outside
vicious I
long
to
shield
myself
from
the
sun
and
burrow
into
my
un
consciousness
and
save
my
hatred
for
another
day
of
uselessness
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FoxFire Today
i
Go
walking into the sun.
Tomorrow
i
Run
forget the burns of yesterday
000923
...
*starlette* outside it snowed
because i couldn't keep it inside

the feelings are there somewhere
i'm sure
but they must be frozen

i've tried to keep it inside
melt away the ice
so i can love

but it keeps getting colder
inside me
everytime he lights a match

outside it snowed
because i couldn't keep it inside
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Barrett "The Monkey Wrench Gang" by Edward Abbey.
This is the meaning of outside.
If you give a shit.
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jennifer
and you bring me to my knees
all this time that i
all the times that i felt insecure
and i leave my burdens at the door

i'm on the outside
i'm looking in
i can see through you
see your true colors
inside you're ugly
ugly like me
i can see through you
see to the real you

all this time that i felt like this won't end
was for you
and i taste what i could never have
it's from you
all those times that i tried
my intentions
full of pride
and i waste more time than anyone

i'm on the outside
i'm looking in
i can see through you
see your true colors
cause inside you're ugly
ugly like me
i can see through you
see to the real you

all the times that i cried
all this wasting
it's all inside
and i feel all this pain
stuffed it down
it's back again
and i lie here in bed
all alone
i can't help what i feel
tomorrow will be okay

i'm on the outside
i'm looking in
i can see through you
see your true colors
inside you're ugly
ugly like me
i can see through you
see to the real you

~staind
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johnny west Some people like to stay inside sometimes. Anyone who refers to those people as "house plants" is missing the point entirely; you don't HAVE to go outside if you don't FEEL LIKE IT. Sometimes, no matter how gorgeous the weather is, it's much nicer to read a book or just do nothing. Inside. 010309
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mikey i love being home. but i love being in the mountains...at the beach just the same. variety! 010309
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twiggie i love being at home...and i love being outside. i don't however, love going out. maybe this would be different if i lived in a city or somewhere a little more interesting.
i grow tired of just driving to the same places for no purpose whatsoever.
i'd rather sit down at a place and talk with someone or be in my room.
010309
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futility A deep breath. Outside is where those little moments of perfection exist. I have never found them indoors. In the wind and the sunshine, that is where life is real. 011024
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ilovepatsajak we were both inside looking outside at eachother 011025
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-{::ephemeral_arcs::}- outside is wind
and holding the covenant
time marked in blossoms on the moon
all yestereday was interviews
hold blue sky
time was nigh
hold outside wind in your breath
then was a mirthless confess
narrow, marrow, core temptest
a song, a song, to rest
feel strong, strong to detest
train oblique and long
motor transport and same song
highways and forests, pipers and lilith
blue sky time was nigh
outside is the wind
hold me timmid and long
clap for me again a that song
tremelo meteor, sighing trees,
tell blue sky,
the time was nigh.
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mandy the window..I once dreamed. Though of how great today would happen to be. Today has arrive, not in the light I had predicted. 021126
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Perspective_of_Soul Curse the outside for it destroys my inside before it gets outside. 030326
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god go outside and get me a switch!!! 030624
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tyger When I was younger I somehow kept ending up in relationships with all these guys who liked to do things like camp on the sides of mountains during snowstorms.

My idea of a good date is a romantic dinner for two at an expensive restaurant and my athletic tastes run to the kind of activities that require mirrored practice spaces, not inclement weather conditions or hiking boots.

Unfortunately, I was young enough to still think that I needed to conform to a man in a relationship rather than the other way around. I cringe to think now of all the valuable time I wasted shivering in remote locations just to be able to hang out with my boyfriends. What was I thinking???
031117
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sylphide it's late at night
and it's cold outside
but i can hear him breathin
i can hear screaming for more..
031118
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griz the evening sun rises into the cold earth 040413
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leaf song I love being outside as much as anything.
It's almost beyond poetry.(It is when I am.)
So much for unconditional.
What do you love?
Find it.
041206
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