tears vicious a single tear drops down her swollen cheek and lands, softly, onto her bruised hands and bleeding fingernails 000108 ... calliope they're yummy it seems like they're not they hurt to cry and very salty but they're tiny little rivers of joy don't you feel better after a good cry? yep ok well not all the time but it does help ever wonder why we cry? why salty water comes out our eyes?? somehow it's beautiful so sad 000317 ... Tiffa take my breath away these tears are pure emotion i love the sound the make but i sob at each loss trying are the times when you dont know what to think tears are the loss of a shard of my soul to which i would give to two willingly enough its the sacrifice that kills me such a child i weep 000522 ... Tiffa this is how it is done, Misha 000522 ... Omni Elements of the soul...lost fragments of time, and essences of purity once thought to be meaningful. 000522 ... moonshine best to cry in the rain.. then your tears are undistinguishable..you and the rain become one 000613 ... Zoe i have not cried for two years. i think that something is wrong with me. i still feel. i wish i did tear up sometimes, then maybe people would think of me as a person, instead of a monster 000716 ... cowgirl some people may say i cry too much but for me crying is a way to relieve stress. god i miss j sooo much i thinmk i wqill never stop crying 000716 ... Tiffa I only cry invisible tears. i cry for those I have lost, those i will lose. my face is never wet and yet my heart is in constant agony. Yes, i try to be happy, yes i try to have fun. But i am always crying. When i feel sad i put blue glitter under my bottom eyelashes. Because, well, I only cry *invisible* tears. 000727 ... psycho babe tears in which they come from our eyes... the figure which it the window to our soul people say.......... what a lie. what a fucking bunch of shit. Tears are the way we say how we feel, not only from fears, hopes, anger, and dreams.... they express us all in ways we cant even grasp upon.... taunght me all you want, but i'll never change.. 001103 ... starkissed somehing i never knew until recently...like riding a bike, one you master it is so difficult to forget 001109 ... sabbie sometimes i get so sad i cry and tears run down my face and i like the feeling of the trails of tears as they make their sad journey down my face and he gently touches my cheek and holds up his finger where he has caught a glistening single tear and he smiles in the way only he can and although its always nice to cry and its all romantic and ever so touching i produce the same effect with hayfever 001109 ... sabbie and i hate how if you cry when youre lying on your back how the tears run down the line of your cheekbones and make little pools in your ears 001109 ... Snakeyes Tears of Rage We carried you in our arms On Independence Day, And now you'd throw us all aside And put us on our way. Oh what dear daughter 'neath the sun Would treat a father so, To wait upon him hand and foot And always tell him, "No"? Tears of rage, tears of grief, Why must I always be the thief? Come to me now, you know We're so alone And life is brief. We pointed out the way to go And scratched your name in sand, Though you just thought it was nothing more Than a place for you to stand. Now, I want you to know that while we watched, You discover there was no one true. Most ev'rybody really thought It was a childish thing to do. Tears of rage, tears of grief, Must I always be the thief? Come to me now, you know We're so low And life is brief. It was all very painless When you went out to receive All that false instruction Which we never could believe. And now the heart is filled with gold As if it was a purse. But, oh, what kind of love is this Which goes from bad to worse? Tears of rage, tears of grief, Must I always be the thief? Come to me now, you know We're so low And life is brief. 001110 ... Rhin I guess I do have tears left, because I'm crying...and they won't goddamn stop! 001206 ... chanaka symbolize my vulerability. yet i must. oh, how i wish i didn't have to cry. how i wish i was able to. 001206 ... silentbob it could be crying. but it could also be tiny rips on something. small tears in the fabric of my sanity, let all the irrationality shine through. 