hardly erin. teetering on the edge of an understanding, there's a reason that there aren't any resolutions to invisibility and utter indifference; it's like scratching your eyes out to spite your face because everyone does you but you don't see yourself-- and kicking rocks off the edge of the cliff just to see them splash in the water below won't make it easier to believe that jumping will make you fly. 020305 ... zenfishsticks hand outstretched towards you palm whispering to the earth fingers stiffly splayed as if begging for connection hands are like paws are like flippers are like wings and whether in diamond-ice sea or liquid dark forever as i glide smoothly i will reach for you 020619 what's it to you? who go blather from