honest maxwell thorne Her honesty sometimes comes across as naivety. She's so pure, that when she speaks, she speaks the truth. She can do no wrong, so why should she hold back? 011105 ... blown cherry You asked me what was up tonight, I said "nothing". Perhaps that wasn't enitrely honest of me. It's not that I was lying, it was more that I when I went to respond I automatically turned to the wrong part of my brain. I turned to the part that would give the correct answer for any other workmate. But you're not that are you? I think I'm a little afraid that if I tell you what's going on in my head you'll turn away from me, I must be forgetting what we've been through already. I need to reorganise my head. 020729 ... ofsuch just be honest with me it doesn't matter if it will hurt me or not, but you must be honest. i love you. 040430 ... oldephebe waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too little of it amongst the spires of false pride in this world 040430 ... Somebody that I used to know never. i will lie until the day i die. I have accepted this, and you seem to understand. Honesty is relitive. i am not honest to you, you know this, sometimes. I could help it, but it makes everything so much easier. you dont want to know the truth, you would be scared. so you take the lies i give you through my tears. you leave me with my lies. i want to be honest; honest. 050126 ... f there is a big posibility that i am crazy. maybe we are all crazy. what is reality ? 070511 ... f there is a big posibility that i am crazy. maybe we are all crazy. what is reality ? 070511 ... They call me Truth Hmmm, what can i say? I aint cut out for the shut out and the cut mouth dealingz of the slave business. Makin ties, swattin flies, returning from a long day of work to find spoiled milk in the fridge. Movements collide, caution hides, behind my white smile, behing the black nile, behind the oceans and motionz of my rapid heart. lonely, lonely, lonely, nights, midday fights, neon lights announcin that im a fool, that i have nuttin workin for me but these empty lies,these muted cries, wasted lives. I aint cut out for the shut out and the cut mouth dealingz of the slave business. im sad, im caught up, im slaughtered against pale wallz, with vomit lyin next to my corpse. the sun tans my discourse, and even worse, burns my corpse to cinderz, limp pimp flippin burgerz at burger king, flappin a broken wing az if i could fly. who believes the lie. no one duz. to u, remember the ember that dismembers my soul and turnz it cold. The lack of love that sets the mold fo yearz of loneliness. i cant find that passion i lost, and what duz the cost, matter, if im lost if i dont pay the price. I came here to tell u that i love u, that my heart moves places jus to feel u, to ecompass u wit my love, and if i am weak, and i turn to u, its becuz i have lost my confidence and need reassurance, but az alwayz i feel like thats not your job or anyone else's, so i will choose to carry all burdenz on my back az i alwayz have done and spill theze wordz on this page, wishing them to be lost, and at the same time burning for them to be found, by you. 070512 ... kuffsleeve wow ! 070512 ... They call me Truth i am retiring my superman cape 070513 ... f who ever you are, your words are so beautiful... i understand you, i can't find that passion i lost either.... i can't even breath without it, i'm useless.. like i can't be bothered to make anything of myself, what for ? sounds pretty lame doesn't it. It's like nothing will make me better.. just that person... it's like something died inside me. there's no use to talk to anyone about it, to make someone understand a feeling like that.. it's agonising because they would never feel whats in your heart.. it is not something i can expalin to anyone anyway.. i keep it locked up inside... and it stays strong .. no one can take that away from me. love gives you wings... if only i grasped it without fear, but today.. i'm not really afraid of anything because i've lost everything anyway it seems. i just wish i had the light back in my life to get up and do something with greatness... i would if the photon would come back. wings are better than capes. 070513 ... Isaou I lost the abilty to be honest to those closest to me many long months ago... I know it hurts them but it's how I am, how I live, how I stay safe, how I survive 070513 ... ~lazarys~ say it ain't so. no city has ten millions souls to be lost in. once more, just a fleeting feeling. and miles to go to the nearest smile. 070515 ... . . 090303 ... camille the weather 090806 ... In_Bloom Our actions against the walls of words we build 090806 ... no reason i want to be honest about the reddest flag but i'm not sure it would change anything 110331 ... niecespieces Those words that you said. I am attracted to you. Why do they stun me? Shock me? Throw me for a gasping breath of newness? Those words, spoken by your honest lips, after meeting me but briefly have shaken me. They have helped me recognize the untruths that are in my life. The awakening that I am beginning is terrifying and sobering. After three years of partnership why has one comment by a near stranger brought forth the truth? Maybe your words were the first words of honesty that have graced me in a while. Living and realizing what I need rather than what I want others to see is something so simple, so true and hopeful, yet so cruel. Once we talk again I will recognize further who you, wonderful being, actually are in my life. 120415 ... icky Intelligent 150217 what's it to you? who go blather from