001206 ... d 'All these moments will be lost in Time like tears in the rain' - R.B 001207 ... me tears running down my face, i hate myself 001227 ... unhinged i was so angry yesterday that i couldn't stop the tears from streaming down my face. my hands were shaking as i stumbled out of bed to brush my teeth. i don't think he realizes that the more he controls me the quicker it makes up my mind to leave. love has nothing to do with it. 001227 ... john from michigan but lost in L.A. It's another day, that I can't see to many tears and I'm the only one who knows what they mean in my own catergory. Fallen in love again with another just like me. Can't see the reflection in the mirror but I hope he hurts when he's on his knees heaving at the drain. Bringing it all back up. I could only wish that the tears he hides will cause a accident and a drowning of a soul that hurts a soul that's empty and could care less about me than the shallow feelings of fucking me. 001228 ... cazzi fall 001228 ... peyton afterwards.. I exhale.. I feel like I've just been born again.. baptised.. Won't someone taste my tears.. won't someone understand why I cry.. 010119 ... you know me *whispers* i do.. 010121 ... flower messages from far away people 010130 ... Crespi I've been crying over her for so long. I wonder if she has ever cried over me. 010130 ... Megan I burst into tears for the first time with you on the phone because of him. Why were you the first one to hear me cry? Thus far the only one of my friends to ever really hear me cry? Because you were a nosy, prying bitch, and I am too open and trusting for my own good, that's why. It's because I thought I could trust you. I thought that you would understand, that you would feel my pain, because you'd been there. Do you know what you did? Of course you do, but that selective memory of yours might obscure things a bit. Let me clarify. You not only continued to do EXACTLY what would twist the knife farther in, you feigned ignorance. Or you're just dumb. That last one is more believable, and as much as my heart bleeds for you(not), I'm not going to subject myself to a friend who hurts me, no matter how ignorant or how unintentional her actions are. I'm not crying for you. 010130 ... Marc Tears are raw emotions made visible to the naked eye, for they are the result of the mind producing more emotion than the body can contain. 010130 ... grayface Inside I cry. Nobody sees these tears but me, leaving my soul soggy, waiting... to drown. 010201 ... glassprincess Beads of tears... Falling... Falling... A descent so cold... 010308 ... abms all by myself.. i dont want to be all by myself.. anymore. though i have lots of friends it seems none really even the closest ones understand my feelings. 010330 ... Chrity go to: i_have_words 010408 ... mitra need now how to make them go? guess nobody knows no real tears just movements of muscles 010519 ... psychobabe awesome 010823 ... Shugarhi Out of all the tears I've cried, the ones I regret the most are the one I cried for you. 010924 ... Toxic_Kisses Autumn falls against the late summer, Adding red to the green leaves, like the blood of Mother Nature Slowly dieing As another beer can is tossed into a lake of her tears 011009 ... sunshine beg cool comfort streaming down my face purifying the pain you gave me synchronized sorrow, drop in place carrying my memories to the sea drifting through the sanctity of love past the ignorance of bliss the divine rain sent from above washing away true love's kiss 011105 ... anti-social butterfly more recently have been crimson colored tears escaping my flesh, which at least keeps me from the traditional kind of tears 011105 ... kerry when my room is tinted magenta and my nose is runny and my cheeks are tracked with tears i cover my ears so that my breathing is louder than the music i hate being here more than anything. i hate this room and house and city and state and i want to run away like people i write about. they're all so cool and eevrything works out. there was a shift in the galaxy and what was my destiny now belongs to her. 011206 ... unhinged i feel asleep crying because the world looked so bleak. he said she described me as i looked like i was ready to cry. "i wonder if her bloodshot eyes are from lack of sleep or all the pot she smokes." that's just how i look when i fall asleep with tears in my eyes. but i woke up today amidst all the rain and i realized that there are some things to live for. a year and a half may be a long time to live like this, but there is a rainbow at the end of the rain. so i might take a break from tedium this winter to welcome my new little niece and dedicate my life to what it should be dedicated to. the sunshine that chases away the tears; the talent that divides my life from the bleak to the ecstatic. if i wasn't sad, then i wouldn't have anything to be happy for. 011206 ... ClairE larmes they're not fun. i just hate them. 011206 ... Becky She moved her hand to brush the tears from his eyes.. and realized as she was doing so that what she really wanted to do was reach in and brush them from his soul. 020113 ... schroedinger emotions welled up inside poured out as you sobbed, cradled in my arms but I didn't know what this meant I was too young, too naive to know how you expressed your emotions and how I could express them as well so, aware of the risk of looking foolish, you dried your tears and pretended that everything had somehow been improved but I knew it hadn't I could still see the sadness behind your uneasy smile I knew the pain concealed in your laughter but I didn't know what to do with it and I'm sorry I hope we'll work it out someday 020327 ... angie i need to cry i got facewash in my eye the burnt skin bumpy blister tears