking
that
out
.
distractions
,
distractions
.
blather
seems
to
be
the
greatest
one
of
them
...
020220
...
B.A.Dorman
knowlegde
is
power
but
its
just
become
a
means
to
an
end
031008
...
anne-girl
knowledge
is
joy
understanding
is
joy
being
able
to
look
at
something
and
say
yes
!
I
understand
!
is
joy
studying
late
at
night
because
of
fear
of
failure
and
not
love
of
the
subject
is
a
terrible
feeling
but
it's
hard
to
love
everything
you
do
possible
?
051106
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
