spite quite full of it lingering malice 010225 ... Peter Hughes WTF? 040618 ... Dhanan you fell away, what more can i say, the feelings evolved, i wont let it out, i cant replace, your screaming face, feeling the sickness inside 040727 ... Risen I was broken and bent and desperate. I reached out for her, and she didn't reply. I thought it was out of spite. I thought she was trying to hurt me. Being heartless. So I lashed out. Said something unforgivable. By some miracle she didn't see it. She didn't see any of it. Only by apologising I showed her what I'd done. And when she asked exactly what I'd said, I told her. Honesty is not my friend. And it never ends well for me. 150309 what's it to you? who go blather from