cleanse flow freely water falls 020509 ... Arwyn his tears fell on me as he sobbed his heart out. The moment we had been dreading for a week had come and we both knew it. I tried to hold mine back, but broke when I realized the dream we had been deluding ourselves with was just that. A dream. No we weren't going to spend the next month in Hawaii and then spring off to Europe and finally Canada (cause every vacation needs balance... ). We had to realize that we were going to miss the entire summer and fall and a little of winter... If only we had planned this better. I could have stayed. We wouldn't have to worry about missing one another, unless it were during working hours. But no. I caved to my mother's will. *hangs head* baby, I don't deserve you... 020518 ... Syrope i cry so much, it's a testimony to my nature. weepy and welling up, overflowing. i'll always remember one time...i was sitting on my floor with my back against my bed, on the side of my room across from the door. the floor space was just wide enough for me to sit with my knees drawn up. talking to him on the phone. he was telling me things about myself that i didnt want to hear, but i knew they were true. i held back tears, and he said something...i don't remember what...and i laughed - a short, unexpected burst of laughter...and the tears came. it was the only time i was able to cry and not hide it in my voice...i sounded fine, but the tears streamed and splashed onto the phone, onto my shirt..the purest tears i've ever cried 020611 ... kill rhythm i cried yesterday. i really dont know why. and the last time before that was april 15. its amazing how i can remember the dates of so many things that happen to me, but when i need to take a history exam, im fucked 020611 ... PEACELOVESHEEP tears are so beautiful. ...if only i wasnt crying... 020627 ... stacey Blue Skies Bring Tears Unleash the armageddon So all the children go to heaven I sit by quiet still with their pictures on my eyes You'll draw the guns you're given Write down the words as written And never disturb the presence of resurrection crutch And it's about time It's about drawing near Blue skies bring tears Blue skies bring tears Descend the darkened stairways Make hate with plastic playmates And fire out remaining traces of your self esteem Mainline the deepest secrets Lick clean the dirty fingers I am a stranger to you as you are to yourself And it's about time It's about fear Blue skies bring tears Don't you want me As I awake the city sigh We'll watch the seasons die Blue skies bring tears Take me inside your body Cover me with your soul To the darkest recess Is where I wish to go You are the sweetest flower That I have ever devoured I ask for nothing given For nothing in return Blue skies bring tears 020708 ... devalis A thousand tears to stop the flame brought by the hatred of my name a thousand more, all from my soul that lies an empty, worthless hole 020807 ... Sailor Jupiter No man is worth crying over and the one that is won't make you cry. 020808 ... Boymansonbowie Yesterday I just couldn't hold them back. I used to be the girl who had no soul, but yesterday I sat in the grass in a little ball in the middle of the fair and cried like a little baby in front of everyone. I hope you saw me and I hope you know that every single one of those tears was caused by you. 020811 ... *nat* cried last night al because of the game 020821 ... *nat* i normally cry @ films, cry when close friends or relatives leave, when i am extremely happy, when i have hayfever. But i never cry @ stupid things like arguments, or insults. So why is it that last night, whilst finishing crying about the game (how so very pathetic of me) i opened my wardrobe door, only to look @ the mirror, notice that my hair isnt as long and wavy as it used to be, my stomach isnt as flat as it used to be, my arms are getting fat because i stopped discuss throwning for a while, my bum is geting bigger, and, worst of all, my once booming self confidence....... GONE Its remains are begging me to start a missing persons enquiry, as my mind is is missing the outrageousness it once had. And afterall, my confidence was my persona 020821 ... ~gez~ that is so sad. i'd cry but im not that emotionally unstable. so i won't. ill try my very hardest to help you restore your confidence, help you rebuild your life, even if it is only a shadow of its former self, a life that he helped destroy. who reckons we go on a killing spree 020822 ... Asrai a sacrament of emotion and pain. a little salty. you just don't understand! 020922 ... blown cherry Must be the stongest part of me - they're absolutely unstoppable 021104 ... littleidiot they left me for quite a while, but now they're back.. they seemed to enjoy the cold, my tears, and they always come out to have a look-see when im walking home and its cold.. and people always look at me funny because of it. 021112 ... Lilac I faced that television, one eye completly weeping the other dry. The side you could see was normal. The side no ones sees is silently_screaming as the salty tears sting my skin. 021222 ... sprhrgrl symbols of pain on my lover's nose tell me. that we .can. trust. and, more, we .will. even if it takes time. 021227 ... jane i like it when they chase each other down my cheeks and then pry their way into my mouth they taste like the sea 021227 ... girlnamedlover I have no one to touch 021228 ... blown cherry brush one away, and another just takes it's place. 