absence marq This really hurts I hope you know not being able to see you. It's tearing my heart. I want to say "I love you" but I'm not sure you're ready to hear it. I can't bear to be apart from you anymore. Why don't you call? MESSAGES ARE FOR RETURNING! I call you but you're never home. I said I didn't care about the dancing and I meant it. Computers are so impersonal. I want you! I sent you letters. I received none in return. I don't even get e-mail anymore! My friends talk to you more than I do. They tell me you're getting married. Maybe you're straight to them. Maybe they want you to be straight. I DON'T! I want you to be gay. I want you to be with me. I want to talk to you. Why won't you return my calls? I don't want this to end. I think I'll say it. Maybe you're not ready to hear it. Maybe I'm not ready to say it. I can't bear the thought of you being away. Age doesn't matter to me! Am I the only one trying to communicate in this relationship? I'm saying it. I LOVE YOU! 000527 ... emily "...you can't build a life on the absence of things..." 000530 ... WingedSerpent in the end becoming the absence of light, dark, colour or shadow grinning at the world from the corner of it's collective eye not unlike the cheshire cat 000530 ... jennifer maybe mark knows how I feel now how I've felt for two_years 000605 ... klairchen I like going away. It makes coming back an indulgence. 001011 ... ubliss ***ubliss: The Ultimate Bliss*** Subject: ABSENCE & LOVE Absence is the ART of Love Presence is the SCIENCE of Love. Frustration is the Start of Love Fulfilment is the End of Love. 'Feel' is the Chaos of Love. 'Think' is the Order of Love. 'TAKE' is the Nature of Love. 'GIVE" is the Nurture of Love. Attachment is the Hell of Love. Detachment is the Heaven of Love. Copyright 2000. ubliss.com 001011 ... lalala the feeling of realisation, when everything that is dear to you seems so lost and meagre without her 010205 ... lalalala so i understand she says, do you? i have so much to say but i can't. i wish i could call and say so. say that i love you and every day we are apart, i love you more. but no longer do you feel that way, i've lost you. to time 010205 ... lalalala i love you 010205 ... lalalala i wonder if you're gonna call,i spoke last night and i apologised. i'm still sorry 010206 ... lalalala and i wish you still did love me. absence is the loss when just as you thought life was working out and the woman you want to spend the rest of your life with, the person you thought was right, is wrong. can i ever look at her without being insanely jealous of the life she is leading.. what she is doing? who with? my best friend, my lover.... half of me. now to be half of someone else. she's never far from thought. 010206 ... lalalala miss you ... lots 010208 ... lalalala i wish i had heard my phone 010208 ... lalalalal talk to me here 010208 ... lalalalala I'm a real live woman In love with this man I see lying Here next to me Lost in the way that he's holdin' This real live woman In the arms of a man where I'll Fall asleep knowing There's nothing on earth he loves More than this real live woman (see woman) 010208 ... lalalalala sorry i thought it was an explanation of feeling 010208 ... lalalala so you don't wan't to i don't mind perhaps you'll call again 010209 ... lalalalala managed to forget for a brief weekend, but they dont last for ever. back to reality with a crash. tired and lost. what can i do. i still love you. 010212 ... lalalalala forget about it, forget..... 010213 ... rats rats 010213 ... cats and dogs shes so far away and yet she's still always here, my head, my poor head, she rang yesterday and woke me up, she was drunk, it was 12 in tas, and dark, it was light here and cold. i was cold in my bed, tired and cold but we haven't spoken for so long and she still warms my heart. she misses me. what can i do she's 8000 miles away and i've just had a one night stand with the girl who does the makeup in beatties,you know, those girls you see, always beautiful, the ones you lust after. And I feel guilty, I mean we've been split up for 2 months. I miss her so much. she rings,does she know? I'm not being unfaithful to her I'm just being unfaithful to a memory. am I? 010405 ... NothingNow absence_makes_the_heart_grow_fonder eventually they all grow fond of mine 010930 ... ----- "My mind is racing As it always will My hands tired my heart aches I'm half a world away and go." 011001 ... wannabe_poser sometimes i feel like the world is pressed against me, and when i look up i seen nothingness and no one. my english teacher says the absense of chaos is utter perfection, but without chaos what is order? 011102 ... ilovepatsajak ...of fear. own me. 011102 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong Absence is the hostile warlord. 011212 ... ClairE I even miss your shirt under my hands. 020115 ... jestification @ first i was angry, now i'm floating. 020607 ... devalis obviously makes the heart grow fonder. actually.. it's just pissing me off. 020807 ... Ryan torn.....a silent storm....... 021114 ... Bizzar With the absence of he, aside sits the absence of all that is worth, within. When I dont know where you are, I find myself distraught, and I dont know what to do with myself. The power you hold over me isnt welcome. Please release me, I want to live for myself, not for you. You are a weakness, a virus I must overcome. When will I become immune? 030418 ... lou_la_belle i've been temporarily removed no don't worry i'm sure everything will work itself out it did last time so just sit yourself back down deal out the next hand grab some popcorn laugh at that joke i'll just wait lets hope you haven't forgotten me. 040731 ... love & hate does not make your heart grow fonder. Out of sight, out of mind. 040801 ... LessonsFromAngels Absence in love can kill a person. Absence between two people cannot bring them closer until they see eachother again. It can tear them farther apart, creating the need to be closer when they are together again. But absence does not change the hearts opinion of someone. 050112 ... lough without absinthe 050630 ... secondbody Magicians make it 081125 ... . . 081125 what's it to you? who go blather from