neon emily ...my car... 000713 ... florescent light my cotton-candy-wine-cherry-berry-candy-appled baby always the most attractive in the lot. 010827 ... bandaids go to: my_story 011221 ... birdmad i always imagine i'm in some dark smoky place sometimes crowded sometimes empty with no other light but a few neon strips in green and blue and purple scattered about when i listen to certain songs especially certain joy_division tracks 011221 ... angie "Neon" When sky blue gets dark enough To see the colors of the city lights A trail of ruby red and diamond white Hits her like a sunrise She comes and goes and comes and goes Like no one can Tonight she's out to lose herself And find a high on Peachtree Street From mixed drinks to techno beats it's always Heavy into everything She comes and goes and comes and goes Like no one can She comes and goes and no one knows She's slipping through my hands She's always buzzing just like Neon, neon Neon, neon Who knows how long, how long, how long She can go before she burns away I can't be her angel now You know it's not my place to hold her down And it's hard for me to take a stand When I would take her anyway I can She comes and goes and comes and goes Like no one can She comes and goes and no one knows She's slipping through my hands She's always buzzing just like Neon, neon Neon, neon Who knows how long, how long, how long She can go before she burns away -John Mayer I sang this to you last weekend... You were lying down on the futon staring up at me so helplessly drunk It was just us... Just us in the room I feel like at that very moment all the love that I have for you got completely shown... I was totally revealed... I always feel like when I sing...I have no choice but to be completely opened up to that person I am singing to. I felt so vulnerable, but it was really you I was taking care of. My deepest love came pouring out through my voice. I knew you knew...even though you don't remember any of this. I could see it in your eyes... They wanted so much to close, You fought the urge... To be with me I don't know what it was exactly, about that moment...It was just...very important to me. You passed out shortly after... But it was beautiful while it lasted. I will sing for you forever. I wish I could sing for you now. I sort of had a bad feeling last nite. Hopefully it was all made up... No matter what I love you Three days... Till we meet again *meow* 021214 ... yes me ummm? 040707 ... sisyphus is too bright for comfort too sure for hazy friendship just is or is not and hardly cares either way 051226 ... IO1011 excited cold and alien glass trapped by the rainy streets of some crumbling megapolis 060814 what's it to you? who go blather from