030112 ... gustwaffle .broken glass falls from my eyes, stinging all the way down. 030201 ... Rael I need to be alone to cry. 030312 ... sometimes is never good enough "what are you going to learn from a woman like that? Twenty seven names for tears?" -What are 27 names for tears. email me.- i cry tears of blood driipping from my wrsits 030418 ... Bizzar Most of the time unwelcome, bringing with them thoughts of anger, leaving evidence of their presence in trails of pain down your cheeks. They make my eyes heavy, and my brain tired. With them comes streams of painful thoughts, that never end. 030418 ... me When you watch those oldfashion movie dose it bring tears to your eyes, to watch those happy ending movies in silence knowing that they are movies made up to know your life is not a movie and that you might not get that happy ending dose that bring tears to your eyes? To watch the kids movie with the prince always finding and saving the princess do tears form in your eyes woundering when your prince will come? 030422 ... shorlove t e a r s f o r f e a r s. 030422 ... Bizzar All I need to make this better is for you to be there for me, and you cant even do that. In these past 9 months I have asked for nothing from you. What do you know? Its exactly what Ive gotten. All I wanted tonight was to hear you tell me you love me, and itll all be ok, but its all just too much to ask. My problems, my frustrations are insignificant, because youre perfect. Nothing I feel matters, because you dont need me. I want to keep writing, but I cant even put into words how much you hurt me tonight Tom. What will it take to make you actualy care about me as a person? Should I bottle up all the tears Ive shed because of you? Im already on my knees, should I get further down? You make me want to hurt myself. Physical pain cant come close to the pain in my heart. My head is going to explode, and you dont even care. You have never cared. What do I have to do to make you love me the way youve loved in the past? It isnt fair. Ive given you everything I have, and I have never loved another more, and I just keep hoping that someday youll realize just how much I would sacrafice for you, and maybe youd appreciate it... but I guess thats just not possible. There is a black hole in my stomache. And a vice on my head. All I want is for you to love me, and care about how I feel. Not push me away. Things cant always be pleasent... we're humans. I guess youre satisfied just as long as Im quiet. As long as everything is peaceful, I cant count on you the second something goes wrong. Why does it have to be like this? 030422 ... NoAway I'm sorry. 030427 ... hollow_flaming words that tear are too readily found, sorrow is a natural state, tears too often wept. 030509 ... me but then there are other kinds of tears too, the soft word you get when you're feeling blue, a thought of love can also make you cry; vitriol for me, for you lullaby? 030510 ... Fightback Tears fell down from here eyes she cried a lot in her life but it wasnt till this time that she truly felt what it was to cry with grief a young girl, a young heart her hearts bleed theres always a next Victim Poor she... Poor she dreams shattered apart who knows if her heart will ever beat the same?? the universe is not what it used to be the sun, moon, and stars are not the sun, moon, and stars she used to know, will it be the same??? the world is different and the universe has changed..... 030615 ... crimson I used to be so sad I bled tears 030815 ... oldephebe I've been dragging my feet through this autistic prophylactic lately, kind of like being embossed in amber with just enough space towalk and er process oxygen - I've had these wierd lucid dreams where I'm crying over some great trajedy or loss of a loved one (old friends from school) - and then my sub-conscious summons me out of the lucid dream and it's like i get the impression I chiding myself for being such a wilting flower in my dreams tears - enough all ready although I do cry when I'm deep in prayer hmmm ... 