lust emma blergh. 981207 ... adam heehee. emma=lust. 990228 ... daxle has more to do with hormones than neurons, but I've learned ot accept it 990421 ... ceorl true lust is rarer than love intensity 990422 ... jupiter lust is an excuse to a feeling that can not be explained. Lust is a fear of falling.... 991127 ... jennifer Mark confronts Jolie about her waning lust for life: Mark: "have you even listened to yourself lately? You make no sense… god, you act like you're going to do something stupid… something like I did…" Jolie: "and what if I am?… what if I want to end it, huh? Why the fuck should you care?" Mark: "Damnit, Jolie! I do care… I don't want you to fuck it all up like that…" Jolie: "Why not… you did it, and you seem no worse for the ware… you can do what you like and you don't have to worry about all the stupid shit that comes with living." Mark: (tries to grab her shoulders, ineffectively) "Jolie, you don't understand… I would give anything, anything to have just one day back on earth. Just to feel alive… and nothing I do here, nothing has that same effect… I just hoped that you would never be stupid enough to do the same thing I did… to end it like I did. All I ever wanted for you was to live the life I could never live… Do the things I wanted to do… start a family, be happy… live, like I never could…" Jolie (apbruptly cuts him off) : "Fuck you… that is so not fair!… How can you even expect me to listen to this shit you keep feeding me… you were the one who was always going to be there for me… to protect me, to love me… and goddamn it, I want that back." Mark : "you can't have that back, Jolie… how many times do I have to tell you this… and even if I did live, what kind of life would "we" have… there never really was a "we"… I was gay, and you didn't know what the hell you wanted… you still don't… you want something you could never have… and now that I'm gone.. you still want that… we would have both been miserable, and now that I'm gone, you still want that one thing that you could never and will never have… me. I would have hoped that by now you would have moved on. " Jolie: "I don't know how to move on. In every point in my life, it was you that helped me through it. And now you can't help me… that's bullshit… I don't accept that… I won't accept that." Mark: "Jolie… what I am trying to help you do is to live." Jolie: "Fuck you! I lived for you for 10 fucking years! Then you left… you left me… you made a conscious fucking effort to leave me. And now you are forcing me to live for you again. Goddamn it, Mark, I can't even live for myself (Jolie dissolves into tears.)" Mark: (tries to console her) "I'm not forcing you to live for me… I'm begging you to live." 991214 ... hahaha I see red fog you see red fog 000106 ... riot lust is the six inch scratch you leave on his back when he does the thing you never knew he could. it's also not asking where he learned how. 000113 ... lotusflower that tingly feeling that makes you want to attack and bite. 000217 ... someone burns and makes me laugh at the way the waffle hat looks on the waiters head i wonder wear he is right now and if he's thinking of what i'm thinking ooo nasty thoughts of pure love 000222 ... somebody eve 000222 ... acuhymen uhn uhn uhn uhnnn adam the apple your mom 000226 ... MollyGoLightly People like to wag their fingers at it. It's so nice to give in, then wake up drooling. 000324 ... kim i lust after all the wrong people and i can't help myself b/c the wrong makes it feel so right and then he comes to me and the lust is gone b/c now i'm bored and i turn back to love 000714 ... EECP Lust is nothing without the force that makes any relationship worth while. Be a unique lover and only give yourself to your one perfect being. 001213 ... tazfab many pretty boys to lust for, and i'm lusting my ex. is that wrong? when i'm being held, and the only way i can get aroused is by thinking of him. am i missing someting? 001214 ... beastlust Lust is... a Hungarian born and bred in New England. 010208 ... acceber The feeling I get when he kisses the back of my neck or touches my ears. The power that drives us to do things we thought we'd never do... 010403 ... as some think i think i mistook for love 010403 ... do_it_again Tell someone you lust for them. . .it'll only end up driving you nuts until you tell him. BELIEVE ME! i know these things. when he/she has a girlfriend/boyfriend or something even more serious (i.e. fiancee, wife/husband) you will kick yourself in the ass repeatedly. you'll never know what could've been. that's the worst feeling. much worse than rejection.. .. 010503 ... do_it_again kristen, please just tell him. you need that satisfaction, if nothing else. 010503 ... snafu stare blankly at a wall, eyes open wide, blood throbbing in your ears, lusty state of mind 010610 ... tiffany lust in the eyes, lust on the breath, lust in her hands while she slides them up...up and up further until they touch something that puts an electric shock in the stomach....lust in the gaze that is directed intently to you. you and only you. you silly little girl. you let her go as far as anyone could. farther than you promised yourself. if this is so wrong then why does it feel so damn right? so damn right..... 