feeling
dallas something like a smell you can't quite taste or that rose petal you can't quite see. 980826
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daxle I get this feeling like my movie is coming to the part where I jump out the window 990420
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daxle being american, it's seems like my turn 990516
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birdmad the nameless dread that follows me through every day

i can never put my finger on it
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Max my ultimate dream in life is to have a little button on my head. this button works a lot like electroshock therapy. it erases your short term memory more or less like alzhimers. i wish i had my button so i wouldn't have feeling. 000718
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energy stars 001007
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daxle more and more I get the feeling that no one knows any more than I do
I get the feeling that there's no one out there who can tell me the answers to my questions, all my questions
I get the feeling that all the things I thought were different are really the same, just part of an ever morphing whole (acid tried to tell me this awhile ago, but I wouldn't listen)
I've stopped feeling so much anger, so much hope, so much anything that isn't neutral
there is no heaven
there is no hell
there is no greatness
there is no horribleness
there is only this universe for us
causation and effect lava lamping eternally for an overall net force of zero
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Chrity go to:
i_have_words
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me hooked on one 010603
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screwing for virginity i get feelings about people after i meet them but before i know them what our relationship will be like 020628
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La Rev the strongest sense of anything in the world. happy sad angry lovesick hate. 021125
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Mistress Q Cold, cold comfort
salt and pepper humdrone
The Queen has come to steal the throne
Plush melancholy population of two
Over estimated neon pieces of you

Papa Joe won't you talk to me pretty please?
Living in a forest of fake melted plastic trees
Mark of Cane and Son's of Jane
Intergalactic Vanilla Rain
Blossoming fruit of life insane
Orange 9mm missed the train

Soft, soft pillow
seismic ringing telephone
Illusions of a mind lost with a solitary moan
Disregarded increments of love that's gone astrew
Don't you think it's sad when all the lies you've told are true?
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a girl with nothing to say i was feeling down some guys pants on the bus and found my self to get very curios about what was down there. that same night i went to the movies with him we mad out then went to his house and it happend again this time his pants came off then mine then our shirts and then his boxers that night i lost my virginity dont you see what a good thing feeling can lead to. 031113
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pansy What is it? This feeling, which is around me since you left me. Since you have walked away. Is it some kind of loneliness, or maybe a grief? Explain it to me. You know it better. You knew it first. For you taught me it and I was a very good student. 040127
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maatsby is a state of mind 040412
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pansy no, this can't be true
emotions should be the state of heart, of soul, not mind - the mind is too rational, and emotions cannot be caught and put into the cage of rules and rationalism of the mind - because in the end they will die
fortunately they are free
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laced I am forgetting sometimes
What lips are like: hungry,
Bitten, moist and thirsty
Smearing lipstick on my collar
Pressed hard against my coat

I am forgetting sometimes
What it is like
To be unable to see
To be unable to speak
Because there is a woman
Stuck in my eyelids
And there is a woman
Caught in my throat

Sometimes
I am unable to lift my tongue
Because it is heavy with her
Always weighing on the tip of it
040624
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laced so it ends here? 050116
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raevyn what is this thing? this thing called "feeling". what is it and where can i get a taste?
who am i kidding? i'm feeling it hard and strong and i wish i was some innocent who had never been introduced to this painful concept.
but such is life.
and life is hard.
but we can make it easier.
i promise.
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sad_bitch electrical signals in your brain 050420
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haha well... i'm feeling sad 050503
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*Amy* I hate this feeling inside me. it wouldn`t let me breathe, I have chills, it`s like I`m about to thruogh up, my heart aches, I can`t focus on anything and I it makes me think of runaway. I can feel it coming and it stays, sometimes for 3 or 4 days. 050503
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ladyfrill I am feelin like a smoked bowl of kind bud. 060922
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whitematter i am both here and there. neverywhere

you are my point of reference, yet i defy you. i am not a copy, i exist outside of time. i said this to you but we never spoke, I'm your friend but i don't know you.
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no reason i can feel it inside me when you won't
when you don't
100508
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no reason nervous about tomorrow 100508
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.flowerock better already. maybe writing all my gunky feelings out helped.

rethinking it, I'm not as concerned as I though I was and I'm ok with not being ok sometimes.

falling
into
place
p
alone
r
together

not ready to sleep
x
h
a
u
sick
t
e
d
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.flowerock my downward word thing didn't work...

so_it_goes
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.flowerock I'm_why_I'm_suffering

("You're_why_you're_suffering")

I want to ask who_what_why but I don't want to fight about it, don't want to make you feel bad, don't want to scold you or tell you it's wrong... is it possible to express my concern and feelings without making you feel accused of wrong doing?

it won't leave my mind and it's really getting to me even though I don't want to care about it.
170225
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.flowerock mostly I miss you, I got home from work just after you left for work. I might go to sleep before you get back or soon after. mostly I want to put myself together, be more available, be more alove with and for you. 170225
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.flowerock mostly I miss you, I got home from work just after you left for work. I might go to sleep before you get back or soon after. mostly I want to put myself together, be more available, be more alove with and for you. 170225
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.flowerock mostly I miss you, I got home from work just after you left for work. I might go to sleep before you get back or soon after. mostly I want to put myself together, be more available, be more alove with and for you. 170225
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