030815 ... oldephebe what's an apt metaphore to convey the feeling of walking through sludge - every muscle aching acutely and yet vaguely, and all the color is being bled out of the world, and there are no sharp edges to anything, every things been kind of child proofed perceptually that is, obtuse and rounded edges, acute melancholy? no because there's this disquieting absence of emotion or concern, there's this anthracitic hole where your heart used to be and it coughs up these deep grey clouds of charcoal or dust as it tries to approximate what used to be your vibrant, and oh so resilient heart beat is foraging through a fugue 030815 ... shoccolo ...are the weak. breaking, when no one has any glue to glue with... 030815 ... Ter I feel worthless all the time. My two best friends, my only friends left. We weren't gossipers but we were all strangely empathetic. We saw everyone around us, theyr'e eyes, theyr'e hearts, their souls. We saw everyone around us deeply. We clung together to hide from everyone elses hate, grief and pain. We were all very close. I got news that one of my friends was leaving. leaving me and my other friend alone. we would survive, he would survive, he was leaving for a better place. the next day i found out my lasy friend was leaving. i am left behind. my tears go to you, my friends. to you i owe everything. I am left behind. because our light was stronger the darkness was deeper. the light of my world left. i am left behind. three days ago i looked at myself in the mirror and cried. it's al over. three days ago i contemplated suicide. i live with my grief like i live with a careless roommate. he's there but you can only block him out. not send him away. even now my eyes tear. i miss life. i miss light. to you i owe everything. we were brothers. we were friends. to you i owe everything Andrew Gary 030924 ... once again You know that feeling? Right before the tears fall? That painful, awful feeling, when the tears just want to roll? And worse yet when your lost, oh so lost, in the fear and the pain, and you’re sad, but the tears, they don’t rain? When your cheeks stay so dry and you just cannot cry and the pain stays an ache, while your heart simply breaks? Do you know that feeling? 030924 ... lovely i'm hurt 031019 ... pansy Like pearls They fall from my heart Tearing it on a half Like water They take with them All joy leaving sorrow and pain Like dumb scream They ring in my ears Driving me mad Why do they keep washing my eyes? 040127 ... queen of darkness my tear's my hiding place, and yet it reveals who I really am inside, and what my heart is really feeling. but somehow the tears make it all so much better, especially when they mix with the blood. 040127 ... **cry you fucking left me damn it! 040201 ... **cry you fucking left me damn it! 040201 ... cry you fucking left me damn it! 040201 ... taffy tears come when ur heart bleeds 040219 ... broken i am crying. i want to run to you and have you hold me. i want you to tell me it will be ok. i want you to kiss my tears away. i wish i had you to hold so could feel better. but you are the reason im crying. 040331 ... her royal highness the quirk "I know... It's a concoction of years of bitterness and loneliness mixed with love and tender heart and happiness. Just remember the way they taste before you let them from your eyes." 040407 ... a girl like me i've cried my share of tears and now i'm done. i want to move on, but im frozen. 040502 ... pete i was shocked to feel them growing beneath my eyes while i told my dad about my most recent disappointment. when we hung up i walked around the apartment once, and then called my mom. she tore into me. or into who she thought i was. her strikes hurt me in a way she would not imagine. how could my mother be so wrong about who i am? to i really seem that way to her? how can a manager being unable to recall that "i'll call you with the details" mean that he is supposed to call, not me, and he not returning my ample calls.. how is that my fault? how does that mean that I am irresponsible? i fought them back while she talked.. attacked me. i could on making concurring sounds, anything else would call them out. after a sustained quater hour of attacks she finally hung up to finish cooking. then, subsequently my older sister told me later, she rang out at my little brother, the one who tells her i am an alcoholic, the one who lies to her about how i spend my money, the one that probaly makes her think i am who i am not. that little bastard got what he deserved.. but.. my mother should not be faced with such deception. when she hung up the phone, i hung up, walked around the apartment, holding strong, and turned off all the lights. i lit a stick of incense and put in on the floor before the couch where i proceeded to collapse upon, holding the afghan tight to my stomach and cry my first tears in a time longer than i can count. they came, and flowed, and chritened the couch, stuck to my face, opened the world to me and let it go all at once. i got up, still with the tears streaming down my face, and picked up the stick of incense. i walked around the apartment. from the living room, through the kitchen, the first bathroom, the first bedroom, the foye, the second bedroom, the living room, the kitchen.. around and around until the stick of incense was reduced from half its hight to nothing. my computer called me as i sat down with a cup of tea, so i took the pot and cup with me and played a thinking computer game for a few hours, losing myself in