010710 ... Christy I suppose you came to me in a dream, with two ardent chameleon eyes that glisten beneath the blue, blank moonlight and several pale, graceful, lonely limbs that cry out to be touched, stroked, folded, and held close to my own beating heart from which a fountain of affection flows and pumps, winding and writing through my veins. go on, dear, bathe and relax. take a swim in the boundless river--it exists solely for you. 010910 ... lotusflower to be lusted after... who doesn't want it? i do. all the time. 010920 ... somebody will from bb2 did it 010923 ... me. no... i'm sure i just know nothing about it. you can teach me. 020201 ... sarah lust burns and consumes the most precious of my thoughts - he says to me "i can't wait to go home tonight. i have the house to myself.the wife and kids are gone." So, i'm thinking.. why the hell is he telling me this? ok, so. . . do you want me to ask you if you'd like some company? (i really did think about it but i couldn't bring myself to do it). God, why must i be such a pussy. The worst thing he could have done was say "no". I hate myself sometimes. . . All becuase of the fucking lust. It's starting to piss me off. 020223 ... dream within a dream he tells me tonight that he's gonna hook me up with his brother. if he's you - that's great. just stop torturing me. . . lust is bad. well, actually it's really good. i guess it's just one of those things that are good to get and hard to have. something like that. . . i'll shut up now. 020224 ... anne_jumps I am forlorn and feeling bittersweet with all this delicious, pointless lust. 020830 ... devalis all consuming, all powerful, like a drug. when you're in it, it's perfect, but after you've come down from the high, depending on who you've shared your addiction with, it can be the worst feeling in the world. 020830 ... pepperdrinks fire can turn from lust to anger in seconds flat a beautiful waste. 030418 ... electric why do i lust after people i HATE and turn away from the person i LOVE? 030625 ... Rakeri together with love - a powerful combination 030817 ... shoccolo what if, today you WILL be ignored? can you still feel the way you did before? 030817 ... jezabel hunger. heat. dripping, drowning intensity. mmmmmmmm. 030818 ... jezabel low moans under the breath that can't be contained, the quickening of pulse with proximity, scarlet sparks flying from fingers. 030818 ... jezabel dances in my blood to a beat more primal than any "love" could touch 030818 ... anon that which has captured me. that which entrances me. that which i follow. that which i love 031029 ... ouroboros is far more honest than love but a little less satisfying than hate 031218 ... taintedluv part of our Primal Nature.. 040228 ... Syrope nice & clean cut you come in and get the light, i get the door. i turn on the game for you. you watch it instead of me, but with empty eyes. you come too quickly, against the side of my face, in my hair. i let you out and head to the bathroom to wash that side of my hair in the sink. on my way back in i turn off the tv and gather my stuff to go visit friends. just don't let things get complicated 040229 ... ee beep peep love = bullshit lust = real almost everyone in the world mistakes lust for love. if someone tells me otherwise, then they're lying or still totally unaware. i've mistaken lust for love, too, plenty of times. 040229 ... . . 040307 ... Perspective_of_Soul I wish i could just take her, ravage her until we both collapse. 040720 ... applegirl if your ribcage was a birdcage instead and my bird stirs around when you come around but it is fleeting because you are fleeting and you are not lust and i mistake every flutter for another wish 041212 ... Dan Moyer The sickness of cold flesh as the blood is warm to freeze the mind, intertwined the supple soft lips give way the confusion of new hips. easy decline inward we melt to fields of hands covered in soft felt gave way the collision of bone as we travel beneath your throne and break drive in bleeds the relic of thought to disperse away with all I have been taught. Oddly, I just don't care for this any more. 050111 ... r Lust is the sugar rim of the souffle it all bubbles and rises (so carefully!) within. 050316 ... petals when fools escape from love for something far less real and more illusional...... A cry falling on deaf ears kinda... 050617 ... misstree scarlet and passion and where did it go? 050618 ... margaux one of the seven_deadly_sins - i am certainly guilty. anorgasmia - nymphomania - sexaholic - lustmonger - me. & yes, it's gotten me into more trouble than i ever thought to carry. save me, jesus! 050619 ... click vestige billows in her heafty bossom lust undulates on her licentious hips utterances divulge from her carnivorous lips 050911 ... vian I wanted him so much. He thrilled me, he scared me, he intrigued me. I only met him once but I won't forget how much lust I felt. 060115 ... *SuPeR^ChIcK* what a powerful feeling - it a selfcontrol to overcome it 060219 ... Ptolemy DCLVIII I lust for more Brahms' Piano Concerti. 060219 ... 11441821bce Lust is killing me, along with some other stuff. 060219 ... Radhi I had never felt it, or at least the culmination of it. And then I did. I almost regeret it now. I like the conclusion, but not the epilouge. Never the epilouge. Lust leads to new places 060427 ... tiffany a good friend once said about us (him and i--refering to the people we lust over and saturate) that 'it is only right when it it completely wrong'. he's been a good boy since and i've just been following our creed. 060625 ... gja I never get past it. I dont know how. I just lust after things. 070323 ... gja Although, and too my credit, I do recognise the possiblity that there is more than this feeling. I just cant get there. Lust gets in the way. Im comfortable with that. Its simple and uncomplicated. 070323 ... mcdougall i was just reading this on red. it was started on january 28, 2001 070323 ... (Or so I think) Lust torments me, but it is a strange torment, because faced with its annihilation I would try to defend it, I would try to keep it. I seek its consumation and fulfillment, not its obliteration, and while some might argue these things to be the same, to me they are endlessly apart. 070323 ... unhinged tempered with the right amount of self_control and love is the most beautiful thing i have ever experienced. 070323 ... merrrrr..... lust is a disease you know why ? because its not love. simple hay ! but if you love everyone then whats wrong with affection? doesn't have to be sexual necessarily. possesion causes jealousy.. but if you want to keep a special one then you can i must stop thinking so much... time to sleep. 070323 ... Tormen Ted My yearning for him is no mere lust of the loin, it is a lust of the mind... a spiritual lust, even. 071026 what's it to you? who go blather from