downward moonshine Maybe happiness is here with you spooning rainbow sherbert in bed afterwards with Billy Holiday on repeat. Perhaps its not. Afterall the man said himself I'm only temporary... 010202 ... G_wiz13 the way my soul,and attitude seems to float everyday that i am alive. I think to myself could there be a place where my spirits will be lifted. I search and i search, but only seem to find that death is appropriate. Seems my time is soon to be expired. Although i dont feel ready to leave. I dont want to go through and fight anymore. I feel as if i have grown tired fatigued as it seems. I just want to lie down and give up. Shawn I know you will read this tell everyone I am sorry. please tell Wendy to stay strong, and Susie that i love her. Tell Amanda I think she is beautiful, and dont tell everyone that my pain is over and that they should feel happy for me. 010202 ... G_wiz13 that should read tell everyone that my pain is over and that they should be happy for me. 010202 ... Deputy_Mayor damn i am one sad basterd. 010208 ... birdmad as are we all, kid. 010209 what's it to you? who go blather from