its ways, in its complexities, becoming the characters to escape... then my phone rang. i felt like screening it, but decided against it after three rings. "hello" "hey kiddo" "hey bizzy whats up"... we talked for about half an hour, exchange invitations to eachothers places of residence, knowing niether could afford it anytime soon. my big sister gave me comfort through that call.. when she hung up, i existed my computer can, ate some pita and peanut butter, and proceeded to watch all six hours of the movie Dune, which the guys whose apartment i am living in left. it eased me away, as i noted how much of the story was missing, but likewise how much more i enjoyed this six hour film which tried to hold as much as possible to the book, much more than the disappointing lord of the rings movies even attempted to do. Maud'Dib Maud'Dib Maud'Dib Maud'Dib.... The characters didnt fit into my picturings of them, but they are real actors in the film, figments in my imagination. sleep didnt come easily.. i spoke to the star on the west frame of my bed, i kissed her good night.. and sleep did not come. i shivered beneath all three of my blankets when just the day before i almost had an asthma attack because i was running in weather much to warm and much to humid through a city... i shivered and felt the tears well but not come, such a familiar painful feeling.. i asked questions of that star.. i hope they were heard.. now i sit here in the hums lounge all alone, typing a huge blathe.. hoping to be read by the star.. may my questions be answered, and may the sun shine once again as the birds sing... or let the thunder crash upon this city... 040503 ... xxshadow_goddessxx The tears from a day past gone...the tears from a broken soul-bleeding crimson tears. All of the soul locked away silenced with the fears. A fallen hope, has lost its way again, and the rain continues to fall, as the pain begins to swell. The tears are a realese, my realese to escape this terrible reality, so when I open my eyes again all I can see is the blur, and I can ascend into the illusions of my mind, when dreams become my reality. And there are no more crimson tears... 040530 ... just someone reminds me of him... of his tears, no one wants to see- forcing him to smile into the camera and to play... to play the happy one, to play that he has no clue how it is to cry and to taste your tears... reminds me...yeah 040603 ... just someone nick 040603 ... just someone nick 040603 ... clarity i cried an ocean and still that was not enough 040604 ... vermillion clarity 040604 ... puredream a new journey captured in a falling crystal prism... bouncing with rainbows of new dreams and forever tomorrows... tears for the music lost... tears for music to come... 040604 ... ofsuch i am losing far too much salty water from my body please ofsuch just stop thinking about him and please focus on others things please please please you are just hurting yourself more i cant remember the last time i cried for so many days on end throughout each day i have even managed to smear waterproof mascara quite a feat all it takes is a flash flood of tears at any given moment you know in the middle of class while ringing someone up while driving by a store while being in my car when even seeing water spots in the inside of my windshield do i really love him or am i obsessed? i am probably some fucking psychopath that needs serious help i have been crying far too long for this to be love because if i really loved him, i could stop crying and i am happy for him did i really let him go though? physically i did but in my mind did i? god i hate myself so much more when he is not around and i feel like such a failure at so much that i do then again i always failed him too i was always a failure at the things i did with him too shit when did i become a failure when i try and push so hard? dont you dislike it when that happens? you try so hard, only to step back and realize it was all for nothing because you failed and didn't even see it until you removed yourself and looked at it from a different perspective. 040910 ... Symphonic I only have one left, a single tear building like a dam, a river in a single tear. 040910 ... absoloot so red so opaque tell me what you're made of just a fucky phony you're killing her in your idiotic systematic conspiracy you murder hearts accept no tears not offered yet not lost you will pay in your regret of your childish game but shed your tears and receive no mercy from this harden frozen... 050127 ... Llania Humans are the only animals who cry. 050316 ... BitterSweetDream Don't waste them on me. 050502 ... HidingOnTheWall We're talking, she's crying, and even though I've already been rejected, all I can think about is kissing away her tears. If only it were that simple. I wish that in the field, instead of being cold and quiet, we could have kissed and cried and apologized. 060316 ... kasia sad 060318 ... celexa stay away from all broken people 060620 what's it to you? who go blather from