failure
psyki i can never do anything right.
i always get distracted.
i never know what i'm doing.
i always forget important things.
i always screw up.
i hate myself. 		000221
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klarchen one has to fail,

in order to succeed. 		000604
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stan Hey psyki, give yourself a break, no-one else will. If you care that you have failed, you are not a failure. 000731
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TomRobbins stan, you're my hero 000813
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Iris I didnt make it, i was unable to commit, im different, and im sorry.
You only loved me for what you thought or hoped i would become.
But i still love you... 		001017
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SCOTT 2am and i still can't sleep
why does dad think i'm a
failure-i try and try
and try some more but it always seems to end w/the same results. failure
good thing i'm used to it, huh? 		001109
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sabbie you arragant arsehole
you you were so busy
telling me how much of a disaster i was
when i was growing up
that you could see how wonderful i was

and you are so busy condeming me
for being a failure
that you cannot see
how beautiful
i turned out

and if i had ever believed you
even for a second
i would have died of you

and even though i didnt believe you
when you said all those things
i almost died
of the damage you did

but i didnt
im stronger than that
i am alive
i am beautiful
and i am free.

and you mean less than nothing to me. 		001109
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Ron I fail on a regular basis; it is the beauty of life. Life is the composition of many failures placed side by side to create something better. 010416
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Casey and yet your parents never give you complements, they always point out your failures. Your always a dumb ass for getting a B+ instead of an A. And you can never do anything right. 010416
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unhinged ivet 010416
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unhinged your reply dear makes me want to cry

welcome to my club 		010521
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effectively_hushed when used properly, folds out from within to create forgiveness for other's insicurities.

Am I a failure for not living up to your wishes, or am I a winner for sticking to mine?? 		020314
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Perplexlypuzzled Failure.. the essence of Failing? What is that? I haven't failed.. I'm just taking a break before I finish what I started. 031014
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3scientists(2german) It's only relative and if no one cares either way, you don't fail and you don't succeed.

Throwing the race. 		040202
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kamika failng yourself is worse than failing other people because you always know the difference. Even when they smile and say how well you turned out, you notice it buried beneath everything. 040320
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quotree "Failure" - The Swans
(slow, dark, and dirty dirgelike music, vocals very bass and monotone.)

I, I've been lonely
And I, I've been blind
And I,. I've learned nothing
So my hands are firmly tied
To the sinking leadweight
of failure

I've worked hard all my life
Money slips through my hands
My face in the mirror tells me
It's no surprise that I'm
Pushing the stone up the hill
of failure

They tempt me with violence
They punish me with ideals
And they crush me with an image of my
life that's nothing but unreal
Except on the goddamned slaveship
of failure

I'll drown here trying
to get up for some air
But each time I think I breathe
I'm laid on with a double share
of the punishing burden
of failure

I don't deserve to be down here
But I'll never leave
And I've learned one thing
You can't escape the beast
In the null and void pit
of failure

When I get my hands on some money
I'll kiss it's green skin
And I'll ask it's dirty face
"Where the hell have you been?"
"I am the fuel that fires the engine
of failure."

I'll be old and broken down
I'll forget who and where I am
I'll be senile or forgotten
But I'll remember and understand
You can bank your hard-earned money
on failure

I saw my father crying
I saw my mother break her hand
On a wall that wouldn't weep
But that certainly held in
The mechanical moans of a dying man
Who was a failure

My back hurts me when I bend
Because I carry a load
My brain hurts me like a knife-hole
Because I've yet to be shown
How to pull myself out from
The sucking quicksand
of failure

Some people live in hell
Many bastards succeed
But I. I've learned nothing
I can't even elegantly bleed
Out the poison blood
of failure 		040320
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Syrope i've come too far to give in now
it's always a temptation

not_so_much afraid as ashamed

what if no one was disappointed in me if i did? 		041204
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andru235 loves to dress up like Success 051103
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W.C. The taste of failure is much like the taste of one's own blood. 070121
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Isaac That which is feared, absolutely. 071221
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twentyone I saw this coming (my life) and I made my way here, and this is what I am now. I will keep telling myself I am young and I have time until the day I die. 081010
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MAILER DAEMON FAILURE NOTICE:

UNDELIVERABLE MAIL... THIS HAS BEEN MY ONLY OBSESSION SINCE I GOT THIS GOT THIS MESSAGE AFTER EMAILING WHO I THOUGHT WAS MY TRUE LOVE AND THIS IS WHAT GIVES ME THIS NAME TO THIS DAY... 		081023
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MAILER DAEMON oops 081023
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anno_salutis I have known failure.

Heart failure,
kidney failure,
liver failure -
sputtering men turning blue,
forgetting the names
of their wives
and children.

Failed marriage,
failed career.

I have seen my intentions
stripped naked and fucked.
Her face flush with orgasm
so strangely not yours.
A single cigarette
in an otherwise pristine
ashtray.
A glass of something brown
and burning.
A scale with laughing 9s.

Even in failure,
they won't let you go.
You're not done until you are.
There's still paperwork to fill out,
you still have to enter
the numbers into the Dissomaster,
subtracting and adding
and dividing the sum of everything
you've ever owned,
places where you've actually fought
and made love
and wept on cold
January mornings.

Failure -
the word
for the entropy
at the end of all dreams. 		160111
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unhinged every day i'm failing at something
she says

fail better 		160111
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Broken_Soul — 240114
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