wall vicious my hand is pressed on the latch to the door and I can see the light filter in through the crack at the bottom and I hear the laughter of the attendees and I long to join them but as I stare harder at the door I realize that it is only an illusion and I am staring at four walls 000108 ... Fucked that which is in my brain 000220 ... Christy I tore down another wall today. it was a momentous occasion. The crowds cheered. My friends smiled. I huddled behind my few remaining protections and laughed to tears. 000320 ... katie writing on the wall 010415 ... florescent light Something there is that doesn't love a wall 010415 ... Teddybear Were all just another brick in it 010415 ... PEACELOVESHEEP "we were talking about the space between us all and the people who hide themselves behind a wall of illusion... never glimpse the truth... then its far too late when they pass away." 020628 ... oak barrel There is a wall in my path, and I don't know what to do. I don't know how to get over it; or maybe I'm just scared to. She'll be calling in a few. I better have climbed it by then, and let this whole thing go. 020820 ... lalagirl19 i feel like i am beating myself against a brick wall never ending never breaking well, breaking me, my soul, my heart, my dreams my body 031015 ... Death of a Rose circular around me 031127 ... Lemon_Soda We hate them and we need them. No barriers is the closest thing to a definition of true chaos I can think of. But we remeber. Or feel. Or just AM. How it feels. To do, be anything always and never. Every wall we break takes a step closer...but when the last wall falls...all will not be. 031127 ... roz i want to run a marathon, but i'm scared about "hitting the wall", when your glycogen supplies are completely depleted and your body switches to using fat for energy, but fat is a much slower release of energy, and so you are suddenly drained. it usually happens at around 20 miles, so how do you run the final 6? 040830 ... god there's a ghost on it 041010 ... me i spent years putting up this wall. brick by brick, stone by stone, until i could hide behind something i thought inpenetrable. behind this wall i thought my thoughts and cried and laughed free from the judgmental eyes. then you had to come along. and you tore it down all at once, the bricks that remained scattered across the ground. and i was happy, because i thought it was better that i no longer have this wall. but i was vulnerable that way. so here i am now, starting over, building up this wall brick by brick. because when people saw what was behind this wall, they didn't know what to do. and it was to much for everyone. so i'm putting it back up. and if you really care about me, tear ti down. only the most human people can do so. and then maybe you'll see me. 050206 ... Isaou I let no one in, then I let you in.. You climbed over my wall & joined me in my solitude. We were happy. Then, two days ago, you climbed back out. You didn't even smash my wall down, or break it, just...climbed back out... & I want you back, but, I'm afraid you're going to do it again. At least, if you had damaged it, someone would of noticed, someone else would of cared. But instead, you leave me untouched, just empty, & alone, alone is how I live. 070508 ... wallace cold and indifferent like the colour white. 110914 what's it to you? who go blather from