cage
lovers lament
you've
kept
me
here
so
long
almost
five
years
gone
and
who
am
i
to
see
a
change
?
who
am
i
to
be
so
brave
?
just
the
bitter
charade
of
five
years
gone
(
more
of
this
in
-work
poem
tomorrow
perhaps
)
for
now
12
/11/00 copyr.
2000
001211
...
myplasticmind
let
me
out
of
this
,
i
need
to
get
out
,
i
need
to
feel
again
,
i
need
to
breathe
again
i
need
to
get
out
020910
...
stars4hcat
where
they
keep
me
don't
raise
up
keep
small
tidy
hidden
buried
in
papers
and
obtuse
040220
...
girl_jane
I
put
myself
in
it
...
040221
...
pete
i
feel
that
i
have
just
entered
my
own
cage,
fearing
that
the
lock
will
come
back
down
silencing
me
in
an
open
air
prison
.
i
am
unable
to
scream
or
react
,
caught
between
fight
and
flight
.
lost
without
wisdom
and
light
.
here
in
this
light
,
in
the
night
of
the
day
.
home
again
.
how
i
want
to
be
away
,
though
I
got
here
little
more
than
an
hour
ago
.
it
is
my
posion.
my
lifeblood
.
all
in
one
. '
home
...'
040409
...
Borealis
http
://saltpetersun.diaryland.com/040413_89.html
040413
...
Definition
The
"
Cavity
"
for
"
Mouse
"